#to his body anymore INDBFBSJDJFNSKNFBDMSN

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the IDEAAAAAAA the idea !!! of leaving this interview and going home to a house filled with homophobic extended family members!!!! imagine driving my car into the river instead imagine that

#my aunt I can tolerate existing around #but the OTHER ONE ???????? the other one intentionally left me out of christmas cards/stuff the second I came out 😭 #and then my cousin???????????? I will never forget when I was 14 so mind you. a child #he took it upon himself as the 30 year old man that he was at the time to write me a HANDWRITTEN letter and sent it in the mail!!! to say #how upset he was that I won’t be seeing heaven and will actually burn in hell for being a lesbian 💀 #whyyyyyy why are they inside of my house rn!!!!!!!! just bc we moved within vicinity of family does not mean. we have to SEE THEM????? #and there’s no way they’ll be gone by the time I get home WHY 😭 #alcohol will not even get me through but I will Try #I wish I was a better liar so I could tell them I have a girlfriend but I know the second they ask her name i’d start stuttering and forget #every woman’s name possible #babygirl jake you are my new girlfriend 😔 #also if that wasn’t a summary of how fucked up and stupid my cousin is just know that (first flaw) he’s in the air force but (second flaw) #he LEFT the military because of them implementing the covid vaccine as mandatory 😭😭😭😭😭 he’s that fucking stupid 😭😭😭 said he had no rights #to his body anymore INDBFBSJDJFNSKNFBDMSN #god. god #mother’s side of the family please come save me from my father’s side