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potuzzz · 6 months
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There is some mechanism that prevents us from seeing our entire lifetime. But it is there. If you are lucky you might get glimpses yourself, and accept them unscathed. Insanity and meltdown is always a risk. Sometimes i think we subconsciously are much higher, that the we underneath the surface is well aware, of everything. The seemingly dumb or unobservant are just as familiar with the ultimate truths in their soul as the most siddharthic monk or the most calculating and unwavering watcher. The difference between a psychic and a non-psychic is the difference between a body builder and a sloth, which is to say, there is fundamentally very little difference.
When i am truly alone in a moment with many people many times, i feel an unease that they dont quite register. But it is there. Their guardian angel, watching briskly. It belies nothing that might be upsetting and escalate the situation into a dangerous unknown, it is very well practiced; it is a parental figure. But its stillness is unnatural, and you can always tell when one grits their teeth by how their cheeks move. Their goal is to gently and imperceptibly remove their ward from a percieved bad situation. This is because they are a higher achievement, a greater iteration of their inspiration. They can see the future. They can see across the osmotic membrane we call bodies that barely separates ys from eych other. They can see the Wave. Yf a scorpion crawled across your breast, do you shriek and protest? Or do you, carefully measured...
Ive been here before
Ive been here before!!!!
AGAIN AND AGAIN
WHERE AM I GOING?
ORPHAN WITH EYES THAT BLINK
SALLOW
TAUT
TAUNTING DEEP YOUR MAJESTY JUST STAY ASLEEP DO NOT THINK THIS THROUGH...
YOU WILL DO WHAT MUST BE DONE, THERE IS NO GOLD IN GUILT OR GLUE, DISGRUNTLED APPREHENSION
" S Y N "
For i have synned
I will syn
As outside, so within
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