#unless jm around teachers then i cannot cry at all ever bc that makes things 100000x worse

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I feel so normal. Todays been such a normal person day. I went for like a 3-4 hour walk. I think i ate a healthy amount of food and water. I tidied my room and dusted all the shelves n shit. I threw out a bunch of clothes that dont fit me anymore. I prepared everything for school tomorrow. I didnt do my assignments at 11pm bc they were already done. I showered in cold water and it lasted only liek 5 minutes. I also forgor to take my eyekiner off b4 showering and stepped out to see myself in the mirror with wet hair hangin down round just fuckin black eyes like it was running all the way down it looked purposeful it was not but it looked awesome dude ppl should cry with mascara n eyeliner on more often bc crying is good 4 u and drippy eye makeup goes hard. Anyways im such a normal guy today its crazy. And i also had to look up where a celebrity is from bc i swear i saw some actor just in the park and i didnt talk 2 him bc thats just annoying to have happen 2 u so i smiled at him like i do every other stranger anyways i looked itnup and he lives in the same city as me so it very well may have probably been him so thats cool. Anyways im also listening to riptide again bc ive listened to it fully twice in order and like i say uve oistened 2 it three times bc ive also just rewatched a buncha random episodes buttttt i decided to rewatch it a third time from episode 7 bc i did sorta recently watch 1-6 in order anyways as much as i love modern day albatrio, early days them goes hard like. Its also sooo weird hearing gillion from this early on hes soooo paladiny its awesome. And like obviously chil n jays voices havent changed too much but its always so cool to hear small differences. Like jay sounds so much like. Idk man. To the left. And like. Made of grass. But modern day jay ismmade of leaves. Ykwim. Anyways. Gonna sleep now bc im normal today and normal people sleep well so im gonna go do that goodnight :3

#night thoughts #and tomorrow im gonnaaaa go to school and do school and be school and do school. yes. #and not need to cry bc ill be normal #but if i need to cry i will bc it makes it worse if i dont #unless jm around teachers then i cannot cry at all ever bc that makes things 100000x worse