#this post became longer than i intended you have me all :blurry_eyes:

[xing-hua]

#hey sol do you think if luocha was actually emanator of abundance bladie wouldn't have to watch him age and die like df had done for yx#I'm just thinking thoughts and one of them is blade noticing lulu getting grey hair and worrying about it#'find a way to kill me so i can die when you do'

@boyslit WHY MUST YOU HURT ME IN THIS WAY, but also, yes???? having him flip from "i have no desire to live" to "i have no desire to live without you" (in my head they have had (i have written 💀) a conversation where lc admits that if he could, he would ask blade to promise that lc wouldn't outlive him so i'm very ‼️ about this) would just be so HHHHH

we all know blade has Too Many Feelings for his own good so they would they absolutely would Be This Way

not to mention the idea of lc being an emanator and bladie being so conflicted about it is just so. 👀👀👀

#OPENING ANOTHER PAGE IN MY IDEATION NOTES FOLDER #ALSO i'm just here thinking about The Hairpin and how he probably likes combing lc's hair 🥺 #also also this works rly well with the progression of their relationship in my headcanons? #it's a much more natural progression than 'suddenly i don't want to die anymore' & like significantly more delicious #this post became longer than i intended you have me all :blurry_eyes: #sflr i had to turn on my lappie to copy the tags