#unrelated i hate that my walls are bright white and we're explicitly forbidden from painting them in the lease

[milkweedman]

Me (incredibly photosensitive of late): surely finally remembering to take a polaroid of one of my houseplants during the daytime won't take more than a minute or two and won't cause any problems for my eyes which are already behaving very poorly today

Me after spending 20 minutes trying to get an angle that I can actually take a picture from, having been beaming light directly into one eye this entire time: oh...

#at least i used up the rest of my color film #it may have already gone bad idk. still developing and cant see shit rn #unrelated i hate that my walls are bright white and we're explicitly forbidden from painting them in the lease #when my eyes need a break (always) and it isnt enough to close them and put on sunglasses (that never is enough) #and its daytime ? oh too bad ! cause my room is incredibly bright as is everywhere else all the time #want a room with green walls... #my eyes kind of feel like they are on fire i rly hope at least one of these polaroids is decent #chronic illness