#whatever Its fine i got some done today and now jts bedtime so i dont stay in bed until NOON again…..

[gontagokuhara]

tale as old as time

pointy objects chapter at 1k words: oh god this is gonna end up so short its gonna be WEIRD and out of place oh god

pointy objects chapter at 3k words: hmm. perhaps not

pointy objects chapter at 5k words and climbing, less than 50% of the way through the outline:

#pointy objects #i never learn. happened with the kaemaki And saiou chapters……and thats just Recent memory #its fine. it will be fine. it just makes PLANNING WHEN TO WRITE STRESSFUL……especially when i have a job w no set hours now too. gulps #whatever Its fine i got some done today and now jts bedtime so i dont stay in bed until NOON again….. #i have Much research to do tmrw for the next portion to write…..exciting but also daunting bc this is uncharted territory #we’re still looking good for the 20th KNOCK ON WOOD so its fine. im sure. im done looking at the doc now