#until my back gets so sunburnt i look like kirby. i'm gonna peck rocks like a confused bird. ugh

[arcadian-vampire]

iv poles as accessories is a slur I've more than earned the right to reclaim [said with mega bruises on their arms from getting ivs] [this is a joke pls do not take it serious]

#pikaposts #also i have a doctor appt tomorrow i'm meeting a new doctor. if this one comes to the conclusion i'm just all psychosomatic too i'm #i told my everyone i'm gonna need A Goddamn Break from medical shit bc i cannot keep experiencing this oh my god #i NEED to be a hermit for a while. unshowered unmedicated hiding beneath the blankets in bed i don't want a doctor to even breathe at me #if anyone else smirks at me and tells me to go back to the ppl that gaslit and neglected me i will for real. idk what i'll do but i will. #i will something!! i'll walk my cute lil ass down to the bar get shitfaced and buy a turtle. i'm gonna shave my head. #i'm gonna implode and eat grass and draw on myself w sharpie markers #i am in my insane era and by god i will go insaner. well not by god bc fuck him. by din i will lie facedown on the pavement #until my back gets so sunburnt i look like kirby. i'm gonna peck rocks like a confused bird. ugh #ANYWAY make sure to smash that like button and subscribe to my channel xoxo i'm gonna bite a doctor so hard he feels my teeth whenever #he even thinks abt seeing another patient