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#underneath the knicks and knacks and the highlighters and all the pens
adecila · 2 years
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#i have this thing where i keep hanging onto objects because i attach them to a certain moment in my life#so they end up in drawers and boxes little buried treasures for me to find#we changed our nightstands. and i had to go through my old one#somewhere in the back of my mind i must have known why i kept refusing to go through it#why i kept putting it off#underneath the knicks and knacks and the highlighters and all the pens#and some old medicine and post its and even some buttons i thought id lost#were 6 pages neatly folded. meant to be forgotten because i just couldn't throw them away at the time#every tracked cycle. and every measurement of my ovaries and ovules neatly documented. with a complete list of meds and supplements#because ofc i was being pumped full of those too#every failed iui tracked to the very last detail--to the hour#so here i am on the floor of my bedroom 5 years later staring at those 6 pages#proof of the worst days of my life#it's funny because i kept telling myself then that there would be a point to it all to all the pain and the tears and the prodding#and the only way i could push through at the time was write 'failed :(' next to each cycle#and now i still feel like a 'failed :(' person#on the very last page there's still 'failed' written next to it. and you can tell there used to be a :( too#but not anymore because over it theres a heart in black and blue pen#and i have no recollection of it but it must have been me#and on the corner of the same page i seem to have written 'it's ok'#not that i remember but it is my handwriting. and it is the way i draw hearts#i guess i've always got me#im sure there's some deeper message here but now im feeling the post-cryimg crash#and i have stuff to arrange#I've added a trigger warning just in case#i still dont know what to do with my 6 pages#love you. it's ok.
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his   bed   is   a   full          & .          pushed   up   close   to   the   farthest   wall   with   the   right   amount   of   space   to   have   a   small   bookshelf          & .          be   able   to   walk   in   between   the   shelf          & .          his   bed    .        his   bed   is   on   a   platform   ,    making   it   roughly   three   feet   off   of   the   floor   to   have   enough   room   for   a   couple   of   drawers          & .          a   mattress   under   it    .        the   mattress   is   for   michael   when   he   spends   the   night    .          *   [      jeremy   refused   to   have   his   friend   sleep   in   the   guest   bedroom    .      ]            it’s   a   made   to   order   trundle   bed   that   he   got   when   he   was   eleven   years   old    .        around   the   headboard   are   white   string   lights   tacked   up    .        his   bedspread   is   a      simple   white   one      with   a   few   plush   black          & .          blue   throw   blankets   at   the   end   ,    on   the   floor    .        he   has      pacman          & .          the   ghost   decorative   pillows      that   he   puts   on   the   floor   when   he   goes   to   bed   or   michael   will   use   them    .        the   drawers  under  his   bed   hold   mainly   the   clothes   he   uses   for   pajamas          & .          where   he   keeps   some   of   michael’s   clothes   just   in   case   there’s   an   impromptu   sleepover    .
on   the   wall   beside   his   bed   is   where   this   window   is   located    .        situated   right   underneath   it   is   his      bookshelf      that   it   laying   on   it’s   side    .        on   the   top   of   his   bookshelf   he   has   a   few   succulents          & .          a   couple   of   cacti   near   the   middle    .        along   with   those   he   also   has   his   nintendo   ds   with   a   couple   of   extra   games   ,    where   he   keeps   his   laptop   when   he   uses   it   in   bed   ,          & .          his   phone    .        he   also   has   a   few   gaming   magazines   he   bought   with   his   favorites   books    .        in   the   first   cubby   hole   ,    he   has   a   travel   carrier   for   his   guinea   pig    .        the   next   one   has   his   guinea    pig’s   popup   cage   for   when   he   wants   to   bring   bowser   outside   or   have   him   outside   of   his   cage    .        the   third          & .          fourth   one   has   more   books    .        the   last   one   has   his   extension   cord   with   his   string   lights   ,    phone   charger    ,    ds   charger   ,          & .          sometimes   his   computer   charger   plugged   into   it    .        on   the   other   side   of   his   bed   is   where   his   nightstand   is    .        on   it   is   his   alarm   clock   ,    some   cash   ,    his   wallet   ,          & .          in   the   small   drawer   holds   a   couple   of   religious   scripture          & .        prayers   ,    some   condoms          & .          lube   ,          & .          a   notebook   with   a   few   pens    .
in   the   middle   of   his   room   ,    he   has   a   huge   plush   rug   where   michael          & .          he   will   sit          & .          play   video   games   facing   the   left   wall    .          that’s   where   a      white   thin   ,    wide   dresser      is   placed   along   with   a   television   on   top    .          next   to   the   television   on   the   left   side   ,    he   has   framed   pictures   of   him   graduating   elementary   school   ,    middle   school   ,    him   at   his   bat   mitzvah   ,    of   michael          & .          him   on   their   first   day   of   high   school   ,          & .          on   his   sixteenth   birthday    .        on   the   right   side   he   has   his   gaming   consoles   ,    his   xbox          & .          wii    .        the   top   drawers   are   where   he   keeps   socks          & .          underwear    .        the   middle   drawers   are   where   he   keeps   his   games   ,    nintendo   ds   games   ,    extra   chargers   for   his   phone   ,    computer   ,          & .          nintendo   ds   ,          & .         batteries    .        the   bottom   drawers   are   his   junk   drawer   ,    this   is   mainly   used   for   things   he   doesn’t   like   to   look   at   ,    he   doesn’t   have   space   for   ,    or   any   childhood   memorabilia   he   doesn’t   want   to   put   in   storage    .        i.e.      :      his   pokemon   card   collection    .        on   the   wall   behind   his   television   is   blank   except   for   the   few      constellation   wall   stickers    .
