#u uuhgu ghu hhghhggk gmkfmhgjk just kill me instead maybe? please?

[osshisan]

currently in the severely not-fun part of every college semester when i'm reading through my course syllabi before any work has begun and already wanting to vomit from nerves

#PARTICULARLY with my pre-professional experience because i'm responsible for setting up my job-shadowing/volunteering experiences #which means Contacting Them Myself #as well as trying to think of how to fit the time needed for that into my weekly schedule and get enough hours to pass #i am a scared scared little man who's shit at talking to people and knowing what to say ever #also not our handbook encouraging us to do some of it at home beforehand.... girl i had to WORK ALL SUMMER #u uuhgu ghu hhghhggk gmkfmhgjk just kill me instead maybe? please? #i may do volunteer work since the class expects you to spend all the time at one site rather than several different ones for shadowing #volunteering is one thing i've never done and looks great on resumes right.... #.txt