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the-fiction-witch · 2 months
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You... You can't just Kidnap a Girl FAGIN! P1
Media The Artful Dodger
Character Jack Dawkins
Couple Jack X Reader (Lady)
Rating Cute
Requested:
Hey, I absolutely love your writing and I have an idea so basically y/n is the governor's daughter and belle's sister and she knows of jack and he's kinda admired her for a while and fagin knows it, but jack is in debt still so fagin kidnaps her or something to get jack the money and yeah that's it and maybe some ~smut~ . anyways I absolutely adore this fic so far and you don't have to do it but I just thought it was a cool idea 
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I finished up with the rounds cleaning off my hands as I headed through the ward, my bottom lip between my teeth as Fagin followed me around while I was trying to work. He was panicking and frankly so was I, we had three days to get the rest of Darius' money... and currently we had about four pounds of the twenty-six required. 
"I told you no." I snapped down his stupid idea, 
"I don't know why you keep ignoring me dodge I have the best ideas..."
"You have terrible ideas, Fagin," I warn, 
"Why don't we... sell fake prescriptions?"
"No. I am not letting you get me in trouble."
"Why not... sell the damn mangy hospital cat." He said, "Five bob for the meat two for the skin, and we'll be on our way."
"Hosptial-" I began as I looked around spotting the little black cat on the floor nibbling at some removed fingers, the usual black fur, blue eyes and purple collar, "That is not a mangy street cat." I told him as I carefully went over and picked the cat up she very happily nuzzled into my arms for a cuddle starting to purr, "This is Lady Nightingale, Lady Y/n Fox's cat. This cat outranks the both of us." I warned him as I took the cat to the front office to keep it out of trouble, 
"she won't miss it-"
"Fagin." I stopped him, "I cannot. Cannot. be more clear about this. You touch that cat. it is both of our arses. That is the governor's daughter's cat and if so much as a hair on its perfectly brushed head is hurt I will ship you back to London myself," I told him,
"...When did you ever gain such an affection for cats?"
"I don't have an affection for cats. However, this one is a prized possession of someone very powerful and influential so it is in the best interests of our remaining alive if we do not hurt the cat." I told him as I gave the cat a pet and a check over as she tended to get into mischief on her way here, 
"Powerful and influential... with... money?" he encouraged, 
"Fagin..."
"If we happen to let the governor know his sweet girl's cat has gone... missing then surely a reward could be in order." 
"Fagin. We are on no condition kidnapping the governor's daughter's cat and holding it for ransom,"
"But think of the green dodge?"
"No. It is not happening. Not at all. No way. Absolutely not. I want you to swear to me."
"...Fine... I Swear I will not Kidnap the cat and hold it for ransom."
"Or hurt the cat."
"...Or hurt the cat."
"Alright then," I nodded just as I saw the door open, to a familiar sight.
Lady Y/n Fox wandered in, wearing her sweet little black leather boots, stockings, her beautiful lilac purple dress with a lobster tail bustle below it, and her sweet hair pinned up with her little dragonfly hairpin. She rushed in with a look of fear across her face as she often did but she relaxed a little when she saw me and Lady Nightingale, 
"Afternoon Y/n," I smiled, doing my best not to blush as I continued to pet her cat, 
"Good Afternoon Jack," she smiled, "I'm so sorry..." she said as she came to pet Lady Nightingale,
"It's alright I know she likes to come and keep us company,"
"Umm she likes to come to find you," she laughs, "Every time I open the window nowadays she bolts out to come to find you," 
"Yeah I guess so, but still I'm happy she'd be here with me so you know where she is." 
"I suppose so, and I get to come down and see you," 
"Yeah, I do get to see you, both of you." I smiled, "Well it was lovely to see you, Lady Nightingale, of course you are welcome to surgery as always as our best hospital patron, but now it is time to end the honour of your visit and head home with Lady Y/n," I laughed, 
"Yes and It was delightful for a visit with you two doctor Dawkins,  I know Lady Nightingale enjoyed it. and I'm sure she'll be back." She laughed as she picked the cat up in her arms, "Thank you for taking care of her Jack,"
"It's no problem really,"
"Thank you, I'm sure I'll see you around Doctor Dawkins," she smiled,
"I look forward to it Milady," I smiled giving her hand a kiss before she headed out with cat in hand, 
"Interesting... how you're on first name terms with the goveners daughter." Fagin smirked, "A lady no less..."
"Fagin. Do not. Hurt. Cat."
"I swear on Milife Dodge I won't hurt that cat."
"Alright then..." I nodded, "I need to get back to work," I sighed heading back to the ward, 
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the-fiction-witch · 3 months
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Experiment
Media The Artful Dodger
Character Jack Dawkins
Couple Jack X Reader
Rating Adorable
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Requested Hi! Can you do a Jack Dawkins x fem reader where the reader works at the hospital as a nurse and has always been nice to Jack. They have similar humor and she's always very helpful. One day when Jack loses a patient he goes outside to take a breather and the reader follows him and comforts him. And then maybe a few days later Jack realizes he likes her. You don't have to write it if you don't want to! Have a good day! 
I walked the hospital halls as usual busy with a list of nine hundred things to do, as I went I momentarily stopped or I'd have been knocked over. As Y/n ran across the hall carrying a box full of clattering glass bottles from the stock room, scampering on her way in her little grey nurse dress, her arms bandaged and currently she walked with a slight limp but this was fairly usual for her she was always injured in some sort of way. Her ponytail fluttered behind her as she went. 
"Sorry Doctor Dawkins!" she said as she had almost taken me out, 
"It's fine Y/n." I laughed, "What are you doing?" I asked a little worried starting to follow her,
"I've had a breakthrough!" she said as she scurried down the stairwell, 
"Ohh god- you haven't broken through the floor again have you?"
"You have so little faith in me."
"Based completely on your track record,"
"I am right four out of ten times." she corrected,
"...I'm concerned you think that's good." 
"And you're surgery survival rate is?" She smiled, 
"Hey!" I argued but ignored me, 
She reached the little old storeroom in the basement of the hospital just a door down from the morgue where she was meant to be working, but she set her box down in the chaos since this room was emptied when the hospital moved all the stock to the storeroom upstairs for better access this room very much just became a junk room to toss old broken things or fill with tasks yet to be completed. Y/n is a... I don't want to say inventor she rarely invents anything...
Tinkerer let's say, and given she was meant to work down here in the morgue with Tim she often sneaks away to work in this little store room, on experiments and tests for things that would be the hospital, the room littered with everything you could imagine bottles, bags, stands, tubes, all with the floor well mopped and fixed, the wallpaper peeling and a hole in the boards up to the ward been hastily repaired... 
Yeah, I don't know what she had been working on but whatever it was erupted out the contained and blew a hole in the floor. 
she's a bit out there but she means well.
Even if she -
"Ohh crumpets." she sighed as she fell over her own skirt and landed on the wooden floor with her knee smashing one of the bottles she had in hand as she did, 
Yeah... she can be a little clumsy, but... she's kinda funny like that, I find her sweet almost childlike. You can't get mad at a kid for trying to bury her teddy bear to make baby bears grow I feel that kinda way about her, she's just trying to help even if she's not exactly harmless. And she's a damn good nurse... when she actually remembers to do her job. 
So I... admit I cover for her sometimes, when she blew the hole up to the ward I explained it away as someone knocking over a bucket of acid that ate through the wood, not sure if someone believed me but still. 
I rushed over and helped her up, "You alright,"
"Fine, thank you," she smiled getting back to rushing around and doing various things not sure what, 
"How did you hurt your leg?"
"...I may have... tripped over a box."
"Are you ever going to get that dress hemmed?"
"Are you ever going to get a waistcoat that fits you? or are you forever going to walk around the hospital flashing your suspender clips every time you lift your arms?" 
"Touche," I sighed,
"Aww, you can say stupid stuff in two languages," 
"Fine I'll go," I laughed, "Got work I need to do anyway," I told her but I only got as far as the door, "What are you working on?"
"I thought you were leaving?"
"I was. What are you working on?" 
"an experiment."
"what sort of experiment?"
"I am trying to work on a wound cleaner."
"Right?" I nodded, "How's that going?"
"Well if I got this right it should be perfect," she said as she filled a bottle, and pulled back her bandage to reveal a cut on her arm,
"Y/n! Where did that come from!"
"...I may have been testing is kolara like oranges."
"Do they?"
"...they do not." 
"So you got attacked trying to make another animal friend?"
"At least I did better than when you try to make human friends,"
"That's just cruel." I laughed, "Don't you have enough friends with that wombat you had living in your room?"
"Mr Brick loved me very much, you're just jealous." She smiled before she poured her homemade cleaner on her arm 
Her Face! said it all.
"Did it work?" I smirked,
"....it does not..." she complained as she hopped around in pain before tripping on her skirt and landing on her butt in a pile of boxes, I laughed but went to help her and saw how much worse her wound now was, "Ohhh Bloody crumpets that hurts!"
"Uhhh what is in that?"
"witch hazel, eucalyptus oil and carbolic acid."
"C-Carbolic acid!" I yelled, "As in the stuff we use to clean the bodies!" I quickly started to clean her up before she got too bad of an acid burn, 
"I figured, the bodies are clean. don't get infected and gross so I thought it would work on alive people too."
"it might. that doesn't mean pour it on your arm and find out!"
"Well, how else am I supposed to test it?"
I sighed, "You worry me you know." I told her rebandaging her up, 
"Ohhh?"
"I'm serious. You do worry me."
"I know, I'll be fine."
"Alright, I've got surgery. But be careful." I told her,
"I will I promise," she nodded,
I headed back up to the hospital and got prepped for today's surgery, Hetty brought the man in and I didn't waste time getting to work but soon enough the Prof came in drunk and full of ego he ordered me to stand aside, I didn't want to but I didn't have a choice so I handed my blade over and stepped aside. He went at it like a mad man and I tried to correct him but he made a wrong move and blood went everywhere, Immediately I pushed him aside and took over doing everything I could and working away as hard as I could to save his life and managing to get him stable but after all the blood-soaked work. Just as I finished up.
He died of shock. 
I threw my tools on the table and ran a hand through my hair, I sighed and I marched out to the steps sitting there in the sun trying to get my breath. I leant my head back and tried to get my mind steady even if it ran at a million miles an hour with a hundred different ways of catastrophe, 
I heard the door open. 
But I didn't worry about it, I just tried to hold back the tears. 
I felt Y/n wrap her arms around me, she didn't say anything she just wrapped her arms around my torso and shoulders, she pulled my head to rest on her chest, and set her chin on my hair, her hand stroked up and down my sleeve, for a moment I let the tears slip letting them fall onto her apron, there was a silence between us, the only sound the wind blustering the sheets hung outside, and the sound of horseshoes and carriage wheels on the street to the side, her arms felt warm, her dress scratchy, but I didn't care. I wrapped my arms around her tightly holding her as close to her as I possibly can, blood coating the both of us. 
We sat together for a good while before I spoke, "Thanks."
"It's okay. I can't imagine how hard this sort of thing is." she whispered, "It's not your fault-"
"Who else's is it? I'm a doctor. My job is to save people."
"But you're human." she said, "You can't blame yourself for these things." she whispered, "You did all you could and in the end that's all you can do," she said kissing the top of my head, 
"Thank you y/n. Really... Thank you." 
"You're welcome." She smiled, "Take as long as you need Jack." she said before she got up adjusted her dress she headed back inside leaving me alone. 
I headed on with my work through the halls as usual when I heard a clattering and banging making me stop looking into the storeroom, to see y/n in her usual dress bandaged up as usual having tripped her overskirt and topped a box of tools in her hand. "ohh Crumpets." 
I couldn't help but smile my cheeks flooded with blush for a moment, and as I looked at her.. I felt so homely, so cozy, so comforted, "Y/n." I rolled my eyes coming into the storeroom to help her up and brush off the dust from her, "You need to be more careful. What on earth are you up to know?"
"I think I've figured out the experiment with the acid."
"Have you. and how many burns have you gotten in your experiments?"
"... some."
"Alright, just be careful y/n."
"I will," she smiled grabbing her box and scampering away to her little experiment room, I watched her go and smiled as I watched her, I felt compelled to follow her concerned she'd do something foolish, and... partly because I just wanted her in my arms. 
Wait- I really do want her in my arms, I want to hold her close, give her kisses, tend to her insane amount of wounds, likely with some kisses, I wanted to follow her, keep her safe. For a moment I wondered why but I already knew why. I... I like her. I wanted her up in my room not just for one night but for as long as my arms can hold her. 
I heard her trip over her damn skirt again and go tumbling down the stairs so I rushed over and saw her at the bottom luckily not badly hurt, 
"Ohh Crumpets..."
"You need a hand?"
"I need a hemmed dress I think,"
"Yes you do," I laughed going down to help her up but she almost immediately lost her balance putting weight on her leg, so I rolled my eyes, "Will you let me examine you?"
"...Fine," she sighed,
"All of you?"
She glared for a moment,
"Y/n."
"...fine."
"Come on, I'll take a look at you" I smiled picking her up and carrying her back up the stairs to one of the rooms so I could examine her, 
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the-fiction-witch · 3 months
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Little Squirrel
Media The Artful Dodger
Character Jack Dawkins
Couple Jack X Reader
Rating Cute AF
Warning for panic attacks + Abuse
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Y/n (me) has a baby (named Lillian) (previous relationship; the father was mentally and physically abusive). Y/n’s baby gets sick (not deadly, just a cold or something) but Jack looks her over and instantly falls in love with Y/n. Y/n likes him too but is scared to get into another relationship. Y/n has panic attacks a lot. Jack helps her and takes care of Lillian as well. Becomes a father figure to Lillian as she grows up. Y/n and Jack fall in love and have another child. POV can be either Y/n or Jack. It can have time skips so that it’s not so long, but I would love to read a lot of Jack helping Y/n with the panic attacks and Y/n during the pregnancy of the second child. There can be parts that are NSFW, but that doesn’t need to be the focus.
"Rock a bye baby on the tree top...When the wind blows the cradle will rock... When the bough breaks the cradle will fall... And down will come baby... cradle and all." I sang as my feet danced gently across the wooden floor, my bare feet gracefully moved across the wood as I held sweet little Lillian in my arms, her head on my chest I kept my hand on her head feeling the heat of her fever. She had been feeling sick the last day or two slowly getting worse, But I just wanted to get her to bed for the night, "Hush-a-by baby on the tree top... When the wind blows the cradle will rock... When the bough breaks the cradle will fall... Down tumbles baby... cradle and all." I sang to her giving her a little kiss before I laid her down in her crib, and tucked the blanket over her and her sweet little teddy bear in her arms, "Sleep well little one," I cooed before I sat on my bed. 
I made sure to watch Lillian as I got changed, unable to stop my fear for her.
I left the room and moved to the bathroom standing by the sink to brush my teeth and looking at my pale reflection, my  hair still in the braid I did a week ago, my Y/E/C eyes seemed hollow to it all. As I glanced at my reflection my whole body jumped as for a moment I saw HIM in the mirror stood behind me. I jumped and washed my face knowing in my better judgment that he wasn't there, but as I looked up and met my reflection again he stood beside me his hand grabbed my neck and I screamed, But again. Nothing there.
I gasped my heart racing, my anxiety overwhelming, the sound of the tap running, my own gasping, ringing in my ears and Lillian crying in the bedroom. 
I forced my own emotions away and ran to the bedroom to pick her up in my arms and soothe her cries, until finally, she fell back asleep so I returned her to her crib and laid down on my own bed for a few moments just staring into space trying to feel calm. 
As much as I didn't like it I knew I didn't have a choice, I walked into the Port Victory Royal Hospital with Lillian on my hip in her little cream dress her  hair in a ponytail. Poor little thing had been coughing all night and her fever had gotten no better, I walked in and up to the small window where a man sat typing on a typewriter. He didn't even look up at me.
"Yes?"
"Hello, I uhh I need to see a doctor for my daughter."
The man looked up at me and glared before he looked back down, "Room three Doctor Dawkins will see you." 
I nodded and went to the small room he told me to, I sat on the bed and I gave Lillian the soothe as best I could trying to make sure she felt okay even if she coughed away. 
After a while the door opened to a strapping man in brown lace-up shoes, some tight brown trousers, and a white shirt with some very large sleeves so long that his cuffs that should have been tight around his wrists were loose halfway down his hands and soaked with bloodstains, a textured blue waistcoat that didn't fit him correctly as his suspender clips poked out the bottom, a green tie around his pushed up collar even if one side was flattered down, he had a sweet face, freshly shaven, and a head of blonde and brown hair that seemed to bounce as he swaggered confidently into the room. 
His brown eyes met me and for a moment he stopped short looking me up and down as his smile grew, he moved his hands behind his back and a wide smile moved across his lips, "Morning,"
"Morning, Doctor Dawkins?"
"The Very same," He nodded, "You are Mrs?"
"Miss actually, just uhh just Y/n is fine."
"Y/n." He smiled, "A very beautiful name and a ravishing young lady, You are welcome to call me Jack,"
"Ohh that's alright-"
"No no, I insist." he smiled as he cleaned his hands, "Now how can I help such a... gorgeous young lady." 
I blushed instantly not being used to hearing such compliments even if part of me tried to put up a wall knowing the sort of things that follow compliments. "Oh, Thank you. But not myself doctor this little one," I said bouncing Lillian on my knee, 
"Ohh I see, The even prettier littler lady," He smiled, "May I?"
"Just uhh be gentle with her."
"Of course, I'm a doctor I'm always gentle." he winked before he picked Lillian up and cradled her in his arms she quickly saw his face and began to giggle at him, "Awww aren't you a sweetheart, what's your name then little one?"
"Lillian," I answered, "she.. uhh doesn't speak yet." 
"Humm unusual for girls her age, still we all go at our own pace." He said, "You have a very charming name Miss Lillian, and a very beautiful big sister." He smiled at me,
"Ohh she's my daughter."
"Daughter? Really? You're far too enchanting to be a mother already." He chuckled sitting on the bed with me as he checked over Lillian, I did put a little space between us but I still wanted to be close to her. "Hang on... Miss? and Lillians your daughter?"
"Yes, doc- Jack."
"Alright, I don't wish to impose but her father is he-"
"six feet. I'd rather not talk about him."
"Okay. I'll do my best not to." He nodded, "How long has she had a fever?"
"A few days now, but the cough only started last night."
"I see, I don't imagine she's sleeping?"
"Not much No," I nodded, "I- I worried it could be whooping cough or tuberculosis, perhaps cholera or typhoid," I explained each word filled me with more panic my heart racing, my mind flooded with fear as I couldn't hold my panic anymore,
"Whoa. whoa. it's alright. It's alright." He cooed as he took my hand, "Shhhh shhh shhh, I'm here. I'm right here. Everything's okay." he said as he soothed me down from the edge of my panic, "It's alright, it's all alright. Lillian will be fine. it's just a cold." He reassured, "I can give her some medicine and she'll be right as rain giggling away in no time."
"Thank you, Jack,"
"You're very welcome, my best advice is to give her the meds before bed and get some sleep yourself." He said his hand resting on my shoulder but I flinched away, "sorry... forgive me I-"
"It's alright, sorry I uhh... I think we best be going,"
"Of course," he nodded handing Lillian back to me, "if you need anything I'm always here alright,"
"Thank you," I nodded, 
He got us the medicine and told me how to give it to her and he gave her one more cuddle before we left, "You get better now you hear me, don't want you causing your mummy any more trouble hey you little jumpy  squirrel," he told her which made her giggle, "And keep well yourself Y/n,"
"I will, thank you, Jack." I nodded, "How much do I?"
"You're welcome," He smiled, "No charge don't worry about it Y/n I know things can't be easy for a lady alone so don't worry over it."
"Thank you," I smiled, I left the room trying to hide my joy, such a sweet man but I did my best to force these ideas away.
I sat rather nervously but still, I needed to get it all looked at, as usual, we were sent to the same room and soon enough Jack arrived with a wide smile,
"Awww why hello, if it isn't my two favourite young ladies, she got another cough or some tummy troubles?" He asked as she cleaned his hands and came over, 
"No uhh, it's not Lillian today,"
"No? Oh... Everything alright Y/n." He said sitting beside me, 
"It's my head, these headaches last for days and they just don't seem to want to pass."
"Ohh you poor thing, alright let me have a look." He said moving to sit behind me on the bed, "May I?"
