#tho canonically (before my ex bestie and I stopped talking) Gessy and Nicco weren't together anymore

[viti-ocs]

Idk why, but I still refer to my ex best friend's ocs and keep them as having once been part of my characters' lives. We all share an ex in a way, I suppose

#but yeah so I see all of his oxs that had relationships with mine asmy oc's exes #like yknow how I've referred to Nicco in the past posts tagged with Gesshoku's name? yeah thats one of em #tho canonically (before my ex bestie and I stopped talking) Gessy and Nicco weren't together anymore #the last rp we had with them both involved Nicco abandoned Gessy while she was pregnant with their son Shinichi #because of his mother and the cult/organization they were a part of. Nicco was like their puppet cause he's psychic (so is Gess) #but he didn't want Gessy getting involved with thecult and used like him. yet alone their kid because he's more powerful than his parents #so Im keeping that canon #but for others who were in pretty committed relationships yeah obviously thats over #my favorite ex of my ocs is my ex best friend's favorite oc who was originally dating marik and then seth #tho in rps seth dated the guy first cause they met in college and marik met the guy later. that's still canon in my oc universe #and the main reason for it is because seth is dating gresher now who's marik's big bro and it makes marik sooo pissed lmao #like imagine meeting a guy who turns out to be your niw ex's ex and now that guy is your brother's significant other #also I like to imagine marik was always getting compared to seth while mar was dating his ex #mostly because (in my universe) seth left the guy 'cause he was a toxic manipulative narcissist (just like my ex best friend #which was by hs design btw idk how I didn't see the signs)but the guy was legit in love with seth and was crushed to lose him #so he goes for the rebound with a badboy like marik but obv it isn't the same. also mar reflects back some narcissism which the guy hated #so it led to a pretty toxic relationship #now marik has to be reminded of all of that when he sees seth around because he is around often (might become an inlaw soon) #I just love how messy that all is #maybe it helps me cope with the fact I'll never get to interact with or rp with my friend anymore #those characters were like my stepchildren. Yknow? I still love them even if my ex bff and I aren't talking anymore #ocs and rp were what brought us together in friendship. it's hard to cope without that even all this time later #its been 5 years since we stopped being best friends. and a year since I cut complete contact. ik Im better off #but I miss this part of what we had together. in that case maybe keeping his ocs as my character's exes is a way to still keep him around #in spirit at least. #or a way tp show that even those he's gone from my lufe he's still left am Impact #viti shoosh