#title idk. I hve so many standards for men but for a woman I’m just like 😳 you know...we just moved in together to save money...but we cuddl

[cinanamon]

I want to write a lesbian romance book. That’s all.

#the amount of lesbian/bi tiktok complications I’ve watched is alarming #def feeling more comfortable with a bi label/getting closer to being okay being it/identifying? #but DUDE okay the smiles that two girls in love can’t hold back? the bitten lips and bright eyes staring into each other’s? #the urge to hold their cheeks and laugh and blush fiercely and think /I would do anything for this moment to last/ /I’m in love here and now #THE FUCKING POTENTIAL. the ROMANCE is TOP TIER and I honestly don’t think Het romance could ever #I really think I need a bi boy lover/BFF or a girl who I’ve been friends with/in love with for so long it’s just natural to date without the #title idk. I hve so many standards for men but for a woman I’m just like 😳 you know...we just moved in together to save money...but we cuddl #e on the couch and surprise each other at work and share finances and cook each other dinner with wine 🥰 #but also! Catholic guilt and internalized homophobia strikes again 🥴 #but YEAH the book I want to write is just a girl falling for her roommate at college and being adventurous and running alongside trains and #learning to skate in empty parkings lots and drinking slushies and staring at each other’s stained lips #that laughter a pointed out form before while they run their hands through each other’s hair and along the napes of their necks #and doing each other’s makeup and staring heatedly into their eyes bc you’re in their lap #but pulling away too quickly and they pull you back in and the kiss is fucking explosive 🤩 #god I’m so bi wtf #my men scenarios are so fucking specific in comparison like I LITERALLY always said I wanted a feminine guy. how did I not realize before #I love it when they’re beautiful and elegant and every white cos jock makes me 😷 #give me a bi artist boy who’s a switch and either really shy or super chill/lazy confident and we’re bffs before everything else #but also women with long dark hair and beauty that intimidates?? they smile but you just blush and get nervous bc omfg I’m scared?? #my gay awakenings were literally asami from avatar/Katie McGrath/sunmi come on #LMFAO look at my rant bye #ty for reading #rambles #delete later