"You may," I nodded even if I was nervous the mere touch of his fingers was enough to make me jolt, 
"It's alright, just me." he reassured me in an almost pillow-talk tone, he stroked his callus fingers across my temple, then through my  hair, and he moved his hands to massage my scalp which admittedly made me lay my head back and almost moan it felt so nice and relaxing, "Ohh christ... you are tense." he muttered, "When you put Lillian to bed how long till you go yourself?"
"Immediately but I'm up a lot with her."
"I see" he said his hands moving down but the moment I felt his hand on my neck my skin boiled, my blood ran cold, my breath became sharp, my heart raced and I moved away as quickly as I could as tears began to flood my face, "whoa. it's alright. I wasn't going to hurt you. I'm sorry... I'm sorry Y/n I should have said something. Forgive me please."
"It's okay... you didn't mean to."
"It's alright, I should have asked first please forgive me."
"It's alright Jack."
"Okay," He nodded as he held my hands and helped me to calm down again, "I think I know what your headaches are,"
"Oh?"
"Tell me even without Lillian waking you do you sleep through the night?"
"No, very rarely," 
"I thought as much, You need to get some rest you're exhausted." 
"Well I have -"
"I know you're a very busy lady, but if you stay here you can get a good few hours of sleep."
"Here?"
"Of course, they're not the comfiest but you can get a good sleep here."
"But Lillian."
"I'll take her,"
"Yo-you'd really do that,"
"Of course," He nodded happily taking her and cuddling her in his arms, "You need to rest Y/n, you need some good sleep, I am perfectly happy to look after her till you get some rest."
"You don't have to do that,"
"No but I want to," he smiled, "You get some rest, she'll be perfectly fine and safe with me I promise,"
"Thank you, Jack,"
"You're welcome," He smiled kissing my hand, "sweet dreams Y/n," He said as he got up carrying Lillian on his hip, "Now you my little  squirrel are going to come have fun with me while your mummy gets a little nap. Yeah? that sound nice. a little fun afternoon with Doctor Jack?" He cooed, "Come on then you can be my little mascot," He told her as they headed out, 
I laughed but washed my face and hands getting into the bed and doing my best to avoid nightmares as I lay down and tried to get some sleep. 
I did get some decent sleep, and when I woke up my headache was all but gone, and as I sat up I saw a sweet sight Jack stood leaning against the table holding Lillian in his arms playing with her, I giggled to see them together. 
"Awww Hi Y/n," he cooed,
"Hi, was she okay?"
"She was an angel, absolutely perfect, such a sweet little  squirrel," he cooed, giving Lillian's head some kisses, "she was my little mascot today round the ward everyone said how cute and well-behaved she was, and she was even my little mascot for surgery weren't you?"
"she was?"
"Yeah she came and sat on my hip like I did the amputation she was good as gold, kept the guy really calm actually said he didn't want to yell cause he didn't want to upset her, I think more doctors should start carrying around babies,"
"That... doesn't seem sanitary." I laughed, 
"Good point, but we washed her little hands, didn't we? Between every patient we stopped and we washed out little hands," he smiled rubbing his hands in front of her and she quickly moved her hands to his like they were washing them, "Yeah there we go, wash wash little squirrel," 
"Aww that's sweet," I smiled "But babies like putting things in their mouth Jack,"
"Yeah, I noticed that she seems to really like sucking on my scalpel handle, 
"she might be hungry,"
"Ahh yes. Good point. I'll feed her if you're still tired."
"Thank you Jack but I'll get her home,"
"Of course, I'm glad you are feeling better. You know I'm more than happy to take her days you need a little rest, maybe even get one of the nurses to look after her and you and I could go out and have some more grown-up fun."
I blushed hard at such an idea, I did want to but my fears were far too intense, "Thank you but uhh I think I should stay with her,"
"Of course forgive me. Have a nice afternoon you two."
"Thank you, you have a nice day too Jack," I smiled, 
Once again I was back here and arrived at the hospital to see our usual doctor sitting on the bed as he wondered in, 
"Ahhh there's my favourite patient." He smiled as he saw Lillian happily taking her in his arms, "How is my little  squirrel? I have heard you had a little bonk?" he cooed, 
"She fell out her crib,"
"Ohh? Well, what do we expect? Little squirrel must have been trying to climb out and go on an adventure." He cooed, "Let's have a little look." He said looking over her, "Let's get you some bruise lotion," He smiled handing her back to me, "And I'm sure a kiss from your mummy will help too,"
"Aww I'm sure it would," I smiled,
"...Do you think... the doctor could get a kiss too?" 
I blushed hard but I couldn't help to give his cheek a little kiss, 
"Awww! See don't you want that Lillian, it certainly made me feel better." He winked, 
"I think she's just upset she doesn't like getting bruises," I said kissing her little head, 
"I know I don't either, but she'll be fine once she gets some bruise lotion on it, and as she's been such a frowny little squirrel, how about a caramel?"
"She doesn't like caramel,"
"Aww, me either. Alright, but I'm only doing this becuase you my little squirrel," He told her going into his pocket, "How about a little lemon sherbert Hu?" Immediately she went to reach for it, so he unwrapped it and snapped it smaller giving her the little pieces, "But don't think you're going to get this all the time, these are my privet little sweets."
"That's very sweet of you Jack,"
"Well, she's too sweet to say no. You both are Y/n," he smiled kissing my head, 
I stood in the alley doing my best to ground myself my body shaking and Tears streamed down my face, as I cried hysterically, my breath short and shaky, my throat choking and tight with every breath, my mouth dry and sickly, my heart raced to jump in and out my chest, my fingers and toes numb, my head dizzy almost to faint, my every limb shook and sweated, my stomach churned and turned like a hurricane, I couldn't even think, or even begin to know where to start to fix myself. 
"Ohh it's my little  squirrel and- Y/n?" Jack approached as he came down the alley himself of course her first spotted Lillian in her pram and then me, "Y/n what's the matter?" He asked as he came over, "It's okay, it's okay, You're not having chest pains are you?" 
I shook my head and he held my hands in his, he kept me close to him and walked me through my breaths wiping my tears and keeping me in a grip that made me feel so safe but not smothered, he gave me time and space and made sure everything was alright until my panic attack began to melt away to nothing but memory,
"Are you alright?"
"Yes... Sorry Jack forgive me I-"
"It's alright. You frightened me. I'm just happy you're okay. You get these a lot?"
"I do... a lot of... bad memories sometimes come back."
"What sort ofg bad memroies?"
".. Lillian's father. Forgive me-"
"No, no I'm here if you need me you know that. You and Lillian. You don't have to tell me anything you don't want to." He said wrapping my arms around me to pull me into his chest, for a moment the metallic twang of blood hit my nose mixed with his sweet mahogany scent but I found it somewhat comforting, "I'm right here, I'm not going anywhere, I won't do anything to hurt you, or Lillian. you know that. I wouldn't dream of ever hurting my little  squirrel and her lovely mummy," 
"You mean it?"
"Of course I do," He said kissing my head, "Come on I'll take you both home."
"You don't need-"
"AH. I said I would. Doctors orders I'm taking you both home" He said as he pulled back and took her handle of Lillian's pram, "Hello you, you alright? Happy little squirrel now mummies feeling better? Good come on then Doctor Jack will read you a story," he told her, 
I nodded and led him back to my little apartment where I put Lillian down to bed, "Uhh have a seat, I guess," I said sitting on my bed,
"Is this really it?"
"Yep."
"You and Lillian? just in this little room."
"yes, we uhh her father use to live with us but of course he uhh..."
"Y/n... I don't want to push, you don't have to tell me but... where is Y/n's father?"
"...Dead."
"How'd be die?"
"He fell down drunk, down the stairwell and broke his neck."
"Ohh... Y/n, I'm so sorry."
"It's alright,"
"Did he drink a lot?"
"He did."
"Did he... No. Y/n... Did he... hurt you?"
I nodded frozen at the idea I was telling anyone, 
"Did he hurt Lillian too?"
I nodded, 
"...Is that why she wouldn't talk?"
"I think so. whenever she cried He would slap her. She learnt not to open her mouth. She cries again now but that's all."
"It happens in children, they learnt early on not to talk I'm so sorry Y/n, If I knew I'd-"
"It's alright, over now."
"Is it? or is he still lingering in your mind?"
"he still does I'm sorry Jack I-"
"Hey, Y/n listen to me." he said taking me in his arms, "I swear to you. I would never ever dream of hurting you. Or Lillian, I'm a doctor. All I want is for you both to be happy and healthy. I care about you, both of you." 
"I know you do,"
"Will you let me take care of you? both of you?"
"Just care for us?"
"I think you know I want more than just caring for you both." He smiled, "If you'd let me."
"...I'd like to let you,"
He smiled and rubbed his nose against mine as she stoked my cheek, "May I?"
"You may," I nodded,
He smiled and closed the gap letting our lips meet. 
I smiled sitting in the little hospital room with Lillian on my lap, as the door opened,
"Awww it's my lovely gorgeous stunning ravishing lady," Jack smiled as he saw me coming to kiss me, "And my little  squirrel too? I'm getting spoilt today." He smiled kissing Lillian's little head as he took her and gave her a bounce, "Not that I don't love to see you but why are you here? you were both alright when I left this morning, this couldn't wait till I get home,"
"No, I was coming into the hospital anyway,"
"Not to see me!" He pouted, 
"No to see, someone else."
"Who? What for? you're alright aren't you both?"
"She's fine."
"And you?"
"... I have some news, Jack."
"Wha- what is it?"
"We're gonna have a baby,"
"A- A baby! Y/n, you mean it!"
"I do midwife told me today, we're having a baby," 
He set Lillian on the floor to play and immediately took me in his arms giving me a million kisses, "Ummm I love you. I love you. I love you so so much. You are so beautiful, so perfect, you're gonna grow our sweet little baby!" He smiled 
"I love you too," I smiled, 
"We're gonna have a baby..."
"we are." 
"I couldn't be happier my darling," He smiled before he kissed me and went picking up Lillian, "You're gonna get a little brother, you excited little  squirrel,"
"I'm sure she is." I smiled,
"Now, you are going on a baby-friendly diet, you are going to relax, have nice hot baths, and I will be here to give you as many back rubs as you need." he smiled "No arguments."
"Yes Jack," I giggled,
"Perfect," He smiled, "And I'll look after Lillian so you're not overwhelmed, and even if you get so much as a whiff of a panic attack I will drip everything to take care of you, Y/n. I promise,"
"Thank you, Jack," 
I smiled as I headed to the hospital courtyard where I spotted Jack waiting for us, 
"Aww, there's my lovely ladies," He cooed, 
"Ahh little one has something to show you," I smiled, 
"Oh?"
"Go on then sweetie," I smiled putting her little feet on the grass,
"You're kidding?" He smiled excitedly as he watched her wonder over to him even if she almost fell a few times, but he scooped her up and soaked her with kisses, "Look at you! such a big girl! you're doing so good! My beautiful little squirrel," He cooed, "You are becoming just as beautiful as your mummy," He smiled, "Now you are walking there is nothing my little squirrel can't achieve! she'll be head surgeon by Sunday."
"I think she has a way to go with that yet Jack," I laughed, 
"I guess, but look at your mummy isn't she glowing? absolutely ravishing," He smiled giving me a little kiss I smiled and gave him a sweet kiss, "She's beautiful isn't she Lillian?" 
"I think she'd agree I am a boat." I laughed stroking my bump,
"Awww you're a very beautiful boat. a boat I shall happily steal and live my life on if I must." He smiled, "How is our littlest one?" He asked stroking my bump,
"Kicking away as usual."
"Alright, come on up to the office I'll give you a back rub, put Squirrel down for a little nap and give littlest one a cuddle and a kiss," He cooed, "Come on let's head upstairs," 
I smiled as I sat in the little bed tired but happy, as I held our little boy in my arms his little eyes were barely even open, Jack beside me playing with little Peter's fingers, Jack had just cleaned off his hands from helping me with the birth. "He's beautiful,"
"He is, he's so perfect."
"Are you okay Y/n?"
"I'm alright Jack," I smiled leaning on his shoulder, 
"Good, I was worried for a while there but you did amazing. My strong beautiful wife." 
"Thank you, You were strong too I don't imagine it was fun for you."
"Terrifying. Watching my own son come out of my wife. knowing if I do anything wrong I might seriously hurt both of you. Yeah not exactly a fun time for me." he laughs, "but it's all worth it, for this little guy," 
"It truly was," I smiled, "Shall we?"
"Shall we? I think we shall." He cooed giving my lips a kiss and little boy's head a kiss before he got up and went out for a moment so I gave our little boy some kisses until Jack returned with Lillian in his arms he brought her over in her little blue dress sitting her on his lap as he sat on the bed, "Lillian? Sweetie, My sweet little Squirrel, this is your little brother."
"You're little brother, Peter, he's very excited to meet you," I smiled letting her see him a little better, 
She came closer looking at him playing with his fingers curiously, "P-peter."
Immediately I got choked up to hear her sweet little voice, the first thing she'd ever said to us, 
"yes, that's your little brother little Peter." Jack smiled,
"Peter." she nodded before she gave Jack, I and Peter a little hug, "Love."
"Aww, we love you too Lillian,"
"We love you very much little squirrel, you, and your little brother we both do." Jack told her, "And I love mummy very much too," He smiled at me,
"I love Daddy very much too," I smiled giving Jack a sweet kiss, 
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the-fiction-witch · 3 months
Text
I'm sorry my love...
Media The Artful Dodger
Character Jack Dawkins
Couple Jack X Reader
Rating Sad + Sweet
Warnings surgery/ depression / amputation
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I finished up in the morgue arranging my scalpels down and cleaning up, I heard footsteps on the stairs but didn't question it, suspecting some nurse chattering about, but the morgue doors unfurled dramatically to the most captivating of sights.
Stood in the doorway she stood, in her heeled leather lace-up boots, her blue plaid dress with her immense bird cage style crinoline and bustle under it giving her a swooping skirt with a little tail that follows behind her, her charming little black gloves, her velvety Y/h/C hair pinned up with her little black hat and hatpin, her black lace parasol folded up in her hand, her beautiful oceanic Y/e/C eyes looking at me.
"Humm well, it's not every day I get a visit from such a beautiful young lady," I smiled at her,
"Ummm," she glared a little coming closer to look over the work I'd done almost inspecting it,
"Humm, if you're lost looking for the ocean little Syren I'd be more than delighted to walk you back," I joked,
"Very funny," She rolled her eyes as she leant across the table and pressed her precious silky elegant lips against mine, I wasted no time to kiss her back, I moved my hand to her cheek and stroked her smooth skin until we pulled back keeping out noses close enough to stroke each other so I could look into her blue eyes and smile at her sweet face, "Hello,"
"Hello, Mrs Dawkins," I smirked,
"You really enjoy calling me that don't you?"
"Of course I do, it reminds me of you're my little bird," I cooed as I gave her a sweet kiss,
"you're too sweet sometimes Jack,"
"Well, you're easy to be sweet too when you're so sugary,"
"Are you ready to head home Y/n?"
"Of course I am," I nodded cleaning off my hands and getting my apron off handing her a cloth to clean off her face where when I stroked her I had put blood across her pale skin, "What do I have to look forward too tonight?"
"mushroom soup,"
"Oohh, let's get home then." I smiled as I took her hand and we headed up out of the hospital and onto the darkening Port Victory streets, I held her close as we walked the streets eager to get home.
I perked up as we walked when I heard the sound of horseshoes and a scream behind us. I turned in panic and saw a black coach with horses rushing down the street towards us I quickly pulled Y/n into my chest and bolted out of the way as quickly as I could turning us so she was away from the street, feeling the cabin miss my back by maybe an inch. I had my arms around her as tight as possible her own hands on my jacket as we both just stopped our hearts racing our breath sharp.
"Are you okay!"
"I'm fine. I'm fine. Are you okay?"
"Yeah... I'm fine too."
"Ohh... that was close," she nodded as she cracked her nervous laugh and I joined her too in that nervous breathy laugh you get after a terrifying experience,
"Too close. far too close." I told her before giving her a sweet kiss feeling our hearts racing as we kissed as we were filled with adrenaline and I admit part of me kinda got excited by it.
As we pulled away I gave her nose a little stroke with my own, "I'm just glad you're okay... I don't know what I'd do if something happened to you little bird,"
"I don't know what I'd do if anything happened to you either," she smiled, "Come on let's get home before something else goes wrong,"
I nodded and held her tight as we headed home to our little house, we had dinner and cuddled up cozy by the fire, my back against the sofa arm the book in my hand, her chin resting on my sternum as we cuddled up close with a blanket over our legs, her hat gone so I could play with her sweet Y/h/C hair,
"This meeting of the two parties proved highly Sat.. sati..."
"Sound it out," she reminded as she took my hand from her hair to hold it tight,
"Sat.. is.. fact.. ory.. satisfactory" I nodded,
"Perfect Jack," She smiled kissing my hand,
"and decided the whole business at once. Each lady was previously well disposed for an agreement, and saw nothing, therefore, but good manners in the other" I read,
"what is it?"
"No, I think I- and, with regard to the gentlemen, there was such a..."
"A?"
"uhhh.. Hurty?"
She peaked the book a little "hearty, Hearty good humour, Jack"
"Ohh... Hearty good humour such an open," I read, "Thank you, Y/n," I smiled kissing her head, "trusting lib- liberality.. liberality on the Admiral's side, as could not but influence Sir Walter," I read, "who had besides been flattered into his very best and most polished behaviour by Mr Shepherd's Ass- ass- asur- asuran-" I stumbled a little trying to figure this word out, "Little bird?"
"Let me see," she smiled having another peak, "Assurances,"
"Ahh, right... assurances of his being known, by report, to the Admiral, as a model of good breeding."
"You're getting better," She smiled,
"do I get a kiss?"
"You get a big kiss,"
"A big kiss? I did that well?"
"Yes you did," she smiled giving my lips a sweet kiss and I happily kissed her back cradling her in my arms, till we pulled back,
"So? thinking of breeding?"
"Something you're implying Jack?"
"Maybe,"
"Alright,"
"Yes! Let's go my little bird," I smirked setting the book down and tugging her upstairs to bed.
I headed out to the courtyard for a break, to get some air for a moment. Thinking of my plans for the day, even if I mostly just wanted to get home and get cuddled up with Y/n. She did say she was going to make a pie today... can I just... nip home for pie? surely no one will miss me if I just pop home for a slice of pie... Suddenly I heard a scream, that chilled my body to the core.
"Y/n!" I bolted up and out onto the street where I saw her in her emerald green dress covered in blood, her body on the road, screaming.
I ran to her side and looked at her overseeing her dress torn, her leg mangled, her face scared and scratched, "Oh- oh my god- Y/n! my sweet little bird!" I cried seeing her like this, "What happened? What the hell happened!" I yelled to the people at the market,
"A dog- he came out of nowhere. He attacked her." A woman said,
"Don't worry little bird. don't you worry. I'm going to get you inside, and get you looked after, I promise" I told her taking off my tie and grabbing her hat pin to use as a ternikit for her leg doing it as tight as possible to try and prevent the bleeding so I could get a look at the damage even if I could tell from her screaming and from just what little I could see it was bad.
The nurses heard the commotion and rushed out to help quickly getting her into the theatre, I rushed around getting everything I needed whenever I could I held her hand and kissed her head,
"Step aside dawkins, let me work." Doctor Sneed came through with a smirk rolling up his sleeves,
"Don't. You. Dare." I warn him as I hold Y/n in my arms, "Don't even think about it. YOU are not touching her. You are not touching MY WIFE. No one is performing surgery or even looking at my wife! I am doing this. No one else."
"Jack are you sure you-" Hetty began,
"I'm sure!" I yelled, "No one is doing this but me."
Sneed sighed and backed off so I held her tight and gave her a sweet kiss on the lips,
"You're gonna be okay Y/n, I promise everything is gonna be okay. I admit this is going to be the worst pain of your life but I promise you I am going to do absolutely anything I can to make sure you're going to be alright," I told her, "I love you so much, Y/n, my sweet little bird. your favourite memory take your mind there,"
She nodded fighting back her tears so I kissed her again before I grabbed my scalpel.
