#to much inforamtion is being thrown at me and I still haven't processed 6x10!

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Ok I think I’ve figured it out (probably not but I'm connecting dots !!)

Buck misunderstood the assignment right - but we never really knew what that assignment was, we had lots of theories about it being his heart - him thinking that it was his heart that needed fixing or working on etc. But he’s allergic to naproxen - he’s allergic to the drug they give to those who have heart problems (because its safer - thanks @rogerzsteven for that info in this post )

Bucks heart has never been the problem - that’s why he drew one that was full of sunshine and rainbows - his heart is there full of love and joy - but he thought that that wasn’t right or enough and so he’s spent all this time trying to understand where there is nothing to understand. No what Bucks assignment is is to trust in the love he receives from others, trust that he is valued and wanted and needed - his brain is what gets in his way, not his heart - the voices in his head that tell him he’s too much or not enough or whatever other negatives they are telling him.

Bucks assignment was never about his heart, it was always about him trusting his own voice, his own mind and actually what his heart has been and is still telling him

#I'm feeling a certain way about hthis #brain go brrr #god I'm not coherent about this at all - i make no sense #the dots are connecting #to much inforamtion is being thrown at me and I still haven't processed 6x10! #even the blot clots were not a problem with his heart - in the strictest sense of things #and actually it ties into what Oliver said about the sperm donor storyline not going as people expected #911 spoilers #911 on fox #bucks heart