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thedappleddragon · 3 years

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ok time for 2 days worth of journaling

yesterday I discovered that if I take half of a mini bagel (because the store was out of bagel things), put on cream cheese and a slice of salami, you can make a pretty good bagel bite. I talked with my dad for a while about college things when he came home from work and brought groceries. I also made a frozen chicken Laredo pasta thing for dinner and ended up sharing it with my mom. dad and I shared ideas for what to add to it next time to make it better. I started with chopping up spinach, because I know it shrinks a bunch and is easy to hide in stuff. I want to try adding a little salt, maybe some garlic and onion, parmesan cheese, more greens, a bunch of stuff. idk. I like pretending to be a chef. but I talked with my ad about what kind of stuff I'll need for college, and how I'll probably need to buy real clothes and makeup so I dont look like a goblin who’s been existing solely in basketball shorts and pajama pants for the past year in quarantine.that;s why I made that post last night about fun girly sleepover or simple-ass makeup tutorial. I tried washing my face with an Olay soap bar, and it left my skin feeling nice but idk how good/bad it actually is for your face since its meant to be a body bar. I real online that a plain dove bar is actually pretty damn good for your face, but Olay was the only thing I had on hand. whatever. i played a bunch of stardew valley as well

I slept like shit last night, waking up at like 4 am and all mr dreams being shades of muted grey and brown and broken up into blocks, idk. I've been having weird abstract dreams and sleeping like shit for the past couple days. I think that's partially what cause my head to spin all afternoon. whenever I moved my head, it felt like my ghost was lagging behind my body if that makes sense. it sucked but got better when I moved around. I had my dad bring me water and Tylenol and then come back a second time to light my candle because he smelled like cigarettes and left the smell in my room. but I realized it was April fools day when I woke up, and contemplated how I was gonna prank my friends. I didnt come up with anything until my sister sent a picture of a crashed white Volvo, saying she failed her driving test. when my mom showed me I didnt believe her for a second, and folded over laughing when my mom was concerned about if it was real or not. I stole that joke and showed it to my 2 friend groups, with panicked misspelled texts to go with it for *authenticity* lmao. both groups fell for it at first, but band friends taking longer to catch on so I had to tell them it was a prank. my gamer friend in the other chat caught me almost IMMEDIATLY with reverse google image searching. but I laughed my ass off for a while either way. I didnt play any stardew today but I did play a little Webkinz. when my sister came back from her driving test, my dad brought home Dairy Queen blizzards and mentioned getting a nice-is dinner takeout :) unfortunately I waited forever for him to bring home food and it never happened. so my sister and I went through the mcdonalds drive through and got served by this absolutely DELIGHTFUL middle aged man who was very nice and funny and I told him she just got her license today. we went home and ate in my sisters room and watched John mulaney’s new in town. I had never actually watched the full special, but through Tumblr memes and a million animatics, I had pretty much seen everything. I had fun tho. we got regular chicken sandwiches when we porobably should have gotten the deluxe ones with lettuce and tomato and source or just gone to Wendy’s. tbh Wendy’s is SO MUCH FUCNKIN BETTER. and the mcdonalds was more expensive than I thought it would be. whatever. if we had gone to Wendy’s, sure we would have gotten better burgers, but we wouldn't have seen that deightful man. anyway earlier today I gave my cat some catnip and she was really cute about it. do cats drool more when they’re high? cuz damn it sure felt like it when she was mashing her face into my hand. for lunch I made a different pasta thing, this time shrimp lomeign. I added spinach and broccoli, which I'm going to do for now and forever because it SLAPPED but my mom was acting like a child, saying broccoli is gross. she had me make spaghetti and proceeded to eat 3 or 4 bowls. I had a couple and went to my room. I realize that I'm typing all this shit WAYYYYY out of order, sorry to me reading back in the future or anyone who bothers to read these. tbh why would you. I hope people dont have my talk tag blocked (thanks for coming to my ted talk) and instead have 2021 daily blocked if they dont want to see these. I still make funny posts sometimes!! that’s also what I tag my art with!! but neither of those people would be able to read this anyway so I'm just preaching to the choir. anyway you’ll be happy to know that my head is no longer spinning, my teeth are nice and clean, I've got my comfy socks and pajama pants on, and I’m ready for bed. eventually. it’s not even midnight yet lmao. I guess I can mention this morning when my cat yelled at me asking to go outside, but it was literally FREEZING and im 100% sure I saw some snowflakes while I was out there for a couple minutes. she got so cold she climbed up on my lap as I was wrapped in my childhood sleeping bag I found in the laundry room. I breathed warm air on her and sat out there for another minute or so, mostly insulated by the sleeping bag, but carried her inside eventually. I didnt want to have to deal with that shit. tbh even tho I just had mcdonalds and it’s almost midnight and I've already brushed my teeth, I'm still a little bit hungry. but I dont know it’s that’s just because I'm lying down and your body takes a little while to tell you when you’re full, or if it’s because I waited for SO LONG waiting for city barbecue or bento cafe that just a burger and fries wasn't enough to cut it. well I'll just sleep it off anyway. you know what’s really cute? my cat laid on my lap and rested her chin on my hand as I typed :) I love her

