#waugh. waugh. hhj arriving postreg and realizing all his ghosts are gone and spending four years torn between

[wovenstarlight]

tonight's variety of poisoning my own brain is crossovering my own AUs: ywbk/sixth sense edition. and oh I am so deeply poisoned

#waugh. waugh. hhj arriving postreg and realizing all his ghosts are gone and spending four years torn between #'its fine its fine its fine theyre just asleep or something with the rest of the system and skills' #and 'in trying to undo getting my little brother killed i killed the rest of my family for good this time' #it always gets worse around their death anniersaries too #because prereg he used to let them have the body for the day so they could go do whatever they wanted #and now its just him in there. alone. its too quiet #he talks to himself a lot and hes never quite stopped expecting responses #and then the dungeons appear and his skills are reaccessible and for one moment of searingly painful hope he tries to summon his ghosts #and no one responds #and hes. well. well. okay. so hes got blood on his hands. not really a surprise but that doesnt stop it from being crushing #and he kind of dissociates out for god knows how long and yj+yh are freaking out trying to figure out whats wrong #when suddenly theres banging on the door and when yj opens it a woman bursts through with tears streaming down her face and looks at him #and she says his name in this frantic tone. but hes never seen her before. except. wait #and when he asks if shes here for hyung and points her to his brother #both of them look like their entire world was ripped apart for a moment #and then they are hugging. and then theres a whole lot of other people showing up at the door insisting on seeing hhj #yoojin and yoohyun realize abruptly that they havent seen their hyung laugh this freely in. basically ever #star.txt #waugh. thats his extended family #yoojin and yoohyun now with like 10 uncles and aunties and hyungs and noonas #not to mention all the new friends their age or younger #i calculated it out and the ducklings would be like. yerims age. babies.... #hhj with a bunch of 12yos trailing after him.... #everyone is clucking at how old hhj's gotten and he keeps telling them to call him hyung/oppa and show him some respect now that hes older #stw is highly bemused but says hell do it if hhj wants. but hhj gets so weirded out at the thought of it that hes like nvm #they both have a debate over whether hhj should still call stw hyung given that HES the hyung now #(hhj 34 at time of dungeons while stw is 31) #the exghosts learn abt yerim and immediately befriend her family #which butterflys into. yerims dad survives too. lol