#waking up from a dead sleep to come sit expectantly by thw bars because she smelled you eating apple and she knows she'll get a slice

[ruthlesslistener]

thank you for the well-wishes. I don't feel like I'll ever process this grief or get over how I'll never see her again, but I know it's a process that takes time. I just can't believe she won't be there for me when I come home again

#its so surreal. to imagine going home and she's not there #munching away at her hay and quirking her ears at me and running over to say hello #then settling in and grinding her teeth in her little bunny purr while you're still hanging awkwardly over the side #waking up from a dead sleep to come sit expectantly by thw bars because she smelled you eating apple and she knows she'll get a slice #dragging the carpets over so that she can race around outaide her cage without slipping and sbe comes out with the biggest leap she cam #lying down and her lying down next to you and purring when you press your forhead against hers #her racing around my feet when I get the treat for her to go back in and then running away foot-flicking when sbe has it #her throwing her bowl around after a meal bc shes happy #or throwing her toys in her water #being unphased by anything and everything that comes at her #fighting the vaccum cleaner and then turning her back on it #being celeste. being the glue in the familt. the one person who was always calm when everyone else was figjting #i cam't beliebe she's gone #i want my bunny back