#thanks for coming to my ted talk #April 2021 daily #2021 daily #wow new mont new tag #Ii gotta change over my calendar to see what the new baby animal will be #march was a baby seel #June is going to ba a money which I think is very homophobic because I HATE MONKIES>:(

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whimsically-ominously-auspice · 7 years

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Alan: I watched that movie the whole time I was crying Them: Sabrina was pissed!!!! Me: oh I was. I was all you and you and you Alan: all judging Me: I really don't like to be called that be it's not accurate. I was more like... Matt: now remember it baby, what were you feeling when you were watching it? Me: I was all "you" at him, thinking he's stupid and her, I was telling I would never do what she does. Nope. Alan: ahhohh Dejoria: oh. I didn't realize that she would be completely different. Me: yeah, I was like staring at the TV with hate. It was good tho. But no. I would died if someone did that to me. Like someone I really super loved and trusted. Fucking all those girls like that. Them: but he was crying Me: so? He made her cry and sick for no reason and he was crying for no reason other than he respects himself more than he respects her. He should confronted her before he acted. Dejoria: good point. ~~~~~~~~~~~```` There was sex in the movie but it wasn't like oh my god It was cartoon sex and not even anamai It was poorly drawn like some kids book. In real life those people would be considered ugly by most... Physically anyways. But someone guess who. Decided to take a bath and watch it as well. Okay I don't get to take a bath all that much because I don't have water at my house. So I stay in the tub for at least an hour and I wash/condition my hair up to four times. Last night it was condition, shampoo, condition. Then later after it dried I cut it again. And then took a quick rinse shower. I also exfoliated. Using first antibacterial soap twice (four times in my arm pits) then oil of Olay (now called Olay) once. So the hour and half i was there you could imagine that I was pretty much just cleaning. I also brushed my hair. Rinsed in between soap, etc etc etc So this dude decided that he too wanted to watch it while taking a bath. "Just like me" he said. But he didn't. And he jacked off Then texted Matt with a photo of his TV and tub saying how he was jacking off and watching the same movie I watched in the tub while I was CLEANING. So some words went back and forth. Matt, having already watched it, told him he would enjoy it more in the middle as he was only in the beginning when they married. So. Ew. Then after he texted Matt back and he felt stupid for listening to Matt. Since he has nothing else to do on Sunday this weekend in Florida, he has a meeting with some big wigs of his employer because of his actions. I found out this morning But last night when I found out about his actions I decided to block him but I was tired and didn't want to deal with his stupid. I haven't been on Twitter today and idk who he is in Tumblr, if he even has But when I go on Twitter I will be sure to block him from both accounts. Idc how he feels. I shared it cause I'm like that and I said I was In the tub because it doesn't mean anything to me. Except it's water. The same as being in a pool except you use soap because the space isn't available to swim. And you're naked. So what? I did these screen shots while taking a shit in the toilet. Does it matter? It should not. But I'm so tired of being harassed by Cruz. I ignore him. Anything I say about him I will say to his stupid face. I followed him on these sites because at one time I believed he could race Now I'm glad he doesn't Because he's a total jerk that doesn't respect anyone. Not me. Not Matt Probably no one. It's all a facade and not a great one at that. I don't deserve how he speaks about me and Matt doesn't deserve the harassment and bullying and starting of fights like a junior high school boy that just sprouted hair on his groin. There's NO reason that Matt should had been texted in that sexual manner last night It was sexual Harassment to both me and Matt. That should not be taken lightly. If he has the nerve to do it to us, who else is he doing it to? That's why I'm so bugged that the whole Dejoria thing is on the lay low because it puts out the wrong message that that shit is okay and is tolerated. It's not okay and it should not be tolerated. Matt didn't ask for dick pics from Cruz. Tip or shaft. He didn't want any of it Had he posted it in public that would be a whole other thing called bragging and I'm sure the NHRA would say for him to remove it once someone told or someone could reported it in social media before anyone noticed and it been removed and then he would not gotten in trouble. It's different in social media. Text is a personal and private space issue It's the same as walking naked into someone's house and saying he's gonna fuck you girl and where is she cause his dick is hard now. And people wonder why I'm banned from NHRA events? Well the clue bus just hit you. He says I'm some moral bitch that pushes shit on others Well that's fine but I'm not shoving my dick down his throat. And he doesn't know, I may very well have one. He doesn't have to read what I say, he CNA stay off my pages and since he has little self control when it comes to me, I intend to help guide him to where he has a little bit, maybe We all know there's ways around it And we all know Cruz can be a good person. But Cruz is about himself, only himself and always will be. There is absolutely no reason that Cruz should be texting ANYONE and telling them that he's jacking off to me. Well. Not anyone but the mother of his child whom he claims that he is with when he's angry cause people say that he is being disgustingly sexual towards me. I really think she should know who she's actually trusting her daughter with If I tell him no and he keeps trying, what is to stop him from doing it to someone that is smaller and can't stop him? Anyways. He needs to quit I'm tired of it and I've told him repeatedly, even fighting with his brother and having to threaten his brother to back off me. That's not okay. That's not okay in any way. His brother has left his idiot brother to his own devices and no longer tries to protect him which is good because he leaves me alone. But Cruz won't. And I been telling him for a very long time to go away and not come back. And then he presents his little dick tip to Matt and tells him that he's masterbating to me and God knows what all else. Matt would not tell me It was just gross.

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