#two dead men for an instant shedding the weight on their shoulders and just. reuniting with their oldest friend. they didn’t catch up

[toomuchdickfort]

It’s been a minute since I’ve been on about the relationship between Geryon and Larry

#put on music to go to sleep to since YouTube’s been too much the past few nights and. hello to the song I associated with them years ago #when I was originally developing their lives between friends and two dead men who have killed each other and hold a permanent place in each #others hearts and #normally I’m very *shakes them in my teeth* about it but currently I’m just. holds them in my hands like a very small origami crane #they held onto each other in spite of everything #and it’s tragic and they know it and they keep falling into orbit with each other and any time one of them holds the others cheek he’s very #aware of the blood on those hands and every time one holds the other he’s too aware of how easy it would be to betray the trust he’s being #shown but they keep trusting each other despite it and they’ve always known each other and they no longer recognize each other and they’re #the same people they were on earth and those versions of them are long dead and #and there was a time when. even as their lives were falling apart they had a respite in each other. even as they stared their own descent in #the face they held onto each other #what could they have become if that time lasted just a little longer. if it slightly edged out even just two events #like it’s just that. before their relationship was the sweet smell of rot. it was just sweet #don't mind me #character rambles #elysur #lawrence nighy #geryon amnes #thinks about the moment when they first met again after they had both died #two dead men for an instant shedding the weight on their shoulders and just. reuniting with their oldest friend. they didn’t catch up #because they knew that would sour things so they just enjoyed some time together while they could #like. amidst the chaos and the pain there are moments of care #like don’t get me wrong their relationship is a fucking dumpster fire #but I’m feeling soft and this is just the characters I’m stuck on atm