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#therapist and I pinpointed an issue which basically boils down to childhood emotional neglect that STILL affects me
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#sherrif rambles
#a lot has been said about the recovery from abuse and trauma etc. etc.
#but like. to me none of it really means anything or even compares to actually going through that experience
#because holy shit
#therapist and I pinpointed an issue which basically boils down to childhood emotional neglect that STILL affects me
#and just. it sucks man.
#realizing some of your RL relationships have just been... chasing a carrot for a scrap of affection
#and then not even getting either the carrot or the affection
#setting aside time to hang out or do something and then they're busy every time
#and my first instinct is to question myself if I'm being too needy because they didn't show
#no! I'm allowed to want stuff and be mad or disappointed when it doesn't happen!
#but recovering from emotional neglect is so freaking difficult
#that I just keep doing it. keep letting it happen because maybe 'it's all in my head' and 'overreacting'
#I'm exhausted. I want it to end. I want people who like spending time with me that I won't have to beg and struggle to get it!
#it just. hurts.
#I don't want to do this anymore.
#I don't want to pretend anymore.
#I just want to love and be loved and not get punished for either
#I'm tired of waiting around for people to stop complaining about their day and ask me about mine for once
#let me exist and be vibrant!! and encourage it dammit!!
#somewhat related I think I have seasonal depression
#but recovering from emotional neglect makes that so much worse lmao
#and all the results for coping deal with the winter SAD types
#I need less sun and cold actually thanks
#*sigh*
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