#what a stupid decision that i couldnt even input in because i was dead!!

[uncreativebean]

The mc in The Arcana is so freaking boring. I get they're not supposed to have like concrete personality traits because they're us but!!! Come on!! Give me some angst man. I wanna be mad about things that made me mad or be upset about things that are upsetting!!!

*SPOILERS*

Like when we find out we DIED??? I wanna be shocked by that!! Upset!! Scream!!! Cry!!! Anything but "oh that's weird".

I wanna be mad at Asra for making a deal in a risky ritual for something that I deem is kinda stupid (bringing back a dead person?? You didn't know what would happen!!). I want to be mad at him for LEAVING us on a bad note (the argument we had before he straight up just left Vesuvia). And did he just never contact us while he was gone? Even through dreams?? Did he just completely abandon us while we were in the middle of a plagued city?? I get he didn't want to STAY but you didn't have to ghost us either!!

I wanna freak out that I was DEAD. I wanna be more upset by Lucio straight up just haunting my ass or the fact that me and Muriel probably knew each other and were friends but I DIED and I cannot remember him. I wanna be mad that Julian DUMPED ME after a good ass day date where we both had fun!! Give me the ANGST. Or at least the choice to make things super angsty and not say that they're bad choices. They're human!! Human emotions!!

#the arcana #still big feelings #i wanted to be mad at asra #the sweet boy who loves me so much #he couldve died!! #for me!! #you fool!! #what a stupid decision that i couldnt even input in because i was dead!! #also he left us on a bad note like i cant get over that #if you love someone a lot dont do that #just let me be angry!! #give me that right #my posts