I held my breath but got to work doing my best to investigate the state of the damage, her leg had been ravished by the dogs attacks, and her bone shattered barely anything left of it, I did try and sew up the bleeding, I tried to sew and cut trying to save her leg but I knew the longer I waited the more obvious it became that I couldn't. And the longer I waited the more blood she lost and the higher the risk of infection and I couldn't listen to her screaming. I sighed and got the saw I needed and I saw the panic in her eyes.
"I... I'm sorry my love," I told her wiping the tears from my eyes,
She shook her head tears flooding down her face, I couldn't face her as I worked as fast as I could doing my best to make it as painless as possible, As I removed her leg as low as I could and sewed her up. "It's over. it's over. It's all over little bird. it's all okay, you're gonna be okay Y/n," I told her kissing her sweet head,
I came through into the room setting down some soup on the table before I sat down beside her bed, "Hello little bird, how are you feeling?"
She looked at me with tear-stained cheeks without saying a word,
"I know you're upset Y/n, but I - I had to do what was best. I couldn't save your leg. You know I would if I could."
"I know..." She nodded, "I know you... you had to jack it just an... adjustment."
"It will be little bird," I told her holding her hand tightly, "The phantom limb will fade in time, I've got Tim working on a prosthetic for you I've told him to take his time make it look pretty for you,"
"Thank you Jack, I'm so sorry I don't mean to seem ungrateful-"
"It's alright, it's a big adjustment" I reassured her, "After everything I'm not surprised you're stressed and upset,"
"I'm most certainly not eager to see any dogs,"
"Understandable Little bird," I laughed, "Well you have nothing to worry about I'm going to be here every step of the way, I'm going to hold your hand through all of it I promise,"
"Thank you," she smiled squeezing my hand back,
I arrived home but before I could even think I dropped my bag and rushed to the stairs where Y/n sat in tears,
"Y/n! Little bird what's the matter! Are you alright!"
"I- I was trying to go to the kitchen," She cried as I cradled her in my arms,
"Why didn't you wait for me?"
"I- I didn't want to be a bother..."
"It's no trouble, Y/n you need help you're still getting used to this big change come on I'll help you up," I told her trying to help her to her foot but she only cried,
"I don't want to. Just leave me here..."
"I'm not just leaving you on the stairs, come on you got this far don't give up now let me help you back up and we'll get you down to the kitchen,"
"what's the point..."
"Y/n... you're not going to be okay again instantly, it's a big change, to need to learn to walk again, need to learn your balance again. I know it's hard, even seems impossible. But you have to keep trying my love." I told her, "Come on little bird, let's get you up and hopping like a little bunny down the stairs and I promise if you still can't walk when you get to the bottom I'll carry you the rest of the way," I told her kissing her head and helping her up her arm clutched to the bannister, I walked down to the bottom but stood ready to rush up and grab her if I nodded too, "Come on. I know you can do it."
She fought through her tears and hopped down the stairs one by one but lost her balance and tumbled down again so I quickly took her back into my arms as she burst into tears again,
"It's okay little bird, I'm still proud of you Y/n, you'll get it soon I know you will," I smiled kissing her and picking her up to carry her to the kitchen to look after her bruises,
I headed home and excitedly headed up to the bedroom where Y/n lay in bed her Y/h/C hair mattered and the covers were pulled up tightly, she hadn't been out of the bed much since leaving the hospital, luckily Prof was fairly accepting of me heading home on breaks to check up on her since being discharged, I had picked her up to take her down for dinner a few times but she was never happy about, I had yet to see her sweet lips smile since the amputation and I missed her smile so badly. She just sat up in bed all day with tear-stained cheeks, she hadn't been reading, or cooking or doing much of anything, she was a shell of herself and I felt terrible that I was the one to do this to her, it felt like... I cut out her soul when I cut off her leg.
"Ohh little bird?" I cooed,
"Hello Jack," She said her voice distant and vacant,
"How are you feeling?"
"... fine,"
"I have a gift for my lovely lady,"
"I'm not in the mood,"
"Are you sure? It's a really nice gift."
"Alright," She sighed,
"Behold, a beautiful leg for my beautiful wife," I smiled showing it off for her, "Tim got it working from a wooden manakin leg for you," I told her sitting on the bed, "Shall we give it a go then?"
"I don't know Jack..."
"Come on, For me little bird." I pleaded pulling a pouty face for her but not even that made her crack a smile,
"Alright," she nodded defeat in her voice,
"That's my girl," I smiled kissing her and pulling back the covers revealing her amputation she could barely look away tears slipping down her cheeks, "what's the matter?"
"I... I don't like looking at it."
"Why not? I think I did a pretty good job," I chuckled but she didn't laugh, "Y/n, why aren't you excited? You'll be able to walk around again? It'll take some getting used to."
"Jack." She spoke up, "I can't face looking at it, thinking about it... My body doesn't feel like me anymore."
"You really can't?"
"I can't. I feel like... I'm locked up in here. Like everything I knew is gone."
"Will you try? for me?"
"...I don't know If I can."
"I know... But you just need to embrace it, come on you know you can. You are a big strong girl. You just need to get back into the rhythm of things again" I told her as I pushed up her nightie and slipped on the prosthetic and gave it an adjustment to make sure it sat tight, "Awww look at you, you look very cute." I smiled kissing her,
"I'm a pirate."
"A pirate? Ohhh wooden leg... right? Well, you're a very beautiful Pirate." I told her giving her more kisses, "And trust me just walking around on a ship his hard enough when you do have two legs. If those dirty pirates can do that, I see no reason my little bird can't do it."
"I don't think I can... it... it feels foreign."
"It will do, you need to give it time is all, embrace it, and make it feel like you." I told her, "Come on you're a clever girl, what if... we paint the toes on it to make it match your outfits?" I suggested and she cracked a tiny smile across her lips, "What if we slip your stockings over it? hey? have it match the other in your cute little cotton and lace stockings?" I suggested stroking my hands up her wooden leg like I would her other being slow and seductive, "though I admit... you make it look too good I might not be able to keep my hands off," I smirked at her, "I'll end up stealing it while you're sleeping to cuddle with,"
"Jack!" she laughed,
"Maybe we can get some ink and give you some cool tattoos?"
"Jack! No" She smiled unable to stop laughing,
"No? I think you'd look beautiful," I smiled, "No matter what, I think you look beautiful Y/n,"
"You mean it?"
"Of course I do, You're my wife. My sweet little bird, no matter what I love you and think you are the most beautiful girl in the whole world,"
"Even with this?" she asked moving her leg a little
"Even with this." I nodded kissing her thigh,
I finished up on the ward and headed towards the prep room work ready for surgery, but I stopped short as I saw the door open in the entryway and I almost cried.
The door opened and Y/n came in her little boots on, her sweet sky blue and white dress, her little white gloves, her Y/h/C hair clean and soft with a little white hat, a wooden stick in her hand to aid her as she slowly walked with a little bit of a wobble but still graceful and poised as ever.
"Good Afternoon," she straightened herself up,
I just pulled her into my chest giving her a tight hug and a million kisses, "I love you so so much little bird,"
"I love you too Jack,"
"I'm so proud of you, really. I'm so so proud of you Y/n."
"Thank you, Jack, it's not easy but I'm getting the hang of it."
"I'm delighted to see you up and about again, you look so beautiful, it's so amazing to see you smile again,"
"Thank you," she blushed,
"I have surgery this afternoon, and then how about I walk my lovely little bird home?"
"That sounds lovely,"
"Alright, we just have to make sure you don't push yourself too hard,"
"If I get too tired would you carry me?"
"Of course I will little bird,"
"Perfect, if you're feeling up to it we could take a stroll by the water?"
"We'll see how I feel..." She nodded, "But either way we'll walk home together and we can make dinner,"
"Ohh? Pie?"
"Pie for dinner." she nodded, 
"I love you so much," I squeezed her kissing her cute little head, 
"I love you too," she smiled giving me a little kiss, "And its Tuesday, reading time and you're well behind given how many we've missed,"
"I suppose I am, okay. After dinner, we'll do some reading." I nodded "Come on you can come cozy up in the prep room with me." I smiled holding her hand and leading her slowly with me, 
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the-fiction-witch · 1 month
Text
Corset
Media The Artful Dodger
Character Jack Dawkins
Couple Jack X Reader
Rating Smutty
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I sat on the theatre steps to have a breather from the day of various work, Jack sat a few steps above me, he'd fetched us both a beer from the hospital kitchens so he sat down and popped the bottle caps off with his fingers. He offered me the bottle so I took it in my hand and took a sip.
"How'd you do that?" I asked,
"Humm?" He asked as he glanced over to me as he sipped his own beer,
"How'd you do that? Take the caps off." 
He shrugged, "It's not hard," 
"Explain it then?"
"If you push on it at the place it just pops off." He explained as he tossed the bottle cap from her beer between his fingers as he often does with his lucky penny,
I rolled my eyes, "another of the skills with your quick nibble surgeon fingers,"
"Kinda," He smirked, "One of my many skills,"
"What are your other skills?" I asked,
"Well..." He smirked, "I am a genius surgeon,"
"Debatable,"
"I am an expert poker player," 
"doubtful,"
"A fantastic pickpocket,"
"That's not something to be proud of Jack," 
"I can open bottles with my fingers," 
"Useless if one owns a bottle opener," I laughed, "Anything else?"
"...I can whistle?"
"So can like eighty percent of the population, Jack,"
"I can... peal an orange one-handed?"
"...Can you?"
"I can,"
"...w-wh- Why? When? How did you find out you could do that?"
"I get an orange for breakfast most days, and I can't be asked to take both hands out my covers." 
"Not really a very useful skill is it?"
"say what you will I get to keep one hand still in my covers on a cold morning and I think that's pretty great,"
"Umm it's what you're doing with that hand that worried me," I rolled my eyes,
"Oooh that's another thing I can do-"
"I don't wanna know!"
"Don't you?"
"NO!"
"Ohh... you sure you don't wanna know?"
"Fine..." I sighed, 
"six minutes."
"That... that is not something to be proud of Jack," 
"I think it is," He shrugged, "Six minutes and I can use the rest of my time to nap. It's fucking great."
"Alright, alright. I'm not going to go there," I chuckled, "That the end of your list of skills then Doctor Dawkins?"
"I can remove a corset one-handed,"
"...No you can't,"
"Yes, I can,"
"No. you can't."
"Yes. I can."
"That's impossible,"
"I can do it, one-handed. under a minute." 
"Jack. I have been wearing a corset every day since I was ten, you can not remove a corset with one hand." 
"Try me," 
"You know what," I glared finishing my drink and getting up starting to undo my dress, as I walked down to the main theatre floor and I slipped off my dress leaving me in my boots, stockings, underdress and of course my corset. "Fine."
"... I'm kinda tired..."
"No. no. no, You said you could do it." 
He came down beer in hand and paced around me, "No, wrong type of corset."
"No, you said you could do it."
"...What in it for me if I can?" He crossed his arms, 
"I'll buy you beer,"
"I have Beer,"
"... I'll put Sneed on all the early shifts for the next week,"
"Ooohh..." He smirked, "That's enticing,"
"We have a deal?"
"...Maybe," he smirked, "You put Sneed on all the early shifts for a month,"
"Week."
"Two weeks."
"Fine,"
"And!"
"And?"
"And... once your corsets off," he smirked as he moved, closer so his hot breath with the scent of his beer close to my face, "You let me fondle those," He smirked as he glanced down at my breasts,
"Jack!" I protested as I put a hand over my cleavage, 
"That's my terms,"
"Alright, IF and only If you can remove my corset, one-handed, in under a minute, I'll put Sneed   on the early shifts for two weeks and you can put one hand on them,"
"Both."
"One."
"both and a squeeze?"
"One and a fondle,"
"Both and a fondle?"
"...Fine," I sighed,
"Yes," He smirked, 
"But. if you can't do it... I get to put you on all the early shifts for a month."
"Deal," He smirked as he offered his hand, 
I shook his hand and turned away from him, He smirked and paced around me he set his beer on the table, intertwined his fingers and stretched his arms before then giving his fingers a roll. 
"Hey. one-handed," I warned, 
He rolled his eyes and sighed, "Fine."
"I don't trust you." 
"I'll even hold my beer. So you know I'm only using one hand." 
"Alright, you have one minute-"
"I won't need it,"
"And... start," I told him,
He just smirked sipped his drink and rested his hand on the centre of my corset his fingers gripped the left side and his palm held the right side he gripped it and shifted it letting the front clips all move and shift so the second he removed his hand the corset clips snapped open and the corset fell to the floor. I was shocked my jaw fell to the floor as I stared at him. He smirked with that cocky smile and took another sip of his drink. "Told Ya." 
"wh- wh- How- A- Ho- W- Wha- How'd you-" I stuttered, "What the hell Jack!"
"I told you I could do it," he smirked, 
"What kinda business! Are you getting up to that you can do that!" 
"I'm a doctor." He glared, 
"That is not an excuse."
"Yes, it is, what if you were having a heart attack or breathing problems and I needed to get your corset off? Don't you want your doctor to be able to do it quickly and one-handed so I can use the other hand to help you faster?" 
"Still!" I protested, "How often are you doing this! How much practice at removing ladies' corsets are you getting to do it that fast!"
"Never you mind," he smirked, "Now... my prize please,"
"Fine, I'll make sure Sneed's on all the early shifts on the next rotas,"
"Thank you,"
I rolled my eyes and went to grab my dress but he grabbed my hand, "Ah. ah. ha. And my other prize?"
"I do not recall any other prize," I lied,
"Liar. Come on your corset's already off just let me have my prize," he smirked as he wrapped his arms around my waist and nuzzled into my neck,
"Fine," I sighed, "Over my underdress!" 
"Ohh under your dress?" he smirked,
"No!" I protested, "I said Over. My. Underdress."
"Awww fine," He whined, 
His hands quickly slipped up my cotton underdress and he took a firm grip on my breasts, I sighed and did my best not to enjoy it as he fondled and gently squeezed them.
"Okay, that's enough." I told him as I pushed his hands off,
"Fine," He sighed, 
"That the end of your list of skills then?"
"Well, I have one more,"
"Oh?"
"I am a phenomenal lover," He whispered in my ear,
"Umm I'll take your word for it." I rolled my eyes, 
"Aw you don't wanna test me on that one?" he smirked nuzzling his nose into my cheek, 
"No, I'll believe you." 
"What if I want you to test me?" 
"... Fine, but I only have to put Sneed on the early rota for one week," 
"Deal," he smirked, "You are so cute when you're mad at me,"
"I'm always mad at you," 
"I know, means you're always cute," he smiled as he kissed my cheek, "Now... Lets head upstairs so I can prove it," he smirked as he picked me up and threw me on his shoulder,
"Jack!" I protested,
"Oohh get use to screaming that darling," he smirked as he grabbed his beer and carried me up to his room. 
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the-fiction-witch · 3 months
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Arrangement P2
Media The Artful Dodger
Character Jack Dawkins
Couple Jack X Reader
Rating Flirty
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Requested  More!!! Yes please! OH MY GOD do part 2 where they skip to the wedding and get up to no good 😏 I need a part 3!! pt 2 plz
"did you have anything you wanted to ask or know about myself? Or am I simply a woman so that's enough to be your wife?" She asked,
"yes...I would like to know more things about you. I would like to know the real Y/n, not just the pretty girl who is going to be my wife."
"of course, ask away then" She nodded, 
"I suppose the obvious first question is...what do you like to do for fun?"
"I read. I sew. I bake of occasions"
I nodded, I rather liked those answers. 
She reads, sews and bakes. Those all sound like very wholesome activities. Very Wifely, I can imagine her sewing my shirts and baking me cookies for work. 
 "well...what kind of books do you like to read? are you more into fiction or perhaps more nonfiction? do you like a nice romance novel? I suppose romance is something that might be right up your alley." I smirked, "Perhaps reading some romance in preparation for our meeting? but you seem like a woman of...depth...and a woman who has more layers to her than meet the eye."
"I don't much enjoy romance I find it very repetitive, I do love a good nonfiction book it's always interesting to learn but" she explained, "I enjoy mystery, horror, and thriller a good murder mystery novel cannot be topped" she smiled genuinely giving my arm a little squeeze,
Awww that genuine smile and that squeeze. it's the kind of contact I'd been craving from her all day, and it makes me feel even more attracted to her. I felt very lucky... to be so close to her and get to hear more about her like I was discovering a beautiful garden now her harsh walls of stone were lowered, she sounds like the perfect woman...I barely want this day to end.
"that's very interesting, actually. I would have never guessed that. I mean I could guess the mystery part. but horror and thriller? those are such intense genres. why do you like them?"
"I enjoy the darker more macabre I suppose" she giggled,
my curiosity piqued as she mentioned 'macabre' I couldn't help but smirk and let a sly smile form across my lips pulling out my most flirtatious language, "a woman after my own heart. dark and macabre. I think you're the only one who can make such a claim and get away with it. I don't think anyone else could pull that off. I have to admit, it's somewhat sexy that you're attracted to such intense genres."
"Pardon?" She chuckled, 
"I said I think you're sexy when you're into dark and macabre things. isn't that what I said? did I say that wrong? am I not making myself clear here?"
"it was clear I was merely checking I heard correctly," her lips curling into a smile
"yes, you heard correctly. a lady who likes dark and macabre stuff...is pretty sexy. I will stand by what I said." I smirked, "I am a surgeon," I chuckled, "Blood, bodies and death are a key part of my day," 
"So you'd say you like a more macabre young lady?"
I bit my lip hard trying not to imagine her with her hands and a pretty dress covered in blood, Ummm she'd look good like that. The thought of a dark macabre young lady admittedly excited me, and the thought of my wife being like that... well how can I not love it. "yes...I do indeed, a young lady who's a bit macabre is incredibly attractive to me. I can't help but find such a woman intriguing...and sexy."
"ohhh wait till you see my bedroom" she giggled to herself biting her lip a little,
"Oh my...I dare say you're only making me more interested and excited. I would love to see your bedroom..." I smirked, Half at the idea of merely seeing her bedroom and at the idea of my macabre little firecracker. 
"I don't know it might frighten you" She raised her eyebrow, 
"frighten me? my dear, nothing you can do will frighten me. I'm a surgeon. I see more blood than a human holds most days, but... I find this dark and macabre side of you enticing and appealing. I want to see what really lies underneath that innocent and charming exterior of yours. I dare say that the darker and more intense nature is what I really want to see..."
"humm" she smiled clearly enjoying herself as by now we had finished with the garden and headed back towards the house 
I can't help but be mesmerized by her gloved hands, which have now taken mine, the soft supple texture of her fingers in the sweet velvet as they intertwine with mine. I rather felt a wave of sensual excitement build inside me as her gloved hands intertwined with mine. I can't help feeling incredibly aroused, this is not just due to the physical touch, this sight mixed with the flirtatiousness we had been experiencing back and forth with each other unable to remove the thought of marrying my little macabre firecracker makes my body ignite. 
her fingers began dancing on my palm for a while only causing me more excitement and arousal and after a while, I noticed she was not just playing with my palm but reading it her fingers tracing subtle lines and shapes on my palm was so exhilarating. the more she traces, the more my body trembles. suddenly I became very curious to know what she could tell.
"oh ...what do you see in my palm, My dear?"
"very strong lines, life line shaky at the start but I'd say that's fair"
I felt a little odd she brought it up, as I know she's right. "well you're definitely not wrong about that. I'm actually pretty surprised that you can read my palm accurately, although I suppose that's what you learn to do when you read so many dark and eerie genres..."
"Something like that," 
I stared deeply into her eyes, My expression of pure devotion as I felt her soft hands tracing those strong lines on my palm. I am already so captivated by her beauty and by these innocent gestures knowing what's behind them. I was already feeling so aroused by her that now my breathing is quick and shallow my feelings showing themselves in the slight trembling in my hands as she continues to read my palm. "well, I hope that's true. and you're telling me this based on the line shapes only?"
"ummm, heart line is very thick too you must be very caring, fate line is very strange though"
"Strange? in what way? what does my strange fate line indicate?"
"usually difficulty with life, with money and with experience usually a struggling life"
"yes...you are correct in that. my life has been fairly difficult so far." I nodded, "What a clever little thing you are my dear," 
"forgive me. I shouldn't" She shook her head trying to separate our hands but I took her hands in mine again, 
"no, please. it's ok. I think it's good for me to know that information. maybe I've just been having bad luck so far, and it will turn around someday. but it can't be right all the time...right?"
