#who shuts down and becomes unresponsive while voicing louis

[askmatthias]

Since Louis remembers everything does that mean he most likely remembers all his deaths too?..

"Yes."

"Everytime."

( cw self-harm, s*icide attempts implied, blood )

"But not the perspective you might be imagining."

"... And, eventually, destroying 'me' wasn't enough."

...

"He's what you might call... Delicate. So you and I will be keeping this between us. Okay?"

#ask louis #cw self harm #cw blood #cw implied suicide attempts #louis' alter type is Misguided Protector #so even his responses and reactions to trauma will vary just as wildly as matthias' #louis is just as complex as matthias and I lov him frfr #also having Louis respond to these asks specifically is another defense mechanism from matthias #who shuts down and becomes unresponsive while voicing louis #I hope this makes sense #I hav too much knowledge on DID due to my own experiences and studies #so I'm really glad can portray these complexities in a fictional setting #albeit these symptoms are a little more extreme due to the setting of idv #but I the mun digress #take ur angst HEATHENS