#there’s a tunnel under ocean boulevaaaaard :((

[htylmg]

open me up… tell me you like it… fuck me to death… love me until i love myself…

#there’s a tunnel under ocean boulevaaaaard :(( #the way i am still not over this song it is easily my fav of the ocean blvd singles even tho a&w’s probably my most played for… reasons #i remember the day it dropped like i know my own soul #anyways. update on redhead/james (since i’m basically august why not call her james huh) #she won’t break up with him ! of course she won’t ! bc it can never be easy ! #i’m just soooo burnt out at this point i don’t even have the energy to leave bc i know she’ll wait a couple months and pounce again #and i’ll have forgotten all this shit by then and of course i’ll say okay and it’ll keep repeating itself #why are all my gay relationships so toxic………….. and i don’t even think i’m the problem in this one #honestly ocean blvd is keeping me hanging by my fucking fingernails rn bc. lana gets it. her sitch was worse than mine tho definitely #but yeah. im a trooper i’ll survive this. maybe #ahahahahaha 😶 #there’s my daily oversharing i suppose #🐋.txt