"no, it does straighten out see," she said showing off the lines in my hand, honestly they just looked like lines to me but it was still interesting to hear her talk like this with me, and feeling  her trace the lines with her velvet gloved fingers were helping,
"so...this indicates...a turn of luck?"
"mhm, struggle and then stability, and look your heart line and love line join," she said showing off where two lines become one, 
"yes...they do. I've never read into any of this at all. what does it mean that they join together like that?"
"it means your love life and relationships meet and then combine with your heart's true intentions usually means soul- ohh uhh soulmates." she blushed letting my hand go and fixing her hair behind her ear, 
Awwww her blush is so cute, "Soulmates?" I smirked at her and she blushed more,
"If you believe in that sort of thing," 
" believe in it," I told her, part of me honestly did I like to think there is someone special out there for everyone, but most likely never find them, and I also just wanna tease her a little more, and if she believes this stuff? no harm in thinking we... couple be. "I believe this was destiny...and what you had just described. soulmates. I absolutely believe in that sort of thing...I am a hopeless romantic at times."
She nodded as we walked blush flooding her cute little cheeks, I just wanted to kiss all her her sweet little red face. 
"And...what about you? do you believe in the same things? love at first sigh...being soulmates and all that jazz?"
"I don't know honestly, I would like to believe such things but I think I am too uncertain to truly believe them" she said fiddling with her fingers,
"Being sceptical is good, very good I think. doesn't mean you can't be allowed to believe in a little magic," I winked, I am...quite a bit sceptical myself. but the way today has gone...and the way you've made me feel...I have to believe that this was simply meant to be. I cannot believe anything less than that."
"I have..." She began stopping walking and fully turning herself to face him fiddling with her fingers and being almost unable to make eye contact "hope."
"Hope?"
"Mhm, Hope."
"For us?"
"For us." she nodded,
"then I feel the same. I also have hope for us. let us promise to hold on to our hope and make things work. let us try our hardest to make this work and be the happiest we can be...together." I smiled kissing her hand, 
"I'd like that Jack," she nodded, 
I smiled so warmly to think this was true I know I already got lucky that an arranged marriage was to a woman so beautiful so sweet, so firey, and so many of my desires all in one woman, and now to hear she had hope for us even after so little time together, hope for our soon to be marriage, It made me feel so cozy, I was starting to believe maybe she was my soulmate, my most perfect little innocent macabre firecracker of a woman soon to be my wife, I rubbed my thumb against her hand and for a moment was convinced we simply had become part of a romance novel, as I glanced at her sweet eyes holding her hand, it all felt so delicate, so tender, so sweet, a little sensual those sweet eyes looking back at me, "I would like that too..."
Y/n and I made our way back to the house and into the dining room where the formal dinner was to take place. The large meal was already laid on the table and was indeed quite impressive. Mr. Y/l/n takes his place at the head of the table with his wife Mrs Y/l/n, to his left. 
I was seated at the other end of the table directly across from Mr. Y/l/n. Y/n is seated to the left of me. already my stomach was rumbling after a good while of hospital food, I did my best to seem a proper gentleman even if my mouth was watering, Mr. Y/l/n raised from his seat with his glass so we all did too with our full glasses, 
Mr Y/l/n he smiles warmly, his eyes brightening, "I'd say today we toast, to agreements come to pass, to clear skies ahead" he said, "To marriage and to love young" he said raising his glass to Y/n and I, "and old" he gleamed raising his glass to his wife, 
I smiled as we all had a sip after the toast that was very sweet and then he looked to me,
"I think that is a very appropriate toast that you have chosen, Mr. Y/l/n...I hope that we can all share happy and successful marriages like the two of you." 
"Here, here," He nodded and we all had another sip before sitting and getting on with dinner.
Be a gentleman. Be a gentleman. 
I'm at the table with her parents, and my soon-to-be wife, having met her less than two hours ago. I have to be proper, I know I'm hungry and I know there is literally a whole roast chicken in front of me! but I need to... BEHAVE. But I... did my best. 
Once dinner was done we headed to the parlor where Y/n sat with her mother the two signing back and forth, and Mr Y/l/n put his arm around my shoulder in a very fatherly way, "Shall we have a drink then Doctor Dawkins? I am rather eager to have my first drink with my soon-to-be son-in-law." 
"Ohh yes I'd be delighted sir," I nodded,
"No no, No sir, Just Martin. You are to be my son-in-law. You are to be family." He said as he fixed us each a glass of whiskey, he handed me my own and we clicked our glasses. "Just a week to the wedding,"
"Just a week, I admit I am quite excited." I nodded, I chatted with her father for a while being pleasant as I slowly drank the whiskey, doing my best to be a gentleman and conversationalist even if I think I missed some secret conversations given her mother would often sign things and they would reply back to her in sign so I have no clue what anyone is saying, I should really learn. I'm sure y/n can teach me once we're married, just feel like kinda a dick making her mother lip-read me, and I'm sure it would be handy in the hospital. For patients and for secretly insulting Sneed. 
I noticed her mother sign something and Y/n blushed a little,
"Perfect idea Darling," He smiled signing back to his wife, "I think we shall leave the engaged couple to chat I'm sure they'll get along swimmingly," he said taking her by the arm and the two leaving shutting the door to let Y/n and I be alone. 
"Would you care to join me?" She asked flicking a deck of cards between her hands, 
I smirked immediately downing the rest of my drink, "I'd be delighted, my dear." 
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the-fiction-witch · 2 months
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Favourite Nurse
Media The Artful Dodger
Character Jack Dawkins
Couple Jack X Reader
Rating Sweet AF
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I stood in the surgical theatre sweeping, scrubbing and cleaning the place down in the early morning light, my cheap scratchy nurse dress around me as I tried to remove blood stains from the table. I heard the door creak open and a voice spoke up.
"Humm... There's my favourite nurse." He slyly smiled,
I looked up seeing Doctor Jack Dawkins leant on the wooden door frame that led into the prep room, in his usual brown trousers, white faded shirt with blood-stained sleeves, blue waistcoat and tattered green tie, his blonde hair dusty and dirty as usual. His arms crossed smugly over his chest and that stupid sly smile on his lips. 
I turned on my heels to face him moving a strand of hair out my eyes and setting both hands on my hips, "Ah Doctor Dawkins,"
"The Very same my darling," 
"Just the man I've been looking for, I have a bone to pick with you,"
"ohh really?" he smirked as he moved his hands behind him and swaggered over with an air of teasing playfulness, "Umm... Go on then my darling, But I think we both know what bone I want you to be picking at," 
"You left the surgical theatre in an utter abhorrence!" I complain, "Tools used and all over the place, floor blanketed in blood, if you are going to do surgery in the middle of the night you could at least tidy up after yourself!" 
His tone soured, "I don't have time my darling," He rolled his eyes, "If I hadn't acted quickly the man would be dead by now. So I had to perform an emergency operation late last night or early this morning... not confident which it was."
"That's not an excuse not to clean up after yourself."
"But I was tired," he pouted, 
"I am not your maid Jack, as much as you like to think I am," I told him as I took my bucket out with me to the courtyard, but he followed me. 
"I know you're not. I just needed your help. We are the only ones working round the clock here. It's not my fault my body won't let me stay up past 10 anymore."
"That doesn't mean I'm your maid," I told him as I tipped my bucket over the stairwell and set it down with the others, but before I could scamper back inside he wrapped his arms around my waist.
"But you're a brilliant cleaner you get all the spots I'm too blind for."
"Or too ignorant for." 
"Both," he chuckled, "I like you being my cute little maid girl,"
"I am not your maid." I told him poking his chest with my finger, "As much as you may like it."
"And how did you know I had a maid fetish?" he whispered,
"Because you have an everything fetish," I glared as I moved away and cleaned off my hands, "You're a very horny boy Jack."
"Well yeah? You spent ten years in the navy where you're lucky to see one woman per six months, You can't help getting excited for every girl you see." he smirked sitting himself on the edge of the stairs, "And how can I help it with you running around my darling? "
"Some days I really do wonder how you are such a smart doctor, your brain rarely gets any blood it's always down your trousers." I sighed as I began to hang the washed sheets on the lines in the courtyard, 
"I can't help it, you're too captivating," 
"Umm... You're lucky you don't get a damn slap. Escpaily after I caught you peeking down my dress the other day."
"And up your dress," he muttered,
"What was that?" I glared,
"Nothing my darling," He cooed, "You're such a little smart ass, aren't you? The girls at the cat and bagpipes don't give me such sassback."
"That's because you're paying them jack they have to pretend to like you,"
"They do like me."
"do they? do they ever actually want to talk or be near you before you hand them a pound?" 
"Sometimes," He lied, "They like my stethoscope, and hearing stories about work."
"AHH yes your stethoscope I'm sure all rottys girls at the cat and bagpipes just love your... Stethoscope"
"Well and because I'm so handsome,"
"You good looking I think you're very handsome just... Too confident for your own good sometimes" I rolled my eyes as I finished hanging the newly washed sheets and gathered in the dry ones from earlier, 
"Oh? you think I'm handsome My darling?" he teased, 
I finished gathering all the dry sheets and headed back towards the door, "You can be when you have a bath and some clean clothes Jack" I said tugging on his stained sleeves and giving his hair a tussle as I walked up the steps seeing visible dust fall out of it, 
"So you're saying I'm attractive? Like you are actually attracted to me and you think I'm handsome" he gave chase of course following behind me like an excited puppy, 
"If it makes you feel better. Yes," I rolled my eyes kissing his cheek before I headed into the storage cupboard to start folding the dry sheets and putting them away, 
"Wait. You're actually serious, no joke and you're not just saying that to make me stop bugging you?"
"I'm very serious you can be very handsome sometimes," 
"Ohh? Well, what makes me so handsome then my darling?" he cooed leaning his elbow on the shelf, 
"you're a very handsome man Jack. You have a toned slender body, you're tall, you have very handsome soft blonde hair, deep chocolate brown eyes, a striking jaw and a very cute smile and you're are adorable when you get mad or jealous and you frown all pouty, so yes I do find you attractive and the times when you clean up have a hot bath and some clean clothes I admit your very lovely" I explain as I fold sheets, 
He smiled and slightly blushed at my compliments "So... if I had a bath and some fresh clothes I wouldn't just be cute I'd be... sexy?"
"Perhaps,"
He smirked and grabbed my hand spinning me around before pulling me into his chest, "So? how would I rate all clean and lovely?"
"Out of ten?"
"Yep," he smirked not letting me move in any way,
I smiled and set my hands on his waistcoat moving on my tip toes to be inches from his lips as I spoke, At the moment eight. When you have a bath eleven."
"A-an 11? So you're saying once I've had a bath and worn nice clothes, I'll be stunningly handsome and an 11 out of 10?" he blushed, "You... really mean that Y/n?"
"I do, You're a slender little smart-ass jack. And I think you're the most attractive man in the hospital... I mean, that's kind of a hollow complaint though given my options for doctors are you, Dr sneed and Prof. And prof is in his 60s and Sneed looks like a snail" 
"Well, it's lucky for you that I'm so good-looking and have such a captivating personality," 
"It is," I giggled,
"I always knew I was your favourite nurse darling," He smiled stroking my cheek and pulling my lips to his own.  
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the-fiction-witch · 3 months
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... I've killed an angel
Media The Artful Dodger
Character Jack Dawkins
Couple Jack X Reader + Jack X Belle (Dodgerfox)
Rating Sweet + SAD!
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I stood at my small stall in the Port Victory Street doing some business with the people in town. The sweet sun beat down harshly, as usual, enjoying the pleasant day. 
"Morning  Y/n," I heard,
I glanced up and saw Doctor Jack Dawkins as he headed over to the stall, in his dusty brown shoes, faded brown trousers, washed out and tattered white shirt with strained cuffs on his sleeves poking out his jacket sleeves, his blue textured waistcoat, his straggly green tie tucked into it, his purple patterned jacket and his black velvet hat on his head. He smiled and gave me a wave as he made his way over. 
I blushed hard and adjusted myself, fixing my green cotton dress brushing off some dust and dirt from the day, and pulling my braid of  Y/H/C hair over my shoulder a little. 
"G-Good Morning, Jack," I greeted with a warm smile, 
"You alright?" he asked warmly,
"I'm alright, everything okay with you?"
"Same as usual, You coming to the cat and the bagpipes tonight? I need my back up especially with Darius still sniffing around." 
"I don't know I have a lot of work to do,"
"Aww work's more fun than cards with me is it? Come on  Y/n I need you, Angel," He said as he came close and fixed some of my  Y/H/C hair from my face, "Please," He pouted giving his pouty puppy eyes, 
"Course, how did seven sound?"
"Perfect, I'll see you later then." He said starting on his way but he turned back, "Actually."
"Yes, Jack?" I asked excitedly, 
"I think you know what I'm gonna ask," he smiled wickedly, 
"what do you need?" I jokingly rolled my eyes, 
"You think you could get your hands on some beeswax?"
"Why?" 
"Hey! That happened to the no judgment part of our deal?"
"Alright, I'll see what I can do, when do you need it by?" 
"Whenever you have time  Y/n," he cooed and headed off on his business. 
I blushed and got on with my work making a note of what he wanted. 
I smiled as I headed to the cat and the bagpipes to play cards with Jack, Darius and whoever else was there tonight, I saw Jack waiting outside so I headed over with a smile. 
"Evening Jack,"
"Evening, you seem chipper tonight?"
"I like playing cards with you," I smiled, "Ohh here I found you some," I said handing over the beeswax candles I found for him out of my pocket, 
"Ahh, you are an angel,  Y/n," He smiled happily taking them and adding them to his pockets, kissing my forehead. 
"What do you need them for anyway?"
"Hey, you know our deal. I don't ask how you find stuff you don't ask why I need it." 
"Alright fine, come on let's get going." I encouraged going to head inside but I noticed he was looking, I thought for a moment that he was staring at me and I blushed hard feeling so giddy with joy to see him look at me with such sweet loving eyes, "Ohh, Jack... You're staring?" I giggled,
"Hum? Ohh uhh yeah I uhhh I guess sorry she uhh she's just -" He explained shaking himself out but immediately returning, 
"She?" I asked turning on my heels to see the busy street with various people heading away for the day I saw a sight. 
Across the street, a woman stood in a beautiful impressive red plaid dress, with sweet blonde curls and a lady-like hat and parasol, she walked on the arm of the governor as they went about some business. 
He was looking at her, not at me. 
And I felt my heart shattering to see him looking the way I had always wished for him to look at me, but he didn't look at me. I have been standing and waiting by his side for so long but now he looks at a girl he doesn't even know the name of that he sees briefly across the street. 
"shall we go then?"
"Yeah, Yeah I uhh I'll meet you in there okay," He said as he walked away heading down the street,
"Jack-" I began but he was already gone, 
I sighed and headed in sitting at the table and starting the card game without him, I played a few games wondering and worrying where he was until finally, Jack arrived, "Hey, You finally joining us?"
"Yeah, sorry." He said sitting down beside me and we started a new game, 
"You okay?"
"Yeah, fine." He answered as he took his lucky coin from his pocket and began his usual trick of tossing the coin between his fingers as we plaid, 
"What did you have to do?"
"Nothing  Y/n," he chuckled and we got on with our game, 
"...Alright," I sighed,
I got on with my work at my stall doing my business for the morning,
" Y/n," Jack greeted as he approached,
I smiled widely as I hadn't seen him in a few days odd as I was used to seeing him daily, "Morning Jack,"
"I have a little job for my angel." He smirked leaning on my stall, 
"Oh?"
"I need you to go do a little whisper searching, a little recon, a little digging for me,"
"Digging? around what am I digging? Are you trying to find out Sneed's secrets again? cause I keep telling you he's a very boring man he doesn't have interesting dirt to dig though," I chuckled, 
"No, No not Sneed." He said, "Belle."
"Humm?"
"Lady Belle Fox. I want you to... do a little digging for me."
"For what exactly?"
"I wanna know... What she's like, what she is interested in, her little secrets and such like, Come on your good at this stuff." 
"I will have a dig but why do you-"
"You don't judge that's the deal." He said, "Come on, Please" he pouted,
"Alright, when do you need it by?"
"As soon as possible." He winked, "You're an angel, I'll see you soon." He said before he headed off, 
I didn't like doing this but I knew I wanted to do as Jack had asked me, I snuck my way to the governor's estate in my cloak. I found my way into her room and dug around for information about her but I didn't need to dig for long her room reminded me of Jack's, filled with surgical diagrams, and equipment, Belle's room showed her lack of care for art, for music the often frivolous lady things, she was focused, driven, wrote to surgeons overseas, kept medical journals of her experiments.
... all of it froze me to my core, to think of how she and Jack would be so perfect together. 
How much he would surely love her.
I got what I needed and headed to the hospital where I found Jack in his room waiting for me, 
" Y/n!" He perked up getting to his feet from his bed where he had been laid with his waistcoat and tie gone, "Did you dig?"
"I... I did."
"Well, what can you tell me?"
For a moment I considered lying to him, telling him lies about her to try and convince him to completely stay away from her but I couldn't bear to do so. I told him the truth, I told him everything he wanted to know and he couldn't be happier. He held my arms and kissed my forehead.
"You are an angel." He smiled, "Thank you,  Y/n,"
"You're welcome," I nodded,
"I need to get to work then," he smiled,
"I uhhh I'll let you get on then," I said trying to hide my feelings forcing them away and forcing myself to leave before my pain overflowed.
I got on with my work as usual on my stall, I missed Jack more than anything but I hadn't seen him in weeks now. Not even in passing, but I couldn't bring myself to go and see him especially without a reason to. I felt like... He'd abandoned me. 
When I packed my stall for the day I noticed a book in my box, I was meant to give it to Jack a while back when he asked me to find it for him and I never did give it to him. So I packed up and headed to the hospital book in hand, I went up to his room but I found it empty, so I went to his ward and again found it empty, I checked the theatre but still empty, I was confused wondering if perhaps he was out. But as I wandered the halls and corridors at last I found him, in the morgue cutting open a body, with Belle beside him. She looked beautiful in her black dress their hands connected and bloody as he guided her and aided her, his head inches from her shoulder. 
"Somewhere in there is how we think, and feel," she said, As she watched the surgery they worked on, "And Love,"
"And die,"
"It's so much more than plumbing"
he smiled to her giving her this look of utter devotion, the look I had always wanted, "Oh-  Y/n."
"Hi, Jack,"
"what are you doing here?"
"I uhh I have that book, you were looking for," I said stepping closer fixing my hair and offering him it,
"Ohh! right! course. Sorry, I forgot I even asked you too look for it for me." he laughed, "Thanks." he said, almost cold, No angel, no kiss, nothing. 
"Y-you're welcome," I nodded trying to fight back tears as I turned around and headed out, 
"Right on to the next thing Milady." He said to her, 
I began to walk out and by the time I was at the hospital entryway, I was balling tears flooding down my face and my feet were causing me to run, bursting out the door and quickly finding a wall to try and hyperventilate. 
That's it. 
I've been replaced. 
I had been doing my best to deal with everything, but it wasn't going well, I hadn't seen Jack in ages, he hadn't come to see me at all and I missed him so badly, I knew I couldn't wait anymore I had to go and tell him the truth, tell him how I felt. So I slipped on my cloak and headed through to the hospital I checked his ward, he wasn't there, I checked his room, he wasn't there, I went to check the theatre but the door was locked that's odd? so I went around into the prep room door and thought there to go in that way I stopped short. 
I looked through the prep room glass window into the theatre, and I saw Sneed on the table knocked out for his surgery. Lady Belle on one side of the table, Jack on the other. The surgery hadn't begun yet so I planned to rush in but- 
Before I could even move I saw this moment in slow motion, as they leaned in, leaning over the table and even if it broke my heart into a million pieces I saw as they're lips met and they kissed. 
My mouth fell open and I wanted to scream but no sound came out. 
Tears flooded down my face.
I turned and ran out of the hospital onto the darkening streets, through my tears and broken heart I accepted it, finally and completely. 
He loved her, and I was nothing. 
I went home and I cried for what felt like weeks, unable to even leave my bed. 
Slowly I accepted that I had to get on, make money, and pay my way, even with a shattered heart. I tried to rationalize it by feeling happy, that Jack had found someone he could love so utterly, that he and Belle were happy together, they'd be together in love, get married, have a house with surgical equipment everywhere, little blonde doctor children and live a happy life. Even if that meant I wouldn't get what I wanted, even if I wasn't a part of this life he was to build. 
