#use the godsdamned nato phonetic alphabet saying the same easily misunderstood letter even when nicely enunciated over and over again while

[vuutarros]

I've been incredibly out of sorts this week...

I dislike this, I'm having to police my emotions to such a high degree 😡

And it's not just irritability, either. My emotions have been all over the place, hyper and happy and manic, next ready to snap at the slightest sound, then goofy again, before being very depressed. And on and on and on. 'Round and 'round we go, where we stop, heaven help us all.

#and there's so much noise to set me off in the office these days #I've got 3 drivers on modified duties in my office #one who's helping the Kid with pick up bookings #her customer service voice is like the receptionist from Office Space #so that's just not going to drove me up the wall #another who i have nothing for him to do #so he sits at the coffee station grunting every 5 seconds #at least when he's not arguing with people on his phone because they can't understand what he's saying in his nasally mumbling voice #dude! i know how to spell your name and even i can't get that from what saying #use the godsdamned nato phonetic alphabet saying the same easily misunderstood letter even when nicely enunciated over and over again while #getting progressively more pissed off and less intelligible doesn't work #and the third spends most of his time with his head is hands #then there's the faint sounds of F's podcasts distracting me #and the Kid bouncing his foot against the chair leg #then somebody will start scanning and somebody will use the xerox to scan a small forest of documents #and i am sitting there getting more and more overwhelmed with no way out #can't put in my earphones I'd just be pulling them out every 5 seconds to answer a phone or gate or something else #i need the number of people in my office to drop by at least one very loud asshat blocking the coffee station #he's the worst #and if i have to listen him repeatedly fail to voice dial a contact again while the phone is in his fucking hand 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