#wanna disappear and stop exisfing and making things hsrd kn people.

[arcadequeerz]

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#cade.vnt #feel empty and loke nothing. #wanna disappear and stop exisfing and making things hsrd kn people. #mom jokes about how it would of been easier if she didnt have me. #and i laugh vus haha. yeah. #butin reality i knoe i was a mistake and not planned. and i know i take up too mhch space #and i waste leoples time and im miserable to be around. #and im fu kkng 25 years old and im still tje same anxious stupid kid. #i know im a disappointment and i kniw shit woud ve essier if i just wasnt here snd i wish I wasnt. #things would be easier and would be bettervwothout me weighing down everyone around me