#they're so amazing and literally love her SO MUCH. That they'd do a childish thing like pinky promise to her...because it brings her a bit

[seduceme-lovestruck-thearcana]

@megatraven

OKAY SO MY PARANORMAN IDEA WAS THAT:

Like ok my idea is a little conflicted and it’s going to be in 2 parts because I have 2 other versions (or 1 since my 2nd version isn’t making sense and isn’t too thought out) to write and this one is already long. This version goes with the “oh MC went down Hades route and listened to Astraeus and she loves Alex yet she kills all the gods.” So going down that part of the idea is that:

She is in pain. She is scared. She doesn’t know what to do. That one raised hand meant everything to her. And Hades raised his hand,,,and was going to let her die. He was going to witness it. And she was scared. Petrified. And so she listens to Astraeus. It pains her to kill people she does care for, but she doesn’t know what else to do. And when she sees Alex not even wanting to help her (I can’t remember if they turned their back on her? I can’t remember my bad-), she loses it. She listens to Astraeus, takes the clothes he gives her, steals the artifacts, and kills the Gods. However, MC takes a death blow and she’s dying and only Alex is there to comfort her. They swore to always be there for her since they were kids, and they failed before, and they’re not going to fail again.

“MC, I’m so sorry,” they would whisper to her, voice shaking with emotion. They blame themselves but MC smiles at them and places a hand on their cheek. “It’s not your fault,” and then her face turns into an angry scowl, “it’s the GODS’ fault!” Alex winced at the anger in her voice. They’ve never heard it that loud and that roaring, but they still comfort her. They love her and they failed her, and in her last moments they hold her close to them, listening to her heart beat and her words as she speaks, and then she takes her last breath, and they wish they took their last breath with her.

And like,,lets just imagine the funeral happens, and Alex goes home and sleeps one night. I sincerely don’t know how to do the scene where Aggie and Norman meet in the spirit world (In a way???) for Alex and MC so,,they got there by sleeping lol. They’re at a beach and its sunset. They don’t know why they’re there, but they know it’s not a dream, so they look around. They see MC wearing the clothes she wore as she died, and she was standing in the ocean, the water only to her thighs. She’s staring at the sunset and it’s not even hurting her eyes. They walk over to her, not caring about getting wet, and they stand next to her. They look at her beautiful face and see tears streaking down her cheeks. They move their hand to wipe them away and she closes her eyes at the comfort. 

“This...this is where Hades proposed to me, you know?” Her voice is shaky and sounds a little distant but they push through and listen to her, like they should have done before. “It’s beautiful here.” They looked at the sunset and it truly was beautiful. If they were to propose to her, they would do it here as well. “We were so happy,” she said, voice getting quieter with every word. Alex knew she truly loved Hades and they knew Hades loved her, and so they can’t understand why he wouldn’t fight for her. Was it fear? Cowardly? Shame? They don’t know, but they can see why she’s in pain. They don’t know what to say to that, anger rising in their chest from all of this mess. They heard the water swish and looked back at MC to see her turning to face them. “Alex...I’m so sorry.” 

More tears slipped from her eyes and their eyes became blurry from their own tears. “I was so in love, but was I blinded? Was I an idiot to not see this coming? Why would he do this?” Her questions weren’t directed at Alex, she doesn’t even know who she wanted to ask. Alex would grab her hand and hate how cold it was. She looked down at their hands and saw how Alex’s grip was tight, but gentle. “Why?” Alex was confused for a moment. “Why what?” Her hand began to shake. “Why are you here? Comforting me. Why? I destroyed your family! I got rid of everything you care for.” She didn’t look back up at them, she was scared to look up at them. She loves them and they are family to her, and she has ruined that connection, there’s no doubt about it. However, Alex tilts her chin to make her look back at them. 

“Because I love you. You were blinded by anger and I see why. The God’s did a terrible action, not a mistake.  I disagree with your actions, yes, but I love you, MC.” Their words were rushed as well. MC finally looked back up at them and she was in shock. They love her? How did she not notice? She’s known Alex since they were both kids and knows Alex better than anyone else (other than their Mother and Nyela), so how did she not notice? “Alex...”. She didn’t know what else to say, so she only said the name of the last person she loves. “I’ve messed up. I’ve done something terrible. I’m gonna just end up in Tartarus and I see why,” she said with a small laugh at the end, even if they know it’s filled with sadness. “I went against everything I promised to never do. I always promised to forgive and help people, not do what they have done to me, but I’m just as bad as the Gods, Alex!” Her voice was now loud with despair. 

She believed she was now just like the Gods, even without becoming the Goddess that’s resting under her skin. Well, that was resting under her skin. Alex shook their head. “MC, you did something terrible, but listen to me. You were angry, you were in despair, you didn’t know what to do, and the Gods have done worse. They have killed innocent people in the stories I’ve read so many times that I’ve lost count, and you weren’t going to let it happen again. It’s okay, MC. I promise.” MC still felt horrible, but to see Alex just...here and comforting her brought her a bit of peace. “And I’m angry too. I love Hades and my mother, but they would’ve done something I would never forgive. They would’ve killed my best friend, someone I love more than a best friend, someone I’ve known all my life, and someone I broke a promise to,” their voice got quieter with every word, but they know MC hears it by the way a smile comes to her lips and more tears fall from her eyes.

