#uhhh u dont have to read cause its me rambling but lms if u do ?????

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alright here’s my semester reflection that i’ve been putting off for too long but i dont have all my grades back yet so w/e

let’s start w/ my general opinion abt nyu n college life

it’s better than high school lmaooo

nyu was my dream school and tbh idk if it met my expectations ??? idk it was the best of the best for me so i think i could be having the same experience at another (cheaper) school idk ???

but in general i rly do love it !! i think my hesitation comes from the fact that everything isn’t perfect lol and i had a rly rough start

i like being on my own tho and i eat better when im at school whoops

however even tho i obviously have more free time when compared to high school i still felt very pressed for time and that’s something i rly need to work on for next semester

social life !

this is where i say i had a rough start

my roommates were shit and i did change rooms a month into school lololol

my new roommate is rly nice but we never speak to each other which is kind of a disappointment that’s kind of on me for never making an effort to like try and get lunch with her or smth but at the same time she doesnt make on either so idk man

but we dont have any problems w/ each other, we both respect each other, aren’t messy, all that good stuff

but she never cleans the bathroom so rip it never gets cleaned cause i dont wanna do it if she wont do it

also had a rough start friend wise......

for the final month i did feel like i was starting have good friends but now that were on break its kind of like ????? lmao im just worried i’ll be at square one again with the new semester since they are all ppl i met in my classes

in terms of activities i love everything i’m doing ! i’m in student council, model un, alternative breaks (its where u do service trips over breaks - my trip will be over spring break), and the kpop dance club but im terrible lmao

classes

lmao rip me i Did Not do as well academically as i wanted to like at all

im also still very ????????? about what i want to pursue as a major and this semester did not offer any clarity lol

okay so here’s the shit i wrote about my classes about the beginning of the semester

uhh so i was right fuck this class lmao. my professor was generally chill but also annoying. i went to the writing center once and hated it so i never went back whoops but the biggest shock of all was i finished this class with an A- lmaooo cause my prof had some weird grading system but it worked in our favor and i got an A on the final paper despite my other two being a B- and a B+

was 100% right about this class !!!!!!!!! my fave professor and my fave class i miss it soooo much. it was very relaxed and we pretty much just talked about our lives and vines lol p much all of my friends are from this class and i lov them all. i would take this class again if i could 1000000/10 best part of my semester (((if anyone is interested in the books we read they’re all on my books page)))

ahhh chinese......... how wrong was i about you :) yeah i kind of hate studying chinese now and im gonna take korean next year :) i’ve kind of been keeping that a secret on here since i made that decision awhile ago.... idk it just became Not Fun for me and i dont want to learn a language if its not fun and just seems like a chore. idk but my love and interest in the language just completely died half way through the semester whoops. i do want to continue to learn it one day, just not now. and im also not proud of my performance this class and its just gonna be an ugly failure to me lol. im super excited to formally learn korean next semester tho !!!

did well on my first midterm. did poor on my second midterm. idk my final grade yet cause he hasnt put it in which kind of concerns me cause he’s a very punctual professor but it’s been two weeks since we took our final and in general last day of exams was friday so like ??? so again another class where im not happy with my performance.... think i could’ve done better if we had regular exams rather than three total but lol w/e..... i took this as it’s a prereq for a major i was considering but now idk if i am even considering it which is a mess cause that just means its a not so great grade for something i kind of didnt even need to take sigh. also the class had about 450 ppl and generally only 350 of us showed up to lecture everyday lolz

so yeah that’s that ! now that im writing this overall this semester seemed like more of a dissapointment than a success (for reasons that i didnt necessarily talk abt in this post)........ idk im still optimistic abt next semester i think i just wanna start it on a better smth idk the right word haha but i also dont want freshman yr to end cause idk then im actually a legit college student which is just What 

#uhhh u dont have to read cause its me rambling but lms if u do ????? #BUT there is smth lowkey major in here that i havent said on this blog yet and..... #it will get a seperate post at some point so if u dont read this then nbd #*separate lol #personal #college adventures