#waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh i have so many cosplays and nothing to show for iiiiiiiiiiiiiittttt :(

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haha.................... lol........... lol.................... lmao........................ what if i cancel the flip flappers cosplay last minute...................... cause i suck at this..............

#ummmmmm.......................... i messaged my friend who im cosplaying them with but i dont think shes awake #im gonna fuckin lose it this wigs a safety hazard fr. #plus it stains everything #so awesome. i couldnt find a good wig so i ruined the one i had and spent a LOT of money on so now i cant even sell it. so great #this would be the second time ive had to cancel my papika cosplay last minute cause i looked so bad.................... #god. ill just wait on my friend to answer so we can try to figure out what to do. this sucks man #well i guess the following question should be. if i decide to not cosplay flip flappers........ then who should take her place #i guess frisk would be the easiest answer cause theyre my fave cosplay #but ive literally worn them at every con since 2020........ #at ncv since we got the word they didnt cancel it so late i just packed cosplays i already had including frisk #and i did the one with the sans jacket n papyrus scarf cause i felt like i hadnt worn it in awhile #also its important to note that ncv 2022 was held in the exact same place as ncv 2020 (usually they change it) #and on the last day someone came up to me and said 'hey were you the frisk who wore that same costume last ncv?' #and i hadnt even noticed it i just had to be like...... yeah............ yeah i guess i am............ thats so embarrassing #so as far as they knew i hadnt worn a single other cosplay for 2 years. im gonna cry #so ummm. my not so friskless reputation precedes me i guess and itd be really embarrassing to be recognized as 'THAT frisk cosplayer' #at kodachicon again #sigh. im gonna go bonkers #yes i guess i could cosplay chara theyre my second favorite........... but thats still a cosplay ive worn to the last 2 cons #waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh i have so many cosplays and nothing to show for iiiiiiiiiiiiiittttt :( #plus i feel bad about most likely cancelling my couples cosplay AGAIN............. wah.