#things keep happening that expect me to act different but i shan't im literally an exvan mk smh smh

[outofbodyinjury]

ugh why don't we rewind your childhood and turn you into a third-culture kid raised in an isolationist spiritual community and see if you turn out normal

#BITCHIE I CANT DO IT #this recovery speedrun will take my whole life and dont u DARE expect me to be normal #yeah ik everyone's special but holy fuck this is an unprecedented level of special. u want what i have #except you don't #anyway this is only important as a medium to state that im tired of trying to act right and im irrevocably fucked thank u #things keep happening that expect me to act different but i shan't im literally an exvan mk smh smh #j personal #delete later #like i said. can i just have daddy issues instead #explaining the cult is getting kind of old