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#when i'm not gonna keep helping sell shit for my mom cuz my sister can do it as her family contribution since she did nothing since dad die
bootyful-seventeen
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i am too mentally exhausted to even deal with this shit anymore with my mom and grandma and low key wish i'd go comatose for a few years to be left alone tbh
#had a clean up service come by to see the damage and give a quote on the estimate and my grandma wasnt having it
#she got upset and started crying to them about she has only 1 daughter and is trying to help her and they're trying to tell her that keepin
#all that junk isn't gonna be helping anyone especially my mom but she wasn't getting it and i said i'm not helping clean the junk that's
#all around the house cuz i'm tired of it all and having to manage my emotions since i am for sure emtotionally stunted from my childhood
#and have to deal with a schitzophrenic mom and an absent sister who's balls deep in denial while i'm struggling to find a job here
#and my grandma always stressing me ot saying she's gonna kick me out isn't fucking helping here at all like she thinks it does
#so when they left she spent all day sobbing on the phone how i'm a terrible granddaughter who wants to throw out good stuff
#when i'm not gonna keep helping sell shit for my mom cuz my sister can do it as her family contribution since she did nothing since dad die
#and the thing is i gave them all options on clearing shit out cuz i know this family by now and shit doesn't get tossed but it migrates
#cuz i said months ago i can ask some friends if they could come down and help sort and declutter
#grandma said no to that and said she'll kick me out if i do it and she didn't want to pay for my mom's shit to get moved into a storage uni
#she leaves the clean up to my mom and i think the backyard got worse but she didn't call anyone to throw out the junk like she threatened t
#so i call a fucking hoarders clean up service cuz that's what my family is on my mom's side at this point and the city will be called too
#and she has this reaction cries all day and calls everyone to say i'm horrible and yells at me saying i'm the one killing her with stress
#when she's already been doing that for months to herself when i'm just tired and possibly mildly depressed or something idk
#i barely leave my room and don't go outside except to walk my dog but idk cuz my family's attittude was we don't go to doctors cuz
#cuz they're for crazy people but of course it's gotta switch up for my mom and no one else and i'm just sick of it all
#grandma doesn't accept free help and she won't accept help that i pay for myself with my money set aside for school so i'm done
#unlike her when i say i'll do something i stick to it so i'm not doing shit anymore unless i can call a friend to help with this mess
#it's gonna sound like such a horrible thing but i can't wait for my family to die so i can live in a clean home again and get help
#like deep serious help cleaning and big time grief councelling cuz i barely had time to process my dad's death and being the one to find hi
#and that was just this february like god i am going to need so much fucking therapy in my future it's almost rediculous
#and probably say screw my mom's side and visit my dad's side a lot more since they seem to be the normal ones in this shit family tree
#at least they're not stupid and leave junk everywhere where one neighbour getting sick of not being able to sit outside and enjoy their yar
#without mountains of junk staring them right in the face and landing a notice from the city to clean up especially since
#we have chainlink fences and at least 7 neighbours can see the backyard and everyone can see the front porch when passing by
#i'm just tired of living in these suffocating households and even wanna file a report myself to kick them into gear
#its horrible living like this and no one should live surrounded by junk and things they never use or even garbage
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