#this applies irl too kdjflsdkf

[humanitys-strongest-bamf]

kdjfksdjf i hate that any type of feedback (good, bad, writing-related, not writing-related) style comment/message/text/etc gets me all KDJFKSJDF and then i just hermit and pretend not to exist or i erase all evidence that the interaction ever occurred and i need to not but i do

#kat rambles #like i should not be shaking from anxiety from a legit question/comment 😭 #this applies irl too kdjflsdkf #i remember one time someone challenged me in class and i had a panic attack in the bathroom and had to take meds #and then just dissociated for the rest of the class period lol #i'm still convinced to this day that the person that spoke up hates my guts #and ik a part of it is me being mad at her for speaking up so aggressively #but she also doesn't give me good vibes so there's at least that #IDKKKKKK #someone take my mental illness away #tw: vent #i guess