#this is not a orologia post but the way orologia treated captain like their child;_; and constantly was like “my child would NEVER do that”

[toestalucia]

"I'm fine", except the words sound hollow beneath the weak attempt of a smile and gaze that had lost its excitement. Knowing too much, each ripple of time laying in wait for them to reach out and grasp it, to engrave itself in their memory until the end of time (how ironic, they still had nightmares about their death—now another would join). It scares them; the knowledge, the lost branch, the day they couldn't remember their dear crewmate. It scares them, for when all was reclaimed and they left Oarlyegrande in continued search of their father, would they lose it all? Up until now they had made each decision with what they knew, and now that information looked so, so insignificant. The knowledge of the worlds they could barely handle, if they lost it after having a taste for it, would they feel empty? Ah, no wonder Orologia's simulations threatened to rip the seams, Gran could understand now, the overwhelming sensation of knowing every choice made.

"We'll be fine", there's conviction in their words, for in their hand they still grasp the note they didn't need anymore: there's another helmsman.

#ic. #gbf spoilers// #MAIN STORY AAUUUGGGHHHHHH #maybe ill make a post about kings eye l8r cuz its ssoooo interesting to me with how the specifiication goes and what stuff true king has #said etcetc................. #when u go uh yeah otherworld is a bit annoying ig and then they turn out to be the biggest threat #the fact theyre using maxwell?? too who showed up in society stuff? #when ness also is mentioned to be in society but i have No idea if or how theyre gonna address the society situation in msq #i Do think about how this all will affect gran in the longterm like......... #1) thats a Lot to deal with (especially since they Saw rubypops timeline) #2) if kings eye remains relevant to oarlye only...then the Loss of having all that information must have an impact too... #especially when u know that giving up on gcyph is what invited disaster #like decision has Got to get harder after that. even more so since i view gran as ~20 around this time likEE THATS SSOOOO HEAVY for someon #whos barely lived like what the hell #orologia had a line about blah blah even if they become king blah blah AND WHEN IR EAD THAT I WAAS HEEELLLOOOOOOOO #so funny #like the entire thing just feels like a. when ure barely 20 but look like uve been through a lifetime of misfortune #this is not a orologia post but the way orologia treated captain like their child;_; and constantly was like “my child would NEVER do that” #ooouugghhhhhhhh