#there are three different herbivorous species and they're each a different colour and they're *so* soft and cuddly and I love them

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

it's the night before payday, otherwise known as The Evening Of Spending-Related Soul Searching, where I spend at least an hour contemplating how much needs to go into my college savings fund and how much I can allow myself for spending money and what in particular to spend money on during this payperiod and what things I'm going to have to give up/wait till next payperiod to buy bc I want other things more.

#we have these absolutely adorable dinosaur plushies at my workplace rn but they're a seasonal item and once they're gone we don't get more #there are three different herbivorous species and they're each a different colour and they're *so* soft and cuddly and I love them #and we had them last season and I waited too late and while I got two of the three colours I accidentally missed out on the third colour #so I was overjoyed when they came back this season! but I've been waiting till it looks like they're selling down before I get mine #just bc there are other things I also need to spend money on and some are a little more pertinent/important than buying myself yet another #stuffed animal lol #buuuut I *had* planned to get one this payperiod... and then I found another thing that I'd like to get #(a real steal of a find on mercari that's exactly the thing I need for a cosplay I want to finish before starting college) #and I had sorta agreed with myself that if it's still available when I get paid I'll buy it #but NOW there's ANOTHER thing that I've been wanting for a long time possibly becoming available next week #and I really want to get that while I have a chance #and so now I'm stuck trying to decide which things to prioritize and which ones to wait on. *sigh* :') #gurt says stuff