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#the refusal is so blatant like GODDDD WHY DO I EVEN TRY?
theriverdalereviewer
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7 months
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it’s been a hard first month yall 😕
#SIGHHHHH
#now true followers know what I mean but I had my first month of teaching
#and calling it hard is an understatement
#like the bar exam is hard training for the olympics is hard
#this is like both of those things but if both of your hands were tied
#I feel like I’m working constantlyyyy and the work life balance feels so nonexistent
#and I feel like it’s something that I shouldn’t accept cause no job should be expecting that much
#but also I have no choice because wtf else am I supposed to do about the millions of things that need to be done
#but even with that it’s just I’m not enjoying it and that’s the one thing that would have kept me going 😕
#I enjoyed student teaching and internship but those were vastly different experiences
#I know my cooperating teacher played a huge role in me having a positive experience during ST and I used to wonder if I would still like it
#without her and I think I’m truly not happy on my own
#I see now how much of the heavy lifting she truly did to make me feel like I had a balance in this job so now that’s it’s just me
#it’s been like whiplash. like I was able to build strong rapport and have good classroom management through her
#and the management has been such a struggle. not as much of a problem with my upperclassmen
#but I have these two lower classmen classes that drive me insane
#see I went to school to teach English but this particular class is like a community/study skills/intro to hs class
#and the students hate it and I do too 😭 the work is not rigorous and frankly it’s boring
#and the annoyance with the class is being projected onto me. but no matter how hard I try to make things interesting
#the refusal is so blatant like GODDDD WHY