I got on with work at my stall when I saw a sight that... even after this time still brought me such pain, Jack walking arm in arm with Belle down the street he barely noticed me the two walking past like I was nothing, just another market girl. But he stopped,
" Y/n?"
"Hi Doctor Dawkins," I answered part of me hoping he wouldn't have to stop, 
"Hi, Sorry I haven't seen you Everything has been so busy at the hospital."
"That's alright,"
 "You know I uhh I'm going out for cards tonight, if you wanna come?"
"No, I uhhh... I'm busy tonight."
"Oh, Really? you never miss cards come on."
"I really can't I'm sorry,"
"Shame. Alright then. But as I see you I do have a little job for you."
"Ohh I uhh I don't do that sort of thing anymore."
"wh-what?" he chuckled,
"I don't do that sort of thing anymore Doctor."
"You don't?"
"Jack we should be going we have to be back at the hospital for Mr Martin's amputation," Belle spoke up,
"Yes, just one second." he told her, "You really don't do it anymore? but it's always been your little job? You're my angel? and what's all this doctor stuff? what's going on with you?" 
"Y-You should really get going."
"...Alright, we're not done talking about this." He says the two heading off, 
I had hoped it was over, that he would simply forget. But I saw as they walked away heading to the hospital, I saw a black carriage the horses going crazy, the carriage heading through the town on a course. But I couldn't let it happen I bolted across the market and shoved Jack and Belle out of the way hearing them both complain as they hit the dirt. And I screamed as my body hit the carriage and the earth. 
" Y/n!" I rushed over as the carriage hurried off, I picked her up in my arms seeing her bloody and her body broken, her green dress stained with her blood and the muck of the carriage wheels, her  Y/H/C hair cascading around her, her pale skin even more so than usual, her Y/C/E eyes looking up to the meet the blue sky. " Y/n,  Y/n," I muttered,
"she- she pushed us out the way," Belle spoke up as she came close,
"She pushed us... she saved us..." I muttered already tears welling up, "Get a cart we have to get her to the hospital now!"
She nodded and quickly fetched one so I picked  Y/n up and carried her in setting her in the back, 
"You're gonna be okay, it's all okay, I'm gonna fix you, It's all gonna be okay angel I promise," I told her, 
She couldn't speak, she could barely look at me, we rushed her to the hospital and into the theatre where both Belle and I worked attempting to piece back together her mangled body being careful not to damage her further having given her a decent dose of morphia to dull the pain, 
"Jack..." Belle spoke up as she held  Y/n's neck and shoulder her pale skin purple, red and swelling by the moment, and I knew what the issue was,
"No. No. say it isn't so."
"... If we don't the bone will continue to pinch her jugular-"
"and it'll kill her." 
"But if we reset it-"
"We have a fifty-fifty chance we miss nicking the jugular which if we nick... she bleeds out and dies." I finished and she nodded, 
"what do we do?"
"...I... I don't know." 
"If we do nick it... can we sew it with surgery?"
"Not the jugular if we nick it she has two minutes maybe before she bleeds out or drowns in her blood. I'm fast I'm not that fast. not on sewing a jugular." I explained, 
"I-I'll give you a moment," she said heading out leaving  Y/n and me alone,
" Y/n,  Y/n.  Y/n angel please, please just open your eyes for me." I pleased her holding her head in my hands, she heard me and slowly opened her eyes staring at me with those Y/C/E orbs her breath harsh as she could barely deal with the pain. " Y/n, There is something we have to do, if I don't do it you'll die, but if I do... it's a coin toss if you'll survive. I-I can't make this decision on my own. I don't want to rush you but uhh time is an element here,"
"Jack..." her voice breathy her hand came to stroke my cheek, "I loved you."
"wh-what?"
"I loved you, from the first moment we met. I never was an odd job girl... I just did whatever you asked me no matter how foolish."
"You- You did that for me?"
"I did. Becuase I loved you, and I wanted to do whatever you asked to try... and make you look at me." she gasped, 
"If you loved me why have you been so distant?"
"Becuase I watched you fall for her."
My heart broke as she told me,
"I watched you fall for her, Love her, I watched her take up the place I dreamt of, I saw you look at her how I always wanted you to look at me."
"why didn't you tell me? if you had just told me we-"
"What?"
"We could have been together, I love you of course I love you, I've always loved you. You're  Y/n. My  Y/n. My odd job girl. My sweet sweet compainion, My Y/C/E eyes siren, My card partner. My- My angel." I explained through my tears, "If you had just told me we could... we could have been together."
"It's too late."
"It's not too late-"
"But I'm not her." she gasped, "and I can't replace her in your heart."
"But I love you..."
"And you love her, but you can't love us both." she said, "and you'd be happier with her-"
"You don't know that, you don't know that I wouldn't be a million times happier with you." 
"I can't make you choose between us, that isn't fair." she said, "...like this moment, there is nothing you can do, no choice you can make, without the risk of hurting one of us." 
"I don't want to hurt you, or her."
"I'm not making you. I'm letting you be happy."
"You can't make this decision for me."
"Please, Jack... Just let me go... you can't let me live in a world where I will never have the man I love,"
"what if I choose you? what if I pick you? We can get married, have a house, a family everything you've ever wanted, if I made you feel loved, if I told you how much I love my angel for the rest of our days,"
"Then that's not fair to her is it?"
"She's a lady she has a thousand suitors."
"But there not you. She's perfect. I knew that the moment I met her you couldn't give her up for me Jack."
"what if I want to. What if I want to give her up, to be with you?"
"I will not have her broken heart on my hands," she gasped, "I know that in this world I can't have what I want."
"I want you to have what you want. I want to love you, I want to be with you."
"Jack, please... don't make this harder." she pleaded, "let me go please, let me go and I'll be happy to know you're happy."
"You cannot ask this of me." I pleaded between tears, " Y/n, please. Angel. I love you, and I am a doctor both are reasons I can't just let you die in my arms."
"Please Jack," she begged, "Go, be with her, build a life with her, give her everything she has ever wanted, I ask only... for one kiss, and for you to hold me and look at me as I go, like I'm the only girl in the world."
"I-I will." I nodded even if it broke me apart, I held her close and kissed her sweet lips as I did I felt this horrible agony as I felt a firework a feeling I had never felt before, Belle might be perfect on paper but  Y/n gives me a spark I can't feel with anyone else. But it was too late. As I kissed her I did as she asked and I purposely reset the bone making sure I nicked her jugular immediately seeing the pain wash over her, watching her skin turn red the agnory in her eyes. I counted the seconds as I kissed her again, I stroked her cheek and I looked into her sweet eyes with the look of the purest and sweetest love I could give her, I looked at her as if we were all that mattered, all that existed. And she was all that I wanted. "I love you, I have always loved you, My sweet  Y/n, My Angel. I love you now. And I will love you until I am on the ground beside you." I whispered to her, "I will find you, in the next life, and I will show you all the love I should have given you in this one," as I watched the life leave her eyes and I held her in my arms, as I saw her into the next life. 
As soon as her heart stopped, I felt this agony, this crippling pain like my own heart was ripping apart, tears flooded down my face as I kissed her one final time her lips cold and the spark... gone. 
"Jack?" Belle spoke up as she had returned, she had seen what I had done and heard what I had said to  Y/n, her eyes teary. "What have you done," she whispered, 
"... I've killed an angel," I answered, 
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the-fiction-witch · 2 months
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It's Not Fair...
Media The Artful Dodger
Character Jack Dawkins
Couple Jack X Reader
Rating Sad
Warning Labour and Csection
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I finished up with surgery heading back into the prep room slipping off my apron and hanging it up on the hook before I walked across the room washing my hands in the small basin. As I dried my hands I heard the prep room door open I glanced over expecting to see Hetty or perhaps Sneed but the moment my eyes met her I smiled so widely. There she stood, dressed for the day in her little blue slippers, white cotton stockings, her long white cotton dress, her deep blue dress coat with many pleats and buttons down her chest but even so she couldn't do all the buttons up as it was impossible to do up over her swollen stomach leaving her white dress exposed, her sweet Y/H/C hair in a little braid down her back and her Y/E/C eyes meeting me with a gentle tired smile.
I wanted to cry she looked so cute!
"Look at you," I cooed, "You look like you're about to pop."
"I feel like I'm about to pop." she chuckled,
"Come here," I smiled taking her into my arms and stroking her stomach, "You look so beautiful, gorgeous, stunning, captivating, the most ravishing lady in the world,"
"You're just overexcited." she smiled,
"Of course, I'm excited to finally meet our little one."
"I think you just like seeing me pregnant,"
"Humm I admit, I do... enjoy the sight of you like this." I smirked, "Oh your swollen womb pushing out your stomach and stretching your skin, as you carry our little baby, feeling our little one growing and developing." I smiled stroking her baby bump and feeling the kicks, "Aww he's kicking?!"
"Kicking away again must be happy to see his daddy,"
"Well, daddy's very happy to see him and mummy too," I smiled giving her baby bump a bunch of little kisses, "How are you feeling?"
"Large. Swollen. In pain." she complained,
"I know Y/n, I know. But it won't be long till our baby comes." I smiled, "I am having the nurses sort my old room upstairs so you and I can start staying here,"
"I don't want to stay here Jack, I want to be home. In our little house, our little bed, so we can cuddle up by the fire while we wait for our little one."
"I know, I know that's what you want, and I want you to be home cosy in our bed too. But it's not safe. You go into labour while I'm here by the time someone gets to me and I get to you so much could have gone wrong." I explained, "I can't leave you on your own when you're this far along,"
"So I have to be shoved in an attic," she pouts,
"Well, you can have my old room? or you can have a hospital room? You need to be here where I can check up on you, where I can keep an eye on you, and where I can be close to take care of you Y/n,"
"Alright..." She slightly whined, "So long as it's best for baby."
"Well, I want it to be best for you too. for you and for baby." I kissed her sweet little forehead,
I turned over and sat myself up hearing my back crack and click as I did, I wasn't used to this bed again. I had learnt to become far used to our big cosy bed at home, and now back in my old bed, I wasn't getting much sleep. Didn't help I constantly put my hand on Y/n's stomach making sure everything was as it should have been. And she had been kicking me out of bed. Not on purpose, she's just grouchy from being pregnant and not being very comfortable in the bed either. I don't mind, if she has to push me off and kick me onto the floor so she and baby can be comfy, I'll happily sleep on the floor. Honestly, the floor might be more comfortable than trying to share a single old hospital bed with my pregnant wife. But I got up and got some clothes on as quietly as I could, and once dressed I knelt on the bed beside Y/n and stroked her beautiful Y/H/C hair running my hand down her pale skin in her white cotton nightgown. I stroked across her bump feeling tentative so as not to wake her her bump had dropped in the night, and it wouldn't be long a few days at most until her labour began. I didn't bear to wake her, let her rest while she still could. I kissed her bump softly right around where the baby's head lies, and then kissed her own forehead inhaling the scent of her Y/H/C hair before I pulled back. I didn't want to go, I wanted to stay and comfort her in my arms, but I knew there was so much work to do. So I climbed out of bed and moved silently out the door leaving the door open a crack to not risk the sound waking her, and in case she needed anything nurses would be able to hear her.
I headed around the hospital on my rounds when I saw Hetty rush over clearly something was wrong by the panic on her face and the speed she approached, I assumed something had fucked up with that damn Hernia patient in room four but she said one word. That made my blood run cold.
"Y/n."
I didn't ask questions, I dropped everything and bolted through the hospital like a creature possessed, up the stairs and into my old room to find one of the nurses holding her hand and dabbing her head with a damp cloth as she screamed in pain holding her stomach. I rushed to her side and took her hand checking her stomach and under her nightgown, Yep. She's in labour pretty deep in labour actually.
"How long."
"We don't-"
"How long has she been like this!"
"She began complaining of pain at ten o'clock, we thought it best to call you up now." Hetty nodded,
"Now... It's bloody half past three! Five hours and not ONCE did you think to come and tell me my wife is in LABOUR!" I yelled, "Y/n, darling are you okay?" I began but she grabbed me by the waistcoat and screamed into my face before collapsing onto the pillow again, "Fair enough." I nodded,
It was torture to hear her violent screams and see her body contort so much that I had to hold her down, It was utter agony to watch the woman I love in such pain, knowing there was nothing I could do to help her. We did everything possible to try and make her comfortable, or as comfortable as you can be with a baby coming out of you. But... we kept hitting dead ends. The moments felt like hours of trial and error but nothing seemed to be working, she was in labour deep in labour hours in at this point but... the baby just didn't move. I kept checking and checking but never once felt the head, her water had broken, her body knew this was happening and she pushed exactly as she should have doing everything I could have asked of her no matter the pain she felt. But still, the baby didn't come.
I didn't want to think it possible, not now. Not her... Not our baby, not my wife. But... it was becoming increasingly obvious what was wrong. I gave it one more check moving my hand to fully examine her even if it hurt her, and hurt me too.
"No?" Hetty asked as I moved my hand away and quickly cleaned it,
"No. We're in a time crunch. Her body's gonna keep pushing until the baby comes out. But..."
"But?"
"But... the baby is stuck. Her cervix either hasn't opened wide enough or the baby's at an angle it can't get through... it's stuck inside her. and her body will rip her apart trying to force it out."
"Then what do we do?"
"Out. All of you." I demanded,
The room cleared leaving Y/n and I alone, I sat beside her cradled her in my arms and kissed her head as much as I could as she let tears slip down her face.
"what's wrong..." she squeaked out,
"Baby isn't coming... He's stuck. Won't come out."
"You never told me that could happen..."
"Cause I didn't think it would happen! Not to you..."
"what do you need to do Jack..." she whispered,
"I don't have much time. As it is with your water broken we're running on borrowed time." I told her, "If we leave it... baby will die and it'll take you with him."
"what can you do?"
"... I... I could open you up. cut you open remove the baby but..."
"But what?"
"Y/n I'd kill you. You'd die within the sheets before it was even done."
"But it would save the baby?"
"Please do not ask this of me."
"But would it save the baby Jack?"
"... it could."
"Then do it."
"You can't ask me to kill you. You can't ask me to trade your life for the baby."
"but if you don't... you will have nothing. If it claims both baby and I. You will be left in this world with nothing," She explained, "I trust you. I love you. I know you can do this, I wouldn't want anyone else in this world to do this. Save our baby... Please."
"And if I kill you? If I pay the ultimate price for our baby... and I lose you. You think I could ever live with the blood of the woman I love on my hands?"
"can you live with yourself if you don't?" she asked, "knowing to sit there and hold my hand into the next life, knowing you watched me and our baby die without even trying to save him."
"You are worth more to me than an unborn child. I would trade his life for you a hundred times, I would trade the life of everyone in Port victory if it meant I could have you... Y/n... my darling... Please... You can't ask me to kill you,"
"Jack...Please." she begged, "Save him. Please."
"This is what you want?" I whispered between tears and she nodded, "Okay..." I nodded as I kissed her lips, "I love you so much, Y/n,"
"I love you too Jack," she nodded,
"Please..." I told her as I moved and grabbed my tools, "Whatever happens... Forgive me my darling."
"I will I promise," she nodded,
I grit my teeth but called Hetty back in, with no time to move her down to the theatre I did what had to be done. I tried to block out her, as I cut open the woman I loved like she was nothing but a piece of meat, trying to imagine this was any woman but her. Often having to brush tears from my eyes getting her blood over my skin, before finally the baby was out I handed him off to Hetty without much of a word.
As horrible as it sounds, I couldn't be happy... I couldn't look at him, even think about our baby when Y/n was under my blade the moment the baby and afterbirth were out. I began to work fast and delicately trying my best to ensure she survived.
"Jack-" Hetty began trying to get my attention, but I ignored her and focused only on Y/n.
I worked until my hands and fingers were sore, just trying to make sure everything was as good as I could make it and when the final stitch was in I finally stopped.
"Jack..." Hetty spoke up and I turned to see her with the baby in her arms,
I felt so cold to see the baby in her arms, I almost didn't want to see it. I thought I could have just given up Y/n for the baby.
"It's a boy." She said,
"Is he alive..."
"Yes, alive. Healthy. Bigger than most... likely the cause of-"
"Okay." I nodded stopping her from speaking doing my best not to cry,
"Will you hold him?"
"...I - I-"
"Jack, Hold him." she said, "He's happy, he's healthy," She said as she handed me the little baby wrapped in a swaddle cloth, I held him in my arms looking down at his little face but I felt this horrendous guilt in my stomach, I felt... like all of this was my fault. I could have just killed her. I could have brought a baby into this world robbing him of a mother, I could have taken the woman I love from this world, even as I held him... I couldn't believe he was worth it. I felt like I was to blame, like... if I hadn't ever gotten her pregnant... none of this would have happened, "He looks like you," Hetty tried to comfort me, she was right... he looked like me.
"It's not fair..." I gasped fighting back the tears that slipped down my face, "It's not fair. he should look like her. He should look like the most beautiful woman in the world... not like me." I answered, "I can't." I began to panic so I handed the baby back to her and gripped the bed desperate to get my breath, "Is she breathing..." I asked, "Is she breathing!"
The nurse checked and nodded,
"Let her rest. As long as she needs..." I nodded, "You both can go." I told them,
The nurse nodded and left so I took her place sitting on the bed and holding Y/n's hand finger on her pulse and my other hand on her diaphragm to feel her every breath. Hetty lingered for a moment, she set the baby in the Moses basket and moved it beside the bed even if I couldn't bear to look at him.
"Jack... Look at your son," she demanded, but I didn't move. "Y/n would want you to look. She'd want you to hold him. To love him... You can't blame him, Jack,"
"I don't... I blame myself."
"Jack... Y/n is alive. Your baby is alive. That is not something to blame yourself for, it is something to celebrate and rejoice in. How often is it a mother and baby both survive a cestion?"
"It's not over yet... Not until she's healed. all it takes is a second and I could lose her."
"So savour every second you have with them both." She said before she left the room,
I did my best not to look at him even if he cried I just wanted to hold Y/n a little longer, but I couldn't take his crying so I picked him up and cradled him for a moment letting his cries fade.
"... I- I am sorry little guy, I know I should be giving you attention, you probably miss all my cuddles and kisses I promised you but... I- I am far too worried about your mother." I whispered, "If anything happens to her, please forgive me, little guy, I know I won't ever forgive myself."
"Must you be dramatic," Her voice croaked,
"Y/n!" I jumped turning to her letting tears flood down my face so overjoyed to see her little Y/E/C eyes open, "You're alright!"
"..alive... don't know about alright," she giggled, "Is he okay?"
"He's a happy, healthy little boy."
"...good," She smiled she offered her arms and I carefully handed our little boy over to her kissing her head as she held him,
"I was so afraid I'd lost you,"
"as was I... I thought I'd lost both of you." she whispered, "Thank you, Jack, I know it was hard."
"I don't care how hard it was. I only care you're alive. You and our baby."
"He's beautiful, so sweet, for all the trouble he caused,"
"Yeah... I think he might forever be a little troublemaker."
"Umm, our little troublemaker." she smiled, "Have you named him?"
"no, I wanted to wait to know you were okay,"
"...I think... little Simon,"
"Simon Dawkins? It's perfect my darling." I cooed giving her and him little kisses, "I-I love our little boy, our little Simon,"
"I love him too," she cooed,
"I love you so so much Y/n," I told her as I stroked her cheek,
"I love you too Jack" she smiled giving my lips a soft sweet kiss.
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the-fiction-witch · 2 months
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She's Not Well
Media The Artful Dodger
Character Jack Dawkins
Couple Jack X Reader
Rating Sweet AF
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I stood toiling in the morgue late this evening, I had been overwhelmed with work and had little time to actually get much done, emergency after emergency. But as the sun set below the sky, and the day slowed I headed down to work on a few bodies down in the morgue prepared for burial tomorrow morning. My hands coated in blood as I got on with everything.
I heard the morgue doors open and in stepped a strange but sweet sight. 
A girl.
No older than me, I had never seen her in the hospital or town before, she wore a pair of tall laced black boots, her white frilly bloomers exposed a little as she held her dress so it didn't drag on the floor holding it higher than she likely needed to, a little dress of sky blue and white clearly a very fine expensive dress but strange like it did have other elements many of which seemed to be cut or removed. The dress wasn't loaded with petticoats and crinolines but a gentle glide to her feet much like the nurses wore, with long sleeves. Her hair was in a tight silk braid that was then wrapped around her head in a milkmaid braid, she had a wide smile and I admit... she's kinda cute. 
