#the thing is i like early shifts but only wjen i start at 7 am

[bewby]

ok i slept for 7 hours and it's not 11 pm and i feel so nasty and bad that only killing myself can fix it..... Goodbuh buh

#i have to wake upfor work at 5 am #the thing is i like early shifts but only wjen i start at 7 am #because at 6 am i have to prepare rhe store for when it opens at 7 and i have tl. PACK. ALOT #AND I TOLD THEM SO MANY TIMES I CANT DOTHKS AND THWY STILL MAKE ME PACK ALL TBE FUCKKNG BREAD LKKE ARE YOU INSANE #and i havd less than 30 mins usually . that is not enough for me especially because i also have to do like 2 other things #like i can'r do that shit quickly becaus ei get so easily motion sick and i WILL THROW UP i ger motion sick just from looking at my phone #inside the car for more thsn 10 seconds. it's terrible GENUINELY TERRIBLE #AND RHEY FXPECT ME TO BE ABLE TO DO THAT QUICKLY??? wow #anyways. i'm also sad because. well. i posted sbout it earlier today . and i miss my ex alot. well. yeah #i will maybd watch breaking bad and ear cause i didn't eat anything today. i actually didn't. any drank one apple fig flavored red bull