#well yeah it's been 20 days he went on an internship and i've been miserable ever since

[mountinez]

i miss my best friend.

#ok maybe a bit of rambling on the tags so skip if you're not in the mood for it #well yeah it's been 20 days he went on an internship and i've been miserable ever since #it feels like half my body is missing and i've been crying everyday and i know he is okay and i know he is happy #gosh i love seeing him happy but it has been unbeareble to me stay away from him #the problem is me i'm over attached over emotional i can't love normally and when things like this happen i go insane #he'll come back by the end of the year but still i feel so lonely #even if i have other friends even with the gf that is not so gf since we can never be together even though... without him is not the same #you know what i think he is the most important person in my life #and i'm very exhausted when he calls me i pretend i'm fine and that i'm very happy because yeah idk what to do