#unless we have an extra summary one on tuesday or smth-i am off the whole day then

[baekuras]

our teacher managed to time every single extra studying lesson (online) just so that I had to miss every single one of them either due to work or private life

it’s actually kind of incredible

#txts #no hate against her except for who the fuck has time at 7pm on a workday but like #wtf??? maybe i wanted some extra study time with the whole class too?? #guess i have to rely on myself as usual bc i think today was the last time we did that #unless we have an extra summary one on tuesday or smth-i am off the whole day then #unless-private stuff ofc #today it was cleaning #i return to see they just finished an hour long meetup-amazing rly #we sadly are still understaffed at work so i may not get study time there despite promises (lmao) but i'll def have some on tuesday #maybe a miracle will happen and i'll actually remember the material i havent been able to memorize since we learned it #if smth is in any way disconnected and just memorization apparently my brain sees that as its mortal enemy and refuses to know it #but that said i know 3 other topics fully due to it loving when things are connected and make sense #and those are more relevant to my future job #sadly what i dont know is relevant to me passing as well-rip #i'll just do my best-i just need 50% and I'll be done #also no hate against her but the 7pm thing and also RADIO SILENCE for the 2 weeks of eastern vacation #where everyone took at LEAST 1 week off to study #i took off both weeks and then had to deal with hospital emergency shit parent wise so that was smth #relaxing actually in a sense but ppl kept bothering me bc they were worried #and just HAD to tell me about how worried they are #....like...good for you thanks but I have my own problems atm can we move that to august or smth? #i should do this like w/ my latin exams #watch naruto in the background and ace every test #i have no idea why that worked #baffles me to this day