on his right wall is where he keeps posters          & .          pictures    .        this wall is full of them   ,    covering from the floor all the way up to the ceiling    .        there are posters of certain movies   ,    comics   ,    video games   ,    bands   ,    broadway          & .          off    ---    broadway shows   ,          & .          very little tv shows    .        there are pictures of his guinea pigs   ,    birthdays   ,    vacations   ,    various places around the world   ,    a lot of michael          & .          him   ,    holidays   ,          & .          some baby photos    .        there are a select few things that he’s added over the years      :      a few drawing he got from michael when they were in elementary school    ,    movie tickets   ,    concert tickets   ,    playbills   ,          & .          the cover page of the few plays          & .          musicals he’s been in    .
pushed   up   against   his   right   all   is   his      desk    .        on   his   desk   ,    he   usually   has   his   laptop   along   with   his   textbooks   for   school   ,    his   planner   ,    a   few   school   issued   reading   books   ,    a   desk   lamp   ,    lotion   ,    a   box   of   kleenex   ,          & .          a   few    knick    ---    knacks    .        above   his   desk   ,    he   has   a   clock          & .          a   calendar   with   a   few    post    ---    it    notes   reminding   him   of   a   few   upcoming   important   days   or   things   he   needs   to   remember    .        in   the    left    ---    handed    drawers   ,    he   keeps   extra   school   supplies    .        pens   ,    pencils   ,    erasers   ,    highlighters          & .          calculator   in   the   top        ;        markers          & .          colored   pencils   in   the   second        ;        notebooks   in   the   third        ;        adult   coloring   books   in   the   fourth        ;        a    modge    ---    podge    of   everything   in   the   last   one    .        in   the    right    ---    handed    drawers   ,    he   keeps   personal   items    .        the   top   one   is   usually   empty   ,    he   may   put   his   planner   in   it   or   extra   things   laying   on   his   desk   if   he   feels   it’s   getting   cluttered        ;        flash   drives   in   the   second        ;        pc   games   in   the   third        ;        a   handful   of   comics   in   the   fourth        ;        a    modge    ----    podge    of   everything   in   the   last   one    .        under   his   desk   is   his   garbage   can   ,    where   he   keeps  his   backpack         & .          his   daily   converse   shoes    .
his   closet   is   on   the   closest   wall   ,    right   when   you   walk   in    .        he   has   a   small   dresser   to   keep   pants          & .          shorts   in    .        above   the   hung   clothes   there’s   a   shelf   where   he   keeps   boxes   of   pictures   ,    old   posters   he   took   down   ,          & .          some   decorations   when   certain   holidays   come   around    .
he   does   have   a   personal   bathroom   situated   in   the   far   left   corner    .        it’s   built   into   the   wall          & .          has   a   shower   ,    a   toilet   ,    a   counter   with   a   sink          & .          mirror   ,          & .          his   dirty   clothes   hamper    .        there’s   only   two   drawers   in   the   counter   with   a   trashbin   situated   underneath   it    .        the   left   drawer   holds   his   hairbrush          & .          toothpaste   while   the   right   one   holds   his   medicine    .        on   the   counter   there   is   a   small   toothbrush   holder   with   two   toothbrushes   ,    deodorant   ,    cologne   ,    face   wash   ,    a   small   box   of   kleenex   ,          & .          hand   soap    .        a   place   to   hang   towels   is   right   across   from   the   toilet   along   with   the   hamper   tucked   in   the   far   left    .        there’s   a   serene   forest   picture   hung   on   the   farthest   wall    .        on   the   wall   to   the   right   of   the   sliding   door   is   where   the   light   switch   is   along   with   a   small   hand          & .          face   towel   hanging    .
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Buy It: $28   Concrete Desktop Planter/Organizer: After a more industrial look? This concrete organizer houses stacks of pens under a range of flora and fauna.
Buy It: $40   Umbra Trigg Desk Vessel: Become artful in your storage, with these gold metal and ceramic vessels. Coming in a set of two, they add polish and pizzazz to a contemporary workspace.
Buy It: $21   Dry-Erase Magnetic Board Desk Organizer: The desk with little room has a perfect partner, in this New Zealand-made wooden solution. Able to hold magnets and store magazines, pens and stationery, it hangs on your wall and away from your head space. Mark and dry-erase off your notes, for a no-fuss and no-rubbish alternative to post-it notes.
Buy It: $53   App Wall Organizers: Dust-coated folded metal holds your trinkets, in organizers that look like app buttons. Hang them on the wall of a digitally-savvy office.
Buy It: $24   Bamboo Pocket Storage Box: Save the pine trees with a pocket made of bamboo. Useful as a flower pot or storage for smartphones, remotes and other easy-to-lose gadgets, it’s a perfect find for the home or work office.
Buy It: $17   Books Pencil Holder: The avid reader loves to see books wherever they go. Make their dreams a reality with this fitting book lover home décor addition.
Buy It: $13   Dice-Shaped Stationary Holder: Play games at work with this quirky stationery holder disguise. Clad in wood with inlets in red, it looks art-deco and fun at the same time.
Buy It: $16   Retro Camera Desk Organizer: The keen photographer can never have too many cameras. Add to your own or a friend’s collection with this piece of home décor for photography lovers.
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