Tumgik
About
Privacy Policy
Removal Request
Visit Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Fun Fact
There are dozens of funny blogs to kill time on Tumblr.
#to face??????? i mean obv childhood friends don't count they're all gay
iloveyouitisruiningmylife
·
6 months
Text
i just came out to a real life person and i think im having a heart attack
#IT WAS SO UNPLANNED I HADN'T THOUGHT ABOUT IT AT ALL I DIDN'T EVWN THINK WE WERW FRIENDS??
#she lives in the building next to mine and we go to tui together to divide the auto fare and we've been walking home 2-3 dino se
#and she likes kpop and kdramas
#but like there isn't that Spark yk like oh ny god i love u best friends forever its a little awkward and formal still
#but we were talking about something and oh my god
#when we reached home we were standing uski building ke neeche and she was like i want to introduce you to my childhood bestie i think you
#two will like each other
#and i was like kinda weirded out like um are we that close yet i thought we were just classmates 😭😭
#so i asked ki oh why all of a sudden
#and she's like 'i like you' and i look at her and laugh and she said STOP LAUGHING i don't meant it like that im straight ok
#and idk something in me snapped i was like oh are u homophobic too?
#but pls she didn't know what it meant 😭 so i explained ki do u hate gay people then
#she said no no ofc not SO I JUST BLURTED OUT KI good cause im bisexual
#THE SHOCK ON HER FACE OMG im saying this now in freaking out now but at that time i said it really coolly and proudly without fumbling
#my voice didn't drop down to a low volume or waver or anything (which im so proud bc she's like the first irl person ive come out to face
#to face??????? i mean obv childhood friends don't count they're all gay
#but anyway she was like OH and then SHE FUMBLED she was like oh nice i respect u very much and it was so awkward i was like haan haan shut
#up just don't tell anyone very few ppl know 😭and she wasn't done she was like so as i was saying
#we're growing old and real good friendships are getting harder to find and i like you (stop laughing!!) and i hope we don't jinx it
#and she literally touched a wooden table lying there and said touchwood???? 😭😭😭😭😭
#now i am thinking why did i tell her she's so extroverted she talks to everyone we go to the same tui this town is tiny
#she could tell everyone my parents could find out
#but also a part of me is relieved cause im so sick of hiding something that is such a small yet imp part of me
#and if she tells everyone then cool maybe there'll be more queer people i can't ve the only queer person in this town and we could be
#friends and my parents eh they'd never believe something like that they'll ask me if it's true and ill say nah just rumors dumb kids
#and they'll believe me because they'll want to believe me so bad
#so no harm
#i still don't feel very bestfriendy with her but maybe my standards are too high 😭 idk ig i can't see myself being friends with her
#for a long time if we weren't forced by circumstances and i don't like her that much but im happy i got to say it
#literally said it omg 'kyunki main hu. bisexual' FUCK THAT FELT GOOD
23 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
solicitorleeds1-blog
Untitled
moonlitmemos
༺ my little diary ༻
kellyaulnovels
Kelly Aul
angeliczuko
zazuko𐙚
beneviolencia
benevolent ?