#vs bill masters who learned how to box so he could fend himself from his asshole dad

[katierosefun]

me, seeing a controlling freak of a man but he’s a fictional character: there’s something insanely wrong with you but i’m going to study you. i am going to psychoanalyze you and shake you around like a soda can just to watch you explode. i love you because to an extent, i do understand your rage and your grief and your ghosts. i will also be the first one in line to tell you that your suffering does not make you worthy and your manipulation does not make you some genius mastermind, it just makes you sad and hollow. but i will take the time to understand you because don’t we all want to be seen

me, seeing a controlling freak of a man but he’s a real person: don’t fucking look at me don’t fucking talk to me don’t even fucking breathe in my direction

#caroline talks #this is me screeching to my friend about. masters of sex btw #michael sheen only got nominated for an emmy for this show i think #which blows my mind bc he should be getting all the awards for this show like WHAT the hell #jumping straight from nate ford of leverage to bill masters of masters of sex . . . #deranged unhinged men who just manipulate their team and also have daddy issues and also manipulate the ever loving grief out of their #work partner is so. like. man what the hell!!! #and YET…and yet there is some form of love there…there is genuine compassion there and there is a genuine want to do good #in the only way that makes sense to either of them #only. i think Nate ford is easier to love. bill masters is………frustrating but when he’s human it’s. so much. #i want them to beat each other up so bad too—nate ford who can break fingers without blinking #vs bill masters who learned how to box so he could fend himself from his asshole dad #they are also both sooo pathetic all they do is shove people away from themselves #and then come crawling back to their partners and BEG them to come back #and they’re so. fascinating to me for that. #but also i know for a fact if any man or frankly any person #was that much of an asshole i’d probably kick their teeth in