“Alex, I know why you did what you did, and I still love you.” They know she didn’t mean it in the way they did, but she smiled brighter at them and placed her hand on their cheek. “I don’t know what I feel. I love Hades still, even after what he’s done, but my feelings...are changing? They’re weird, Alex,” she laughed at the end. “Feelings are extremely weird,” they said with a laugh as well. They needed to hear her laugh one more time, and they did. She then began to slowly fade away. She held out her pinky finger to Alex. “Will you pinky promise me that you’ll find me again? That we’ll find each other,” she said with a smile and a choked back sob. Memories rushed back to both of them as kids and Alex and MC promising each other to be always be there for the other. That they’d love each other forever and help each other, and it brought tears to Alex’s eyes once again. Alex linked their pinky with hers and they both smiled at each other. How could they not promise it to her?

She then faded away and Alex was left to look at the sunset for a few more seconds before they woke up. The ache in their heart is even worse now, but they know she’s coming back. They know it. And they won’t let her face a fate such as this. Whether she ends up with them or not, their love for her will last an eternity, and they will use their divinity to protect her, because they failed her this time...

SO LIKE,,,THIS WASN’T AS GOOD AS I WANTED IT TO BE FIJKDS. I love this idea but I’m just terrible at writing it lol. And this is only version 1. I didn’t put them all together because then it’d be super long, so I’m gonna post 1 more post with this idea. It may contain the other 2 versions I have but I’m not sure. But anyways I hope you like this and cried like I did,,,

There is proof reading but sorry if there is mistakes or typos :(.

EDIT: ALSO MEG!! I’m going to @ you in that fic of Hades killing MC to help relieve her of the pain of becoming Hera (the idea I sent in your ask box awhile ago) bc I’m still crying over that idea,,,and I need someone to read it and cry with me-

#lovestruck #astoria fates kiss #Alex Cyprin #my writing #afk #god I love Alex #they're so amazing and literally love her SO MUCH. That they'd do a childish thing like pinky promise to her...because it brings her a bit #of peace and that's all they desire for her. This wasn't too close to the paranorman scene but I tried- #anyways yh love youuu💙 #and as you know I haven't played Astraues (never will-) so if something seems out of character or anything forgive me-

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Jac & Savannah

Savannah: [Okay so my idea is it's literally the first day because of course it is, highkey bitches, and like they haven't had chance to talk much as they're also the kinda bitches who wanna make a good first impression on whoever they are doing this work experience for but then they get told to do something together. The thing is, Jac can't find Sav, until she does find her crying in the bathroom because it's like a few months previous so her dad hasn't left yet and things are really messy between her parents obvs she would've tried to call her boyfriend but he wouldn't answer cos he's doing work experience too so Jac comforts her and it's a #bondingmoment and I thought we could start the convo after that/ later either with Jac being like are you okay now or Sav being like I'm so embarrassed] Jac: [yes 1000% to all of that, good thinking boo] Savannah: [would you like to start it being concerned to show she's not like Mia levels of callous heartless bitch?] Jac: [on it lmao] Jac: Hi, just wanted to check in, I hope you're feeling a bit better now Jac: know we haven't particularly before, but if you do ever need to talk Jac: sometimes friends don't get it, I know Savannah: Oh god, I've never been this embarrassed in my entire life! Savannah: I don't normally do that, honestly Jac: Of course Jac: You so don't need to be, I promise Jac: it sounds like you're going through a lot right now, you did amazing keeping it together all day Savannah: Everything is getting on top of me, I swear I'd be living at my boyfriend's if not for my little sister Savannah: but when I am home I have to be strong for her so I just feel so alone there Savannah: Like, I can't even feel how I feel Jac: Everyone always puts such unfair pressure on the oldest, I'm the same Jac: but you are strong, I can tell, even if you don't feel it all the time Jac: it's strong to admit you aren't okay, and that that's okay Savannah: That's so true! Did we ask to get born first, no? Savannah: you're the sweetest, I can tell Savannah: none of my friends have even tried to make me feel better Jac: Lifetime of being a babysitter and bodyguard 🙄 Jac: People can get so wrapped up in their own 'drama' Jac: some people we go to school with have never had an actual problem in their life and it shows Jac: but like I said, you can always come to me, even if you just wanna vent everything out and not have me respond, that's totally fine Jac: you should have someone you can confide in Savannah: Sienna needs it though, she's very very shy Savannah: People would take advantage if I wasn't there Savannah: Exactly! They think not getting a text back is a crisis Savannah: don't judge me because I know how this sounds but my boyfriend has totally become my best friend since we got together Savannah: it's great & I love that but I can't offload EVERYTHING onto him Savannah: there's no way I could have a breakdown & then delete it later, you know? Jac: Mine are the total opposite of shy, but there's no telling what kind of nonsense they'd get into if I weren't there to keep them safe Jac: That makes total sense Jac: and I think its sweet, most girls don't even LIKE their boyfriends, it's so childish Jac: but you're right, you can't rely on one person for everything, it's not fair on them, but also you Savannah: Yes! 👏 Why would I spend my precious time with someone who isn't worth that? Savannah: I don't understand most of the people we go to school with, seriously Savannah: my friends are always with their boyfriends too but fighting constantly about things that are nonsense Jac: 🙌 Preach Jac: Me either, it's honestly tiring having to deal with their 'logic' Jac: I thought there was like, no one at school with their priorities straight Savannah: & if you try & say anything you get attacked, like I'm offering help Savannah: my life is falling apart here & I do not have the mental space for your negativity Jac: People don't like when you help 'cos they cause their 'problems' themselves and they've got no intention of fixing them Jac: try not to take it personally, it says SO much more about them than it does you Jac: it's shitty they can't but that aside and be there for you when you really need them though, I'm sorry ❤ Savannah: You should literally be my parents relationship therapist Jac: I do want to do Psychology at Uni Savannah: OH MY GOD, me too! Savannah: I wanna go to Bath but I wouldn't mind St Andrews either even though it's only ranked 4th Savannah: Oxford & Cambridge are...what's the word? Jac: No way Jac: How do we have so much in common and we're only just finding out? Jac: It's like, they're the dream but also, are they just too old-fashioned for words? Jac: Some people in my family went to Cambridge, and I want to make my own path, you know? Savannah: That's SO important Savannah: & I know what you mean, as an educated black girl I just cannot Savannah: Imagine if we'd ended up at the same uni & I ran into you at some party or lecture Jac: ^^ You really have to think about these things Jac: That would be crazy Jac: as much as I'm DYING for the fresh start, it would be cool to have you there, a familiar face 😌 Savannah: You can read my mind Jac: I'm pretty sure I want Bath too, but Edinburgh seems like such a COOL city so 🤔😬😂 Jac: Cannot wait to do tours Savannah: You're SO right, there's no way to decide properly until we've been there Jac: I wish I could convince my 'rents that I need to go sooner rather than later 🙄 Savannah: I could talk my dad into anything at the moment, come with us! Jac: Seriously? Savannah: you have to Jac: We were meant to meet Jac: properly meet, I mean Savannah: That's what it feels like Jac: Fate is such a thing, honestly, there's so many weird 'conincidences' that have totally changed my life Savannah: It was such a strange little moment that brought me and my boyfriend together too, that could've easily not happened Jac: Right? Jac: Life is so crazy Savannah: I feel really happy at this exact moment & I wanted to die earlier Savannah: it's you Savannah: you're incredible Jac: I'm so glad you feel better, that's like, what I was meant to do, I can feel it Jac: you're so lovely, like ??? Savannah: Why have we never talked before? How? Jac: It's madness! Jac: Like, I need you in my life, honestly, my friends are just not even on the same planet sometimes, I swear Savannah: Oh honey, you can talk to me whenever too Savannah: I'm bringing breakfast into work for us tomorrow, no arguments, what do you love? Jac: ❤❤ Jac: caffeine anything 😜 Jac: do you go to [some #aes af cafe she definitely does go to too]? their pastries are 😘 so good Savannah: Get out! Of course I do! Savannah: I can't believe we haven't seen each other there Jac: 🤯🤯 This is silly now Jac: we're gonna have to sit down and work out the things we DON'T have in common at this rate Savannah: I'm going to [another aesthetic af place] later if you want to join? Home is the last place I wanna be Jac: Definitely Jac: Not done cheering you up yet Jac: and that place is also PERFECT Savannah: 🙌 Thank god you said yes 🙌 Savannah: I would totally have been crying again if it was a no Jac: Never Jac: You're so cool, Savannah Savannah: I'm going to have to think of a description for you that like only exists for you Savannah: because there are some other cool people but you're next level Jac: You are just the sweetest too, like how are you EVERYTHING Savannah: We're clearly everything together, we worked so hard today & now this Savannah: not letting you leave my life Jac: We make the perfect team Jac: I was lowkey so worried no one else would be going to this placement and then it turns out the BEST person ever is, okay 🙏🌍 Savannah: 💞 Savannah: All my friends are working in nurseries or in shops that'll give them free skincare Jac: Seriously! 🙄 Everyone just wants to have the easiest time possible Jac: my friend is legit working on reception in the sports centre next to the school Jac: like this is a chance to get your foot in the door somewhere and that's what you came up with? smh Savannah: You had it spot on when you said nobody our age has any sense of priorities Savannah: no offence to your friend but I could never Jac: Me either, there's a reason she's on her own 💁😏 Savannah: 😄