#theres beeping somehwere in my room and the idea that some government kr some creep is watching me wont go away

[ghostly-punk]

-> Hbab kinda vent lol, feeling scared and icky

#ooc #the white rabbit 🐇 #tw for paranoia and auditory hallucinations?? maybe?? i cant even tell anymore #i hate jt when people joke about ppl who have paranoia thinking that governments spying kn them #they dont understand how scary it is. yoy feel watched. not alone. like someone ks staring at you from every angle kn your room and watchin #its horrible and k hatr it #theres beeping somehwere in my room and the idea that some government kr some creep is watching me wont go away #i cant even tell if jts real and i hate it for that. why vant i just be alone. i hear so many things all the time k feel like a mess #i just want silence but i csnt get that because kf this shit. im never alkne and km never okay #not whem my mind fucks with me all the damn time. i hate it. i just want to sleep for fucks sakes #jusy plesee #leave me alkne snd let me rest #im sl tired