#why am i consistently and never endingly disgusted by what i write like .2 seconds after i post it

[deathbled]

one day i will learn how to write and then it's over for you all .

#rereading replies i wrote is always just #me shuddering in disgust #why am i consistently and never endingly disgusted by what i write like .2 seconds after i post it #also ehy do i not know more english words what happened where did my vocabulary go #c1 business english cambridge exam why did you leave me #* beep beep lettuce ( ooc )