She came inside and looked over the bodies I had already finished, 
"Uuhh... Can I help you?" I asked her, 
No answer came,
"Hello?" 
No answer came,
"Miss you can't just be in here," I told her,
No answer she smiled at me and sat under the window watching me as she playfully kicked her feet, 
"Uuhh... right..." I explained trying to just get on with my work, "Are you just going to sit here?" 
No answer, 
"Ookay..." I sighed far too busy to wonder what on earth was going on with whoever this girl was, I got on with my work for a good while noticing her as she hopped up and wonders around the morgue looking at my work, investigating the bodies and coming over to my table and looming over me and watching me as I worked, "Hello..."
No answer came and she just watched with a wide egar smile, 
I rolled my eyes and continued ignoring whatever she was doing, I continued with some stitching until I jumped in shock my body freezing up. 
As I stood loomed over the table over the body I was working on, she came around me and wrapped her arms around my waist her hands on my stomach, her cheek rested on my back with a wistful sigh, I was confused but she was warm, and soft and it was nice to have her cuddled with me while I worked. I didn't argue I just kept working while she cuddled me enjoying the cosy feeling. 
"You really cosy back there?" I chuckled, 
No answer came, she just squeezed me tighter, 
"You shouldn't be in here you know, it's not safe for you," I told her, "I know you want to cuddle, and Its very cute and sweet but you need to let go," I told her forcing her arms off,
She let go and came so I could see her, her lip pouting and trembling, her hands together sadly little tears in her eyes as she let out the first sound I had heard from her a little whine of sadness, 
"Ohh... no no it's okay-" I tried to calm her, 
But she just began to silently cry,
"No no please don't cry." I told her, "I didn't mean to upset you miss. I just-"
Her tears only flooded from her eyes down her cheeks,
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry Please don't cry." I told her giving her a cuddle pulling her head into my chest and stroking her hair, "I didn't mean to make you upset, I just want to make sure you are safe. You really shouldn't be in here with me... But If you promise to do as I say you can stay," I told her "Okay?" I offered to pull away to see her face and took her hands, 
she let out a giggle, she took my arm and snuck under my arm so she moved to stand between me and the table, I chuckled a little and wrapped my arms around her so I could still work but I could still hold her, my chin on her shoulder as she watched with enthusiasm. 
"You are a cute little thing," I cooed, "I rather like having you as my little assistant," I told her turning her to face me she smiled resting her hands on my chest, "You know you could go see the head nurse, get a job as a nurse if you're curious? Then you could come and watch and help every day?" 
No answer came, she just giggled and pulled my neck down so our lips met.
I jumped a little but kissed her back tightening my arms around her. 
We stood kissing in the morgue for a good while the only sound of our lips clacking on contact, my hands stroked her dress gently and slowly, and she happily stroked my neck and my hair until we finally pulled back. 
"umm I like you," I growled rubbing my nose on hers, 
She giggled and pulled me back to kiss her, I didn't argue happily kissing her back tempted to just pick her up, sit her on the table and tug up her dress. She pulled back and giggled at me before she began to pepper my face with kisses, 
"You are so cute," I chuckled pushing her back from peppering my face with kisses, "May I have the pleasure of knowing your name miss?"
"Y/N!" A voice yelled, 
She gulped sheepishly before the doors to the morgue were forced open by the professor looking very angry and strangely sober, as soon as he forced the doors open she whined and hid behind me as if I was her shield, her little whines the only sound she made. 
"Y/n! What are you doing here!" He yelled at her, but she only hid more, "Doctor Dawkins I must apologize for... any trouble she caused you."
"It's alright she wasn't any trouble," 
"Forgive her, she knows better." He said half scolding her with his words, "I can only apologize doctor dawkins, Y/n! you are not supposed to leave your room get back up there this instant!" He demanded grabbing her arm and trying to force her away, she whined and broke free from his grip coming and cuddling me tightly not wanting to let me go, 
"Professor it's quite alright, she wasn't any trouble really. She can stay here with me I don't mind." 
"That is very kind of you Doctor Dawkins But I must insist!" he said forcing her away from me, 
"Wait, professor! She doesn't have to go I'm more than happy for her to stay if she wants to," I said but he ignored me,
He kept muttering scolds to her as he forced her out of the morgue into the arms of a passing nurse whom he demanded to take her back to her room, Y/n looked as sad as earlier almost crying she let out a sad little whine and gave me a sad little wave as the nurse forced her away. 
"Forgive my grandaughter Doctor... she... she's innocent really, she doesn't mean any harm but- still I can only apologize for any trouble she caused you." he sighed leaning his arms on the table, 
"She's your granddaughter?" I asked rather surprised, 
"Yes..."
"Well you have nothing to apologize for, she is a very sweet girl and she didn't cause me any trouble at all," 
"Thank you Doctor dawkins but still I must apologize for her... she's..." He began, "She's not well." 
I nodded as I didn't want to push him even if his words worried me, He nodded and turned to the door but stopped shortly before, 
"doctor Dawkins... If you could please in future, if you see her out of her room Please... Do not encourage her."
"Yes sir..." I nodded, 
"She's not well. And it's safer... for everyone for her to be in her room," he said before he headed off leaving me alone. 
I felt rather strange to hear she wasn't well, I wondered what that even meant... but I didn't want to push it. So I got on with my work. 
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the-fiction-witch · 2 months
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You... You can't just Kidnap a Girl FAGIN! P2
Media The Artful Dodger
Character Jack Dawkins
Couple Jack X Reader (Lady)
Rating Cute
Part One
Requested: Hey, I absolutely love your writing and I have an idea so basically y/n is the governor's daughter and belle's sister and she knows of jack and he's kinda admired her for a while and fagin knows it, but jack is in debt still so fagin kidnaps her or something to get jack the money and yeah that's it and maybe some ~smut~ . anyways I absolutely adore this fic so far and you don't have to do it but I just thought it was a cool idea 
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I sat in my bedroom in my little nightgown with my book in my hand, my other hand on Lady Nightingale as she lay on her pillow having a soft nap. My feet up on the ottoman to be warmed by the fire. The darkness of the night outside my windows. I added the marker to my books pages and forced myself up, 
"Come along then lady nightingale, time for bed." I picked her up in my arms hearing her meow, "I know, I know, excuse me from disturbing you from your pillow. Come on now you must be tried after you rushed off to the hospital." I laughed as I climbed into bed and set her down on her pillow with her blanket, "Did you have a nice day with Doctor Dawkins?" I giggled as I tucked myself into bed, and she meowed. "I bet you did, I should send you to visit him more often. maybe later in the day so we can try and invite him back for some dinner," I laughed, "Well goodnight little lady," I cooed as I laid on my pillow and got ready to get to sleep. 
I tossed a little in my bed trying my best to get some sleep but I jumped as I heard a bang outside my window, "Hello?" I called out as I sat up, "Someone there?" I asked but no answer so I did my best just to forget and get back to sleep.
I rested for a good while longer until suddenly I was pulled out of my bed and a cloth put over my mouth, I tried to scream but I found myself becoming drozy and sleepy drifting quickly into sleep. 
When I woke up I had a bag over my head my hands cuffed behind my back, my ankles tied together and I was being carried somewhere.
"Unhand me! I am the governor's daughter you will release me immediately! Hello! do not ignore me! I swear the moment you put me down you're gonna get such a kicking!" I complained until finally I was put on a chair my body tied to it, I continued to complain and protest but I had little I could actually do in this situation, I knew I was inside now as I could hear the echo of an empty room around me. I never let up shouting, screaming and complaining to whomever it was who had done this to me until I heard distant voices so I listened trying to determin who they where. 
"I told ya dodge I have the answer to your problems,"
"do you now?"
"Yes! I garenttee we'll have darius' money by lunch time and we can go on to more amazing plans with you having both your hands." 
"Why do I not beleive that,"
"Well you should. When have I ever let you down dodge?"
"...You want a list? it's alphabatized." 
"Must you be so cruel? I am tryin' to help ya! you want darius to have your hand off?"
"..what is it?"
"A perfect money making scheme." 
"...Fagin."
"Ta Da!" His voice said and the bag was removed from my head, for a moment I squited at the light as I saw myself inside a beaten up warehouse, and infront of me stood a very shocked doctor Dawkins and his servent man who I could only assume was fagin. 
"...Hi Y/n."
"Hi Jack," I gulped very confused both of us very sheepish, 
"...What- what... what did you do!" Jack asked in utter shock, 
"Got you the way to make some money," Fagin explained,
"mon- what are you planning on doing with her!"
"I've been rustling up a gambit that I was trying to suprise you with for your birthday,"
Jack rolled his eyes and glared at him, "when is my birthday?"
"...uhh... don't know," 
"Fagin. Explain. what exactly your plan was here?"
"We kidnap the young lady, notify her rich and infulencful father and randsom her back to the safey of the family estate for enough cash to not only pay off your debts but keep us both rosy for the coming years,"
"I told you not to -"
"You said not to hurt her cat. and I didn't the cat was perfectly safe when I took her. I did not hurt the cat."
"You... you can't just kidnap a girl FAGIN!" 
"what? I did as I promised I ddin't hurt the cat."
"NO! but you still KIDNAPPED A WOMAN!" 
"I didn't -"
"You KIDNAPPED HER!" 
"I prefer borrowed,"
"I am. So. So. Sorry about all this y/n." Jack told me, 
"Its fine... suprisingly not my first kidnapping," I nodded, 
"Get the key. and get her out." Jack demanded,
"But-" Fagin began,
"Now!"
"I can't..."
"Wh- what do you mean you can't!"
"I gave the key to flashbang,"
"WHY WOULD YOU GIVE THE KEY TO FLASHBANG!"
"Cause I trust him,"
"Go and find him. and the key. and let her out."
"But just think-"
"Now fagin! Or I am letting gains put you on the chain gang."
"Fine... last time I try and help," Fagin said before he headed out,
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the-fiction-witch · 2 months
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GIRL P1
Media The Artful Dodger
Character Jack Dawkins (Younger Jack Navy Years)
Couple Jack X Reader
Rating Sweet
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I sat on my bed inside my cabin and tossed my lucky coin between my fingers my book in hand tried to get this damn reading done but it wasn't exactly going well. A dirty grimy head pops around the door, "You comin'?" Mick asked with a wide enthusiastic smile, "No thanks," I told him, "Jack. Come on." He whined as he leant on the door frame, "Don't be borin'," "I'm fine being boring," I shrugged, "Yeah, and I ain't. Come on! I'll buy ya a drink?" "I'm fine Mick really," "When did ya last get your sorry blonde butt off this boat?" "…uhhh…" I honestly didn't remember, "When did ya last have some beer that weren't watered down?" "You think it isn't at the tavern?" "It'll be less watered down," "… Maybe six months," "We've been at sea longer than that ya lil shit," "Then I don't know," "When was the last time ya even sniffed a girl?" "uhh… I think I saw a girl last time we docked, don't think I was close enough to sniff her though…" "Jack, let's go. walk or I shove ya." "Fine," I rolled my eyes and set my book down, "Yes! Come on I'll buy ya a drink," he said as he wrapped his arm around my shoulder so I couldn't get out of this, "Where are we going then?" "Ahh there is this amazing place me and the boys know just down the street we'll be plenty close to the ship, the drinks are strong, the pies are full and the girls…. are gorgeous," He explained as he led me up though the ship, "And trust me ya'll be close enough to do more than sniff 'em, Jack," "Ohh Eerrr…" "What?" "Nothing I just uhhh… I don't think I'll take up on the girls," "Ohh? No?" He asked, "They have boys too?" "No. No, I just…" "Wait," he smirked, he fully stopped as we got on deck and turned to me with this smirk, "Jack?" He smirked as he narrowed his eyes and I just stayed silent sheepishly, "… when did Grimm bring you on? How old were ya?" "…14." I gulped as I prayed he wasn't going to catch on, but his eyes lit up.
"And you're an anti-social little shit ya never come off the ship with us? "Yeah…" "so…" "No." "Oh my god…" "Don't." "You're a- "Don't! Say it!" "No… no… ya can't… you're a-" "Don't. Say. It. Mick." "Okay… okay, our little secret," he laughed, "Okay, thank you." I nodded, "let's just go for a drin-" I began, "Jack's a Virgin!" Mick yelled at full volume which made everyone stop and look at me, "Thanks, Mick," I sighed, "You're welcome," he smirked, At that moment everyone else still on the ship banded together and forced me off the ship, I knew I wasn't getting out of this I could have weaselled out with just Mick but I knew I didn't have a choice now. They all but dragged me down the street all while making jokes at my expense until we reached a little hole in the wall Traven 'The Maidens View' and I was kicked inside. Everyone found somewhere to sit and I tried to hide in the corner but Mick forced me to sit with him at the bar. Mick bought me a drink as I looked around, the place was clean, tidy the scent of beer and smoke was in the air, and I admit the girls were… pretty. Honestly, they didn't need to be I can't even remember the last time I was this close to a girl. Everyone made jokes at my expense and tried to get me interested in one of the girls but I was too blushy and embarrassed to even talk to them. "Come on! ya, pick. Anyone you want. me and Sam are going in," Mick laughed as he sipped his drink,
"What?" I blushed, "we'll pay for it come on it's your first," Sam chuckled as he shoved my shoulder, "I don't know…" I said sheepishly, "Come on, any of them take ya fancy? if not we can go down the street there are a hundred whores places like this." Mick explained, I sighed and for the first time, I actually looked at the girls rather than merely being blown away by them, none of them… really seemed all that interesting, "No," I shrugged, "No? alright, we'll finish up and take you somewhere else." Sam laughed, I nodded as I had some more of my drink kinda half hoping I could keep bar popping with them until they were too drunk to remember about all this and honestly I didn't much like any of the girls here they all seemed like… I don't know, like when you look at an old bed and you can just tell how many other people have laid in it and it just makes you… not wanna lay on it for fear of it breaking, or being gross. But… unfortunately, I stopped short as I glanced up across the tavern and saw a girl, she couldn't have been much older than me in a little sage green dress that she adjusted up her shoulder where it had fallen down her arm, her hair in a sweet braid wrapped around her head, she came down the stairs and grabbed some tankards that she began to take to tables. She was very cute, quite pretty, and… had a little bit more of a refined way about her I guess. the unfortunate part is that as I noticed her pretty much everyone noticed that I noticed her and began their jokes and playful encouragement.
And before I even had time to attempt to protest Mick and Sam were talking to the bartender and paid him. So… I'm not getting out of this. She finished up with the drinks and returned to the bar setting her tray down, where the bartender spoke to her and she nodded. "Which of you was it?" The bartender asked, "This strapping lad here." Mick laughed giving my arm a playful punch, She nodded and smiled as she came and stood in front of me, she offered her hand and for a moment I was too nervous to move, but I took her hand and let her lead me up towards the stairs as I heard everyone from the ship encouraging and making jokes at me, "Take good care of him!" Mick yelled as she took me up the stairs and into a little room with her.
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the-fiction-witch · 3 months
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Mrs Dawkins P18 - P22
Media The Artful Dodger
Character Jack Dawkins
Couple Jack X Reader
Rating Sweet + Flirty
Series: Mrs Dawkins
P1 - P5 P6-P10 P11-13 P14-17
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I barely slept, I had been crying all night.
I didn't eat, I didn't want to.
Still in my dress from last night at the breakfast table,
My father noticed at breakfast but didn't speak about it, Miss Hardcastle could tell something was wrong but I didn't answer any of her questions.
After enough of showing my face I got up and went back to my room, as I left I heard my father quickly ask.
"What's going on with her?"
"I don't know sir..."
"Well, find out." He demanded,
And of course, she began to follow me all the way back to my bed.
Once I collapsed on my tear-stained pillows, she shut the door and locked it, she came to stand by my bed patiently.
"Something you wish to speak about Miss Everset?"
"No."
"Y/n?" Her tone softened,
I peeked out from my pillow, "Yes?"
"What has gotten you so upset today?"
"I don't want to talk about it."
She rolled her eyes and sighed, "Let me take a guess this has something to do with Dr Dawkins?"
I nodded
"I thought as much." She said, "What's happened?"
"You won't tell father?"
"No. Unless I need to..."
"Need to?"
"Only if I have to start measuring your waist?"
"No."
"Then I won't tell him."
I opened my drawer and handed her the note from last night, she took it and read it over,
"This from your ball?"
I nodded,
"So what happened last night?"
"He never came."
"He what!" She said but then stiffened herself, "He what?"
"He never came, I went out as soon as darkness fell last night."
"I remember you leaving yes,"
"And he never came, I waited for hours. He didn't show."
"I see, I can whisper this to your father and have him send a man to bootkick the doctor down a stairwell."
"No, it's fine I just want time alone."
"Understandable, I will tell your father your monthly sickness is causing trouble so he does not pry," she said going to my door, "Do try not to let your heart shatter over him Y/n,"
She left and shut my door but I couldn't help but be snarky, "Easy for you to say."
I spent the day in bed unable to really feel like existing.
I had read books that told tales of heartbreak and heard people talk of the pain, but I suppose a part of me never truly believed them. I didn't believe my heart's foolishness could cause me physical pain.
Every so often Miss Hardcastle would check on me or bring me food, often taking it away again on her next visit, but late in the afternoon, she came in with a small but sweet bundle of flowers in a grubby tankard.
I sat up and glared a little as she set the display on my table.
"What is that grimy thing?"
"It's a gift."
"A gift? From who?"
"It just arrived, one of your suitors had it sent to you."
"Oh." I sighed,
"Try to enjoy them." She said before she left the room,
I looked at the flowers some daises stuffed in a tankard, they were cheap, would likely die tomorrow and didn't really have much thought to them but still, I felt thankful someone sent them. I stood from my bed and went over to them checking the flowers, they were pretty I guess. I grabbed my jug from the side and went to give them some water in the hope they'd survive at least till tomorrow, I pulled the flowers a little to get space to pour in the water and I spotted a label around them.
So I plucked the label off and checked the name as I removed the flowers completely and began to pour in the water,
'To Miss Y/n Everset
From
Dr Jack Dawkins.'
I froze up stopping the flow of water, I felt so tearful to read his name, my heart ached so badly, and as I looked at the flowers I felt sick, to think he had done this to me and just tried to satisfy me with a bunch of cheap half dead daisies.
I Threw the flowers and tankard off my table letting them and the water scatter across my floor.
But as it did the tankard revealed a letter hidden up in the bottom soaked from the water I poured, I quickly grabbed it saving it from utter destruction and moved to my fire sitting it as close to the flame as I could before It would damage it further slowly drying the cream envelope as soon as it was dry I opened it having to hold it carefully, the page water damaged and some ink spreading any moment more It would have been unreadable.
'Dearest Y/n,
I beg your forgiveness, even if I do not deserve it.
I know you likely do not wish to hear from me much less forgive me, but I only pray you will at least read my words.
I cannot express the heaviness in my heart for what I have done, the pain I must have caused you.
Believe I had every intention of meeting you last night, I was looking forward to seeing you again, I was giddy with the thought of what we would do, what we would discuss, and even just seeing you again.
I am so sorry for not coming, I know I have likely broken your heart and believe me when I say it has broken my own.
But, circumstances prevented our meeting,
A man came in last night just before I left, he needed emergency surgery, the other surgeon was out, and the prof drunk beyond wakening.
By the time I was finished, it was too late, I did come to the bench but by then it was almost morning and I had missed you.
I know that is not the best reason to stand up a girl like you,
Just know truly, if I could have come I would have, and I would have cherished our time together.
I feel monstrous for causing you such pain, and I can barely stand the pain myself.
I do not expect you to forgive me, But I beg for one more chance.
Do you think you could be merciful enough to give it?
And even if not, could I at least say goodbye properly?
If you will grant me this, I swear on my life, I WILL be at our bench tonight.
From dusk to dawn if I must.
Meet me there and I promise you I will apologise a thousand times,
And if you forgive me, I swear to you, I will do anything you ask of me.
I pray I will see you tonight my darling y/n.
Yours affectionately
Jack X'
I was unsure, I had felt so betrayed by him.
I had already wallowed in sadness for so long, but part of me did want to see him even if I did not forgive him at least to hear him out.
If I don't go tonight, this will surely be over.
and if I do, there is at least hope.
I don't know if I can forgive him... and even if I did who's to say this won't happen again, who's to say I simply am a kiss and run, who's to say I am... something worse, simply one of many girls he tosses around like this but the least I can do is be merciful and fulfil his request. 
I brushed my hair and put on a dress, I felt nervous and afraid but I had hope even if it may have only been a fool's hope. I wanted so badly to believe him, I wanted to trust Jack, I wanted to see him even to just hear him explain himself. I snuck out the kitchen door and headed out of the garden I made sure not to be seen as I headed out and through the grass. I found the little bench and took myself a seat taking an orange in hand to toss it back and forth between my hands. I sat and counted the stars doing my best not to cry, to think I was here again waiting.
"Where are you, Jack?" I whispered my fear overflowing.
After a while, I took the orange set it on the grass gave it a gentle push to let it roll away through the garden grass.
"I don't know why I trusted you..." I sighed,
But I felt something hit my ankle, I looked down and saw the orange had rolled back to me hitting my ankle, for a moment I was confused but I looked in the direction I had rolled it.
And there he was.
Dressed the same as he was when I gave him my invitation, his brown trousers, white shirt, blue waistcoat, his purple coat and hat in hand.
"You came?" He smiled,
"So did you," I nodded,
"You look beautiful,"
"Thank you,"
"I uhh I wanna come closer I'm a little afraid you're mad at me." He chuckled tentatively taking a step or two closer, "Will you let me explain myself?"
"You May Dr Dawkins." I nodded,
He seemed upset but did his best to smile, "I am sorry, that's all I can say I'm sorry. I wanted to be here, more than anything. I'd been thinking about you all night, all day, you have no idea how much I was looking forward to seeing you." He said, "I went up to get changed and ready to come to see you then some guy comes in with a bloody hernia, Sneed was off god knows where and Prof was two bottles of whiskey deep into a desk nap. I didn't much have a choice, ended up being more complicated and by the time I got him sewn up... it was too late." He explained, "I did come, on a fool's hope you might still have been waiting for me, but you weren't. I don't blame you for giving up on me. I'd have done the same. I wanted to come to your window and apologise but - I don't know which is yours."
I chuckled a little,
"yeah, and I didn't exactly wanna guess wrong and get your Governess,"
"She's have pointed you in the right direction."
"So she is?"
"She seems to be," I nodded, "For now anyway."
"Great, I uhh I didn't wanna guess and get your father either I uhh I feel like that'd be a bit hard to explain."
Such an image tickled me of the thought of Jack climbing the windows to come to see me and finding himself at my father's window, I could Imagine my father's face, and Jack's.
"Ohh yes, Hello sir, what am I doing art your window? well uhhh no reason just on a stroll, you wouldn't happen to be able to direct me to your daughter would you?"
I couldn't hold back my laughter but neither could he, "I don't know, you're a doctor just say you're on your rounds."
"Ohh god no, some of these ladies in town here Doctors are making late-night bedroom window visits I'll never get any sleep." He laughed, "Do you think you can forgive me?"
"... I do."
He smiled and closed the gap between us taking my hands, "I was so afraid you'd never wanna speak to me again,"
"I very nearly didn't but the flowers were sweet."
"I'm glad you liked them, May I?"
"You may," I nodded,
He took the seat beside me set his hat on the side and slipped off his jacket, "I have missed you terribly."
"As have I," I smiled, "But..." I said as I took my hand from his.
"You're still upset with me?"
"Somewhat,"
"I will apologise a hundred times if that's what it'll take for you to forgive me."
"I do forgive you Jack, I just... I am struggling to have the trust you will not do it again."
"I wish I could swear I never will again, I wish I could." He said, "I think that brings us nicely to what I wanted to discuss last night, You and I. And the... The way we are to continue if that is even something you want?" He explained, "Is it something you want?"
"It is. Is it something you want?"
"More than anything." he nodded, "In that case there are things we both need to accept and understand."
"Yes, I'm sure there are." I nodded,
"The first is the hardest... if you want us to have a future together-"
"I do. I truly do."
"As do I, but if we are. The first thing you must come to understand is my job." He said, "I am a doctor. And Yes if we are to continue and our feelings grow, and one day our bud blooms into something more then Yes. You will be the most important thing in my world, but you must understand I am a doctor, I have a duty of care to all those in Port Victory. As much as you will be above all else you must understand I cannot turn my back on someone for your sake."
I nodded, "I wouldn't ask such a thing of you Jack,"
"You wouldn't?"
"No, Your work should be over me always."
"I don't want to have it be over you-"
"But it should, the greater good is that your work matters more than me. it would be selfish and cruel of me to keep you from your work, to take you away from it, even if you wish to spend time with me," I explained, "The life of a man, woman or child in your care should always trump my emotions."
"So you understand that?"
"I do, and I wouldn't have it any other way." I nodded, "Such is a choice one makes when one enters a relationship with a doctor."
"So we're entering a relationship now?" he flirtatiously smiled,
"I do hope so,"
"I hope so too." he nodded,
"I too have something I wish for you to understand."
"Of course,"
"I... I admit I have not always had this life, this level of society does still feel foreign to me,"
"You fear I will not be able to keep you?"
"No, no it's nothing like that. I... I know that this is not London, and I'm sure things are different given the change of circumstances, however. The rules of society apply here as much as they would in England, in India, in preu or even here in Port Victory," I explained, "Society has rules Jack, and I know already we have broken many of them, but if we are to go forward I would like us to do things properly, for the sake of my father, my family, That is something I need you to understand."
"You, want me to follow the society rules?"
"I do. And I hope you understand if this is to work, they must be followed. and if not then I do not wish us to."
He sat for a moment silently, he for a moment counted the stars, then chewed on his lip, before finally his eyes met mine again.
"I understand," he nodded, "If things continue they will continue properly, But I ask that you give me some leniency."
"Leniency?"
"I am a doctor, I spent a long time as a boy without social rules, and even longer on a ship in the navy where again the rules are... not as straightforward. I will do as you ask, I understand this is what you want but I ask you to be merciful and lenient at least early on, there are rules I do not know, will you be kind to me and let me off one or two for my ignorance?"
"I will allow that," I nodded, "That's only fair, but if I explain you a rule I do not expect to have it broken again."
"That's agreeable," he nodded.
"Good," I smiled, "So..."
"So..."
"I suppose now is the faithful question..."
"I suppose it is, May I ask you first?"
"You may,"
He smiled and looked into my eyes with a gentle smile, "Where do you see us? Where do you want us to go? Sweet Y/n, what future do you want for us?" He asked, "No matter your answer I will still tell you my own."
For a moment blushed, the heat rose in my cheeks, I felt outlandish but I wanted to be honest with him, there was no point in being untruthful.
"I see a life for us if you want one, I see us going forward, I want a future with you Jack,"
I held my breath waiting for his answer but it came swiftly,
"As do I." He smiled, "I want us to move forward, I do not want this to be a fling of a few evenings, I want us to be far more than that."
"You truly see a future for us?"
"I do, if you want one with me."
"I do if you want one with me too."
"I can't think of anything I want more." He smiled, "And as you know the social rules, where do we go from here?"
"Well, we can meet a few more times briefly and formally so long as my father is present, we may write to one another, and you may visit the house so long as my father agrees on it."
"And after that?"
"After that, we are to begin a courtship."
"A courtship?"
"Yes,"
"forgive me, I have never courted a lady before."
"No?"
"No. I am unfamiliar with the rules,"
"Well, you would of course have to ask my father for permission to court me, he would likely ask you a lot of questions,"
"I see, and if he was to allow us to court?"
"Then we would do so, we would court for a time, a few months at least, the shortest courtship my father will allow is six months."
"You've asked him?"
"I did, we spoke after my ball about men we agree upon,"
"Was... I on that list?"
"You were." I blushed,
"So your father is aware that you have an interest in me?"
"He is aware, I'm sure if you were to ask him for a meeting or even to discuss courtship it would not come as a surprise to him,"
"I see, and in this six months what are the rules?"
"We will be chaperoned,"
"Always?"
"Always." I nodded, "Our hands will not touch, we will not enter tight spaces together, our feelings and affairs will be our own other than in penmanship, we cannot travel alone, money must never cross our hands, we cannot give gifts, and of course, intimacy would be... utterly forbidden."
He gave me a look "Are you quite serious?"
"I am, such is the way of courting Dr Dawkins,"
"But... I've already kissed you."
"And that will have to remain our secret. Perhaps... we may exchange a kiss during our courtship secretly."
"You would permit me this? even if it breaks the rules?"
"I would, it seems foolish when we have already done so."
"And after six months of... courting, of being chaperoned and watched over without even a touch of your gloved hand. What then?"
"Engagement."
"Engagement?" he chuckled, "We'd get engaged?"
"We would, it is the outcome of courting, one should not court if you do not intend to engage, it is cruel to all involved."
"Understandable, don't want to waste your time." He nodded, "How would we go about our engagement?"
"Well, of course, you'd have to ask Father's permission, present me with a ring then you'd take over as my protector, we could go as we like unchaperoned, we could be alone together, we could be intimate privately as far as engagement allows."
"And how far does engagement allow?"
"So long as our wedding night is our first night together everything else would potentially be on the table."
"I see, and how long would our engagement last?"
"As long or as short as you wanted from then we would get married."
"Married, And I could make you Mrs Dawkins?"
"You could,"
"Okay."
"Okay?"
"Okay, then that is how we shall move forward. I... don't know how long I will be able to stand being away from you, but I will write a letter to your father tonight to arrange our first formal meeting."
"I look forward to it." I blushed,
"As do I," He smiled, "and... perhaps if you, really couldn't wait to see me." he suggested playfully, "I am a doctor, and I'm sure if a young lady had a... tummy ache or headache I could perhaps pop by on my rounds?"
"That would be against the rules Jack,"
"I know, forgive me-"
"I think I'd allow it."
"Would you?"
"I think I would,"
He blushed a little, "You think you'd allow me... to deliver letters to you? myself? perhaps... via your balcony?"
I giggled, "Ohh?"
"I just don't want to risk our words being read by eyes over than our own."
"I think I could allow it."
"Do you think you'd allow me... to blow you kisses on your balcony?"
"I think I'd allow it if you permitted me to blow you kisses back Jack,"
"Humm" He chuckled, "Let me put it this way, you may want us to do things with the rules of society and etiquette and I am willing to go along with all of these rules for the sake of my feelings for you." he explained, "But, when it comes to me. I will not stop you, and I will allow my dearest darling to break as many rules as she pleases with me."
"You would?"
"I would, my... reputation, or lack thereof does not concern me. I do not fear gossip and talk, if my darling wants to do something with me, I will not stop her."
"Even if I was to... kiss you, or touch you, or -"
"Anything my little lady wants." He cooed,
"As much as I would adore indulging such a luxury, it's getting late we don't want to get caught again."
"Of course, get to bed don't let me keep you."
"Will I hear from you soon?"
"I will write and arrange a meeting with your father as soon as I get home, and I promise you will soon find me at your balcony with a letter for my dearest darling,"
"I look forward to it. Goodnight Jack."
"Goodnight Y/n."
I smiled and gave his lips a small kiss, his hand gently cupped my cheek as I kissed him, and he softly kissed me back. It felt as fantastic as our last kiss, and I never wanted it to end. But my fears took over and I moved back, I got up and adjusted my dress and he stood and fixed himself. "Sleep well Jack,"
"Sleep well yourself Y/n," he smiled kissing my hand before he began to leave the garden, and I headed back towards the house our slow steps letting our hands be slowly dragged apart, "Plesant dreams,"
"I will try, do try to have pleasant dreams yourself."
"I shall try, they will all be of you I am sure."
"As will mine," I blushed I blew him a kiss and he blew one back before we each went on our way.
I smiled listening to the bird's charming song, my head against my pillow, my arms around the cotton case stuffed with feathers, my nose nuzzling into the soft cotton, the sheets wrapped up around my legs, I felt so joyous, so peaceful, so utterly smitten with all things. I found myself in the half cling of sleep muttering as if my dreams and wakening were fighting for dominance over my body and mind, My sleep letting these words slip through. 
"Ummm... Ummmm... Jack... ummmm... Jack... ummmm... My sweet Jack..." I muttered between my sheets, I blushed when It truly occurred to me what I was doing and I couldn't hold back my giggles, "Ummm... How I long to be in your arms, I can only imagine how long we shall have to wait until you and I can truly lay in my bed together, locked in one another's arms, I imagine now until were engaged." I blushed my fingers stroking the cotton of the pillowcase imagining the folders and hems of his white cotton shirt, dreaming for a moment more than his chest lay below my head, "But, something tells me my sweet Jack will not be able to wait so long." I giggled,
But I forced myself up and got dressed for the day, I sang along with the sweet birds outside my balcony window, unable to stop myself from doing a little dance to the song. 
I heard the door open and Miss Hardcastle came in seeming surprised to see me this way, "My, You certainly have changed your tune." 
"Certainly, why would I need to be gloomy when there is such wonder in the world?" I smiled taking her hand and dancing with her as I sang, 
She was shocked and confused, moving away from my madness. "Well, this can surely only mean one of two things so either you lost your interest in Dr Dawkins quickly and have found another boy to ... fawn over." She said but I ignored her, "Or? am I to take it the day of you laying in bed as if the very world was ending was all for nought?"
I blushed but nodded,
"I see, so we are to take the last twenty-four hours as merely... what we hope shall be the first and last lovers' tiff." 
"I'm sure of it." I smiled finishing brushing my hair and scampering down the stairs with joy, I went to the dining room and hugged my father.
"Ohhh hello, my sweet. Someone has leapt out of bed today." He laughed,
"Of course, so much worth getting up for!"
"I'm glad," he chuckled,
I took my seat and thanked the maid for my breakfast, I ate away at it kicking my feet from excitement and struggling to even stay still in my chair which was noticed by everyone. After a while one of the maids brought my father the post, I didn't much worry over it enjoying the last of my toast as he flicked through it sorting into little piles on the table depending on the business they were regarding. 
"Humm?" He pondered to himself at one of them, he took the knife and opened the letter unfolding it and reading over the letter, He kept glancing up at me as he read it over and my curiosity grew as to why. 
"Yes, father?"
"We have received a letter."
"Oh?"
"From one of your potential suitors."
"Ohh... I see." I said trying to hide my excitement but also my concern. "Is he one from the list?"
"Yes, You're only yes." He said 
Miss Hardcastle and I shared a look, she knew, and she knew I knew, but we both had a silent agreement that some secrets are best kept from father. And my heart melted, that Jack had done as he said he would, he must have written it and sent it last night for it to arrive this morning. I wanted to know what was said but I was almost positive my father wouldn't tell me. 
"Oh... My only yes." I nodded, "What does it say pray tell?"
"He has written to express his official interest in you." He smiled, "You're first of such letters."
"Ohh my, he has?" I smiled pretending I didn't already know, 
"He has, very strongly in fact." He said, "He wishes to ask for a formal visit."
"He does, Ohhh..." I blushed trying to hide that I already knew, 
"Well... as he is your one yes? Shall we write him back?"
I did my best not to look at Egar as I answered "I think that would be lovely Father." 
"As do I, I shall write him back to arrange a formal visit. I take it the sooner the better?"
"I think so," I blushed,
"Alright, then again why waste the paper if we want sooner... I'll pop into the hospital today after my meeting." he smiled, "How does that sound?"
"I think that's perfect father." 
I smiled so happily as I got into my dress for the afternoon, I stood by my ottoman looking at my mirror's reflection as Miss Hardcastle helped me into my dress, my hair and make-up, all done already, even if nothing compared to my debutant ball but still impressive. I know she wanted to do more for what would be my first official date but I slowed her intentions down a little stumbling and reminding her that Jack and I had seen each other more than once already. Of course, tried to push her more towards my ideas as if that is what Jack would prefer. 
"Are you sure this needs to stay?" She asked as she finished with my little grey and blue dress and she looked at the red ribbon around my neck. 
"I'm sure." I nodded,
"Miss Everset I know you have-"
"Lisa. Please. It needs to stay."
"If this man... is, a man you see a future with," she said, "You should bare your soul to him, you shouldn't keep yourself concealed." 
"I thought this whole issue was to ensure I don't reveal so much," 
"You know what I mean." she rolled her eyes, "You should... let him see the scars of the girl he wants a life with."
"What in case they scare him away?" 
"No," she said coming to look over my shoulder to look at the reflection, "Because sometimes seeing the brush lines of a painting makes you appreciate it all the more,"
"I will... In time." I said, "But not yet." 
"Alright if you're sure Y/n," she said, "You ready?" 
"I am," I blushed Happily fixing my dress and I scampered down the stairs excitedly, I went to the lounge. My father waited with a sweet smile, Miss Hardcastle stood in the corner and I sat on the sofa by the window with some embroidery in hand as I patiently waited. 
I was doing my best to contain my excitement, as I waited impatiently. 
I heard the door and I did my best not to jump or look too excited, I saw the maid heading to the door, and I hid my blush as I looked to the floor waiting to see if it was who I was already assuming it was. 
"Dr Dawkins Has arrived Mr Everset." The maid spoke up,
I hid my blush and did my embroidery trying not to giggle, to think this was real. Jack and I were to see one another without worry of our secret being discovered, he was doing things properly and my father would see his intentions truly, 
"Ahh perfect send him in." my father nodded,
and I couldn't help but look up as I saw him, Jack walked into the lounge dressed much as he often was to work at the hospital but clearly a little more cleaned up, we met eyes and for a moment I wanted to cry I was so happy. 
"Dr Dawkins, Pleasure to see you again." My father smiled offering his hand,
"Ahh yes Sir, Pleasure to see you again too Mr Everset." Jack smiled taking his hand and giving it a firm gentlemanly shake 
"And I'd like to introduce you to Miss Hardcastle my daughter's governess." My father indicated over to her,
"Pleasure to meet you," He smiled taking her hand and kissing it politely, 
"And you doctor," she curtsied, 
"and of course, My daughter Miss Y/n Everset." My father smiled indicating to me, "Who I am sure you're familiar with," He chuckled,
I smiled and got to my feet and stood with my hand out excitedly, 
"Of course, I am delighted to see you again Miss Everset," He smiled kissing my hand,
"as am I Dr Dawkins," I smiled both of us trying to hide our blush given everything we had done and discussed in secret. 
"Now, shall we begin?" My father asked,
"yes of course," Jack nodded,
I smiled and took my seat again, and of course, Jack had to sit with my father, and we had to be a good decent space apart due to us not even being courting yet. 
My father and Jack discussed very basic things, the weather, the business of the town and other such things to discuss. I stayed quiet but I smiled whenever Jack and I caught eyes, until conversation turned to things I'd be interested. 
"So? Tell me about yourself, Dr Dawkins."
"Yes of course, Well I uhh... I uhhh I was born in London England,"
"That right?"
"Yes sir."
"Ahh whereabouts?"
"Uhh... Just uhhh south of Clarkenwell Green." 
"Oh, By Jove." he chuckled, "You know I spent quite a time in that area as a young man myself."
"Oh, what a coincidence,"
"In fact, My sweet Y/n was born only just down the road in the small maternity office." He laughed, "Perhaps, well It's ever so unlikely but perhaps once we may have crossed paths?"
"Uhh perhaps yes sir."
"My goodness... you know every day this world expands but then you see a moment such as this and are reminded really just how small it is." 
"Yes Sir, Very small indeed."
"Your family?"
"Uhh humble. I didn't know them for long."
"Ahh yes, can be a mean old world."
"It certainly can,"
"And then you trained I suppose, in London?"
"Ohh No actually at uhh at thirteen I joined the Navy under Captain Grim, learnt my medical skills. Hands on. In the field."
"A navy man?"
"Yes Sir, a surgeon Lieutenant,"
"My father was a Naval man, died many years ago. I had always intended to follow in his steps but uhh life brought me her own challenges shall we say, it certainly would bring me some joy to... keep the Naval in the family, or the family in the Navy as it were." He chuckled "Of course we are far off from that sort of talk."
"Yes sir."
"How long were you in the Navy?"
"Ten years, sir." 
"Ten years my goodness, and then I suppose your skills and history brought you to Port Victory?"
"Yes, The Hospital had just lost its surgeon when I arrived, so I very much took up the role."
"I see, I see." he nodded, "You Know Dawkins, I see you as very much a self-made man, that something you'd agree with?"
"Yes, certainly so sir." 
"Good man." My father said his hands together on his desk with a wide smile that wouldn't leave him, "I have always thought of myself as a self-made man. Men like us Dawkins, we crawl ourselves up with our nails to get where we want to be, No matter the cost, No matter the time, No matter the pain. I see a lot of myself In you Dawkins."
"Thank you Mr Everset, that uhh that is a compliment I shall treasure." 
"I must say, this has been a fantastic afternoon," He nodded, My father glanced at me questioningly and I gave him a smile, "If I may be so bold as to extend you an invitation to dinner on Thursday." 
"Ohh yes absolutely, I'd be delighted Mr Everset, I would be thrilled to attend."
"Excellent, I'm sure we'll talk more of this then."
"Is Uhh is that all sir?" Jack spoke up, 
"All?"
"I uhh I assumed we uhh we would perhaps discuss things?"
"We have discussed what we need to today, I'm sure we can discuss more at dinner on Thursday."
"Yes sir, forgive me I-"
"It's alright, I know my daughter is... Excited about you. I assume then you are of her too?"
Jack blushed, "I undoubtedly am sir," 
"Alright, we will discuss it on Thursday." He said, "Pleasure to spend the time with you Dr Dawkins, and I look forward to seeing you Thursday."
"As do I, thank you, sir." 
They shook hands and he kissed Miss Hardcastle's hand, and then he took my own with a smile,
"I look forward to seeing you again Miss Everset," 
"As do I Dr Dawkins," I smiled 
He kissed my hand and was led away with the maid and Miss Hardcastle. 
My father glared at me as soon as we were alone. "He's an... Interesting gent."
"That he is father,"
"After today, is he still at the top of your list?"
"Yes."
"Do you still have... ambitions for him to court you?"
"I do."
"Very well, he certainly has ambitions to court you, that much is obvious." he laughed, "We will... touch on the topic at dinner on Thursday and if he wants to court you he can come to me the shortest courtship I'll allow is six months."
"You'll really allow us to court after just my ball and two evenings?"
"Y/n. My sweet." he chuckled, "I'm not stupid." 
"Father?"
"I'm not stupid Y/n. You two are sweet on one another even a blind man can see as much. and I know... you two have spoken outside of these realms."
"I uhh I uhh-"
"Don't try to deny it," he chuckled,
"I won't. Did Miss-"
"No. Do you really think I wouldn't have taken notice, when I so clearly see my daughter is in love? and thus kept more tabs on her than I would have normally."
"I am sorry Father I-"
"Don't be sorry my sweet." He smiled, "I know how young love works." he smiled, "I will allow courtship as soon as he asks for it. It would be foolish to force you to be apart when you are merely to sneak away anyway." 
"Thank you, Daddy," I smiled rushing over to give him a tight hug, 
"It's alright My sweet. Love... it's a magical thing. You remember what I told you the day of your Ball?"
I smiled and repeated his words back, "When you see him, when you speak to him when you and him touch hands, there should be this... spark that makes you believe you're the only two people in the world"
"And even I can see, the moment he touches your hand, for both of you it's like you're all that exists?"
"It is the father."
"I knew so." he laughed, "But mostly because..." he said as he took my chin gently, "You Give Dr. Dawkins, The very look that I once saw in your mother when she used to look at me." He said getting choked up, "And the very look I see on him is that which I used to witness in the mirror whenever I looked, or even thought of your mother." He smiled, "If this is the man you want, I could not bare stand in your way." He said, "Go on now, up to bed my sweet."
"Thank you, Father, Goodnight."
"Goodnight," He smiled giving my head a kiss, 
I smiled as I did some drawings before bed, still in a frenzy from this afternoon. 
When I heard a stone click as it graced my balcony glass. 
I didn't want to believe it at first but I so hoped it to be true, I went to the window just as another stone found its way to the glass. Quickly I opened the door and scurried out onto my balcony a small ledge only just large enough to stand myself, beside the tall tree where the bird's nest sat. 
I looked across the darkness and saw a figure in the grass,
"Y/n! My darling!"
"Jack!" I hushed, "Quiet! My governess is merely two windows down and even father is not far, You cannot be so loud, we both know the trouble if someone found you here."
"I know, I'm sorry. But... I couldn't stay away." 
"Ohh My sweet Jack," I cooed sitting on the stone and making sure my nightie hid me away, "You did so well tonight, I am so proud of you."
"Thank you, I did my best to... Impress your father, I'm not so sure he liked me."
"He likes you very much, He wouldn't have invited you to dinner if he hadn't"
"I suppose not, I look forward to it so much."
"As do I."
"I assume he has spoken with you?"
"He has, at dinner things will be discussed and after that, if you come to him, our courtship will be permitted."
"Truly?"
"Truly. He seems rather taken with you."
"I'm glad I could impress him enough to make him think I am worthy of his daughter." 
"He thinks so, he says he sees a look in you that he saw in himself back when he saw my mother."
"I don't doubt it, I know I... struggle not to look at you, to hide my feelings for you. I hope if we are to court soon my feelings do not need to be such a secret."
"I hope so too." I smiled, 
"Will you... allow me to see you again? between tonight and Thursday dinner?"
"I will Jack," I blushed, "I admit... it was hard this evening to see you in my home and yet be forbidden to hold your hand."
"You have no idea, seeing you across the room. I could barely keep my eyes off you. Knowing all I wanted was to go over take you in my arms, kiss you and tell you how I adore you my darling."
"I hope soon, we will be able to do so."
"I'm sure we will, but until then I do not mind visiting my darling as she sits bathed in moonlight," He smiled, "Bright angel, for thou art, As glorious to this night, being o'er my head, As is a wingèd messenger of heaven. Unto the white upturnèd wondering eyes Of mortals that fall back to gaze on him"
I couldn't help my giggles, "Dr Dawkins? I do believe you are reciting that of Romeo and Juliet." 
"well, How could I not? when I find myself below your balcony?"
"I would not for the world they saw thee here."
"I have night's cloak to hide me from their eyes, And but thou love me, let them find me here. My life was better ended by their hate, Than death proroguèd, wanting of thy love."
"Ohh Jack," I blushed, "I did not imagine you as one to have read Shakespeare much less Romeo and Juliet. At least not to this familiarity." 
"You'd be surprised what you find time for on a ship for ten years." he chuckled, "You seem to know it fondly?"
"A young lady was always encouraged to read the plays,"
"I shall have to re-read, so I may dazzle you with words."
"You have no need to Jack, You're words already dazzle me, and cause me to blush beyond measure."
"You are far too sweet to me my darling," He smiled before he blew me a kiss, 
I blushed but blew him a kiss back, 
"I cannot explain how beautiful you look, sat on your balcony for me."
"I admit, there is a handsomeness to you in the darkness below my window."
"Ohh I'm more handsome in the dark am I?"
"You know what I meant Jack," I laughed,
"I do, I think it's something of us being alone. Or perhaps that we know we are doing something we shouldn't be."
"I do think that's true." I nodded, "But... it's getting late, you have work tomorrow I do not wish to keep you up longer into the night,"
He smiled a moment but came as close as he could almost whispering in the darkness, "O, wilt thou leave me so unsatisfied?"
I giggled and acted up my best formal tone, "What satisfaction canst thou have tonight?"
"I think we both know the kind of satisfaction I would want, be it something we could do."
"Ohh My..." I blushed, "Doctor Dawkins..."
"But for tonight I will be satisfied with just one kiss." 
"...I think I can allow that," I blushed, 
He wasted no time, climbing the tree, I admit I worried for him but also was impressed by his agility, he climbed onto a branch a little too low to make the jump onto my balcony but he was close enough, so I held the stone and leant as far as I could before my feet would leave my balcony and he stretched up as much as he could which was enough for our lips to meet.
It felt like the sweetest kiss we had shared, when we pulled back I felt like I was flying.
"Whoa..." he gulped, "I don't know how but every kiss keeps getting better."
"I feel the same," I smiled, "Goodnight Jack,"
"Goodnight Y/n, sleep well my dearest. I will see you soon I promise."
"I will wait, for my Romeo to return, Impatiently" 
He chuckled, "I promise it will be as soon as I can, How could I ever leave my Juliet all alone too long" he smiled giving my lips a sweet kiss before he climbed down the tree and blew me a kiss, I blew him a kiss in return before he headed away disappearing into the night. 
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She's Not Well P3
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Couple Jack X Reader
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I finished up my work for the day cleaned my hands off and headed upstairs towards my room in the setting sun. I had seen Y/n fairly often and she never left my mind, she would always just pop down for some kisses and a cuddle and scamper away before Prof noticed she was gone. Which never gave us much time together even if I savoured every second of it. Prof did keep her on a very short lead, seriously guy drinks like a fish and can barely remember his own name let alone his patients most of the time but he keeps a watchful eye on Y/n like she was made of gold. 
I had wondered around the hospital many times and decided to do so again tonight, I had been trying to find whatever room Prof keeps her in, so I wondered the hospital corridors past the various doors and rooms I know well, I ended up down in the morgue as I had sort of been working top to bottom on the hospital over all these nights I was about ready to give up when I spotted a door down the corridor from the Morgue room between it and the stairwell, it was a heavy wooden door with many scratches and replaced parts, the doorknob had recently been removed the wood stain revealing its prior place, A lock on the outside with a heavy padlock that was covered in scratches. I knew those scratches well, as a life of thievery taught me not to leave them, someone had been picking this lock more than once, clearly someone not great at doing it leaving scratches and chipped mistakes.
I knocked on the door but no answer came, but my curiosity had already peaked. 
I took my scalpel from my pocket and worked slowly and quietly to pick the lock, once it clicked open I pulled the padlock out and slowly crept into the room. 
The room was... strange, clearly once an old stock room. But The walls had layers of wallpaper so much the walls seemed thick, The same pale cream wallpaper with lilac flowers coated the walls even if it had been ripped and broken revealing the layers underneath, The wooden floor covered in rugs and blankets giving it a slight bounce as I walked, The room was empty... With very little in the way of furniture, A small wardrobe built into the wall and the doors removed, a basket by the door, a small vanity table where all the corners had been rounded and the mirror broken beyond the ability to still use it but taped in place, a metal bathtub in the corner, A metal hospital bed filled with blankets and pillows, A small brown teddy bear sitting on the pillow. The small window was lined with thick metal bars like the morgue. A body knelt on the floor facing away from me, The room dark with a deep scent of blood in the air... 
"Y/n?" I asked my fears slipping through for a moment, 
The body shot me a look for a second I could have sworn I saw glowing eyes and a face of utter rage - 
before My body was thrown backwards. 
My back hit the floor, I quickly got to my feet as I saw the professor had thrown me out by my collar he slammed the door shut and bolted it tight. The door began to bang and scratch screaming echoing from inside, 
"wh- what was that?!" I asked, 
For a moment he only gasped, leaning his shoulder against the door until the screaming silenced, "You are relieved of duty Doctor Dawkins." 
"wha- what?"
"You. Are alleviated of your duties here." he said, "Pack your things and leave." He demanded before he began the walk back up to his office, 
"What! No! You can't just fire me!" I complained following him,
"I do not want to hear it!"
"I am the best doctor here and you know it!"
"I have spoken my word on the matter," 
"You can't just fire me! For what opening a door?!" we arrived at his office he tried to shut me out but I grabbed the door before he could close it and slammed it behind it,
"Enough! I have made my decision! you are to leave Port Victory Royal Hospital immediately!"
"I refuse!"
"This isn't up for debate!"
"what was that! What is going on! where's y/n!" I yelled 
"That is y/n!"
I froze up, "what?"
"That is Y/n. That's her room." He slumped into his chair his head in his hand, 
"... Y/n she's-"
"she's not well."
"Please... how is she not well?" I asked taking a seat across from him, 
"...She's been like this forever. Always a very strange little girl."
"Because she doesn't talk?"
"She's never said a word. She cried when she was little and once she grew out of crying. She never spoke a word no matter how anyone tried." He explained, "She was... different."
"How so?"
"Other girls want to play with dolls, She wanted to play with animals, At first we thought it was sweet, seeing her go out into the woods bringing home koalas and wombats with her," he chuckled, "She built herself a little animal hospital in the basement, I thought it was sweet kinda hoped she'd be a nurse when she grew up but..."
"But?"
"But it didn't last long, we thought she was being sweet wrapping animals up and taking care of them but she wasn't. She was opening them up and experimenting."
"Like surgery?"
"Somewhat... We didn't really look into it too much. We got her to a doctor as soon as possible." 
"... what kind of doctor?" My voice broke slightly,
"We sent her a doctor. A specialist. And he recommended she be... taken away."
"Taken where."
"The asylum. She is not well. She needed help."
"you send her to the Asylum!"
"She is not well!"
"So you sent her to the Asylum!"
"I am the head surgeon of this hospital and I will not hear from you! An untrained butcher! about how I see to the health of my granddaughter!" 
"... If you sent her to Asylum why is she here?"
"... her father died. While she was inside... her mother... I lost my daughter to the birth of her second child. As she laid in her bed... knowing her end. She begged me. Her dying wish was to take Y/n out of that place. She wanted her to be with me. Her mother never wanted to send her in the first place so... even if I disagreed. I did as she asked." he explained, "I am keeping her here. But she MUST remain in her room. For her own safety. and the safety of everyone else outside this place." he explained, "She is not well Doctor Dawkins... Not well at all." 
"So you're going to lock her down there... let her rot?"
"...what would you have me do?" 
"...Let me help her."
"You!"
"Please... let me help her. At least let me try..."
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She's Not Well p2
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Character Jack Dawkins
Couple Jack X Reader
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Please tell me there is or will be a part two!? I might die if there is not. 🩵🪡🩸🏨💋🩺 Ooooh...l love it. Looking forward for p2 need a part two Part 2!! Plzzz part 2, im very curious YEASSS PLEASE I WANT TO KNOWWWW WNAT PLEASE PART TWOOOOOOOO Omg part 2 PLEASE I need to know I NEED PART TWO!!!!! Part 2 plssssssss Please I need a part two where jack breaks her out of her room This is an great book so far. I really look forward to future stories, and maybe a part 2????
I had worried about y/n ever since I had seen her last a few days ago, I had tried asking the Prof about her but he was pretty much always drunk. I stood in the stockroom making notes on everything we had and everything we needed to order. I heard a familiar little giggle and I glanced to the door of the stock room where I saw her.
"Y/n!" I smiled,
She giggled and waved as she hopped inside shutting the door today in a little red dress her hair in loose curls, I smiled so widely to see her again even if I was a little worried about her getting in trouble,
"Hello you," I cooed,
She jumped into my arms wrapping her arms around my torso and nuzzling her head into my chest,
"You are just the cutest little thing aren't you?" I chuckled wrapping my arms around her too petting her curls and kissing the top of her head, "you should be up in your room."
she whined sadly looking up at me and pouting,
"Alright, you can stay and have a cuddle with me for a little while, but then back up to your room. We don't want prof to know you're missing... Then we'd be in so much trouble,"
She smiled and nuzzled herself into my chest,
"You are so sweet, but you won't talk to me?" I asked her but she just cuddled me, "Okay, I guess you don't talk?" I asked and she shook her head, "Alright, you're a quiet little thing." I cooed playing with her hair, "Prof... Said you're not well? but you seem to be fine..." I began, "When he says not well is that physically or... mentally?" I asked a little nervous to ask her but she just pulled my neck down so our lips could meet, I happily smiled and kissed her back with equal enthusiasm, I briefly pulled back to catch my breath, "You can't just kiss me to get out of answering -" But she yanked me back into a kiss and it wasn't long before our kisses were a heavy make out my hands stroking her dress, her own on my trailing into my hair knotting her fingers in my hair, after a good while of our lustful kisses she pulls back biting her lip as she stroked the buttons on my waistcoat, "Yeah? That what you want little lady?" I smirked and she nodded with an excited giggle, "You're adorable," I cooed rubbing my nose on hers, "Come here you," I smirked pulling her back into a kiss, we kissed deeply for a good while until I picked her up sat her on the table as we heavily made out,
"Y/n!" Prof yelled down the hall,
we quickly separated and Y/n gave me one more kiss before she hopped off the table and hid in the back of the stockroom just as the door flew open to Professor looking angry, so I adjusted myself a little to try and not to look suspicious.
"Hello Professor."
"Y/n has gone missing. She is not in her room. Have you seen her Doctor Dawkins?"
"...uhhh ohh uhh No no, I can't say I have," I lied,
"Alright, if you see her tell me immediately!" He demanded before he continued on his way,
She giggled happily and jumped back into my arms for more cuddles,
"You are going to cause such big trouble for such a little lady," I teased, "...You're worth it though," I smirked pulling her back for a kiss, but she smiled and pulled back kissing my nose and heading to the door but I grabbed her hand, "Wait- Don't go. come on y/n you can't leave me hanging with only a kiss?"
She smiled and gave my lips another kiss and squeezed my hands and bolted off to go back to her room before the professor spotted her. 
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Hello Nurse P2
Media The Artful Dodger
Character Jack Dawkins
Couple Jack X Reader
Rating Sweet
Warning vomit / sick/
Part One
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I headed into Jack's bedroom seeing him laid in his bed exactly as I left him, still slightly smiling in his drunken state. I laughed heading over and leaning on the bedframe, "Good Morning!?" I smiled He jumped his eyes opening and he clutched his head to aid his headache, "Uhh… Good morning nurse Y/l/n," "You feeling alright?" I smiled, His lips twitched "Please hand me the basin," I chuckled and grabbed the basin from the side handing it over he set it on the floor, and his body moved slightly off the bed, "Please… I need you to step away quickly," I laughed and stepped back a little, and almost immediately he hurled as his stomach ejected everything into the basin, "Ohh dear," I cooed, "Ughh… I thought I was a seasoned drinker, but apparently not." "See. This is why I don't drink Jack," I laughed, "Please… don't look at me… I don't want you to see me like this," I chuckled and sat on his bed helping clean him up and letting him lay on his pillow, "Yeah I know I know… but I mean come on, it's all in good fun right?… I did have a great time last night, you were wonderful as always" He groaned, "What are you talking about Jack?" I laughed, "Last night," He said, "what about last night?" "We didn't?" "No," "But you kissed me?" "I did kiss you, you asked for kisses and you got some kisses but that's all." "So we didn't?" "No, we didn't." "Oh." "how about I make you some nice bacon and scrambled eggs for your hangover? Maybe a nice cup of tea too?" "That honestly sounds wonderful…maybe a bit of toast too?" "no problem if you like I can make you a scrambled egg and bacon toast sandwich?" "You would be my absolute angel if you did that…" "Coming right up and I'll bring you some water for your headache," I smiled kissing his forehead, I went and made him a nice breakfast bringing it over and handing it over, he happily took it and began eating in his hung-over state. "You are an angel…" "Aww thank you, now come along my little devil boy, eat up and you'll feel better," He happily ate without much of a word until he was done and laid back on his pillow trying to keep his head straight, "Could you do me one little favour?" "Yes, Jack?" "Could I get one more kiss? just to thank you for such a delicious breakfast?" "you really think that's wise given you were sick and have not yet brushed your teeth?" "Please?" I rolled my eyes and gave him a soft kiss, "Ummm that was very… very nice," he cooed, "I'm glad," I smiled, "so you going to enlighten me? On what you thought happened last night?" "Well…well…there's no easy way to put this so I'll just spit it out..I thought you slept with me…" "Did I now?" "You did," "So what you got drunk at the cat and bagpipes staggered back to the hospital and asked for a kiss. And I bought you up here kissed you tucked you in then… Cuddled up with you," "I thought so…" "Did we just cuddle?" "No. other things," "What sort of other things?" "We made love… passionately, we did everything my little nurse," "Ohh? Did you ravish me doctor dawkins?" I joked, "Ohh I did, I utterly ravished you," "Did you steal me away and pleasure me relentlessly? Did you make me your little princess? And make me bare your children?" "I did." he nodded, "I may have even said I… loved you," "Aww how sweet," I smiled giving him a soft kiss, "sounds like a very nice dream jack," "It was… it was more than that…in that fantasy, I was with the most beautiful, smart and caring woman I have ever met all night long…" "if only I was the most beautiful girl," "you are the most beautiful girl I've ever laid eyes on…" he smiled pulling me back into a kiss, "it would be sweet, now you rest that poor hungover head and I'll take care of my sweet jack," I smiled tucking him in and kissing his head, "Ummm thank you, nurse…" "You're very welcome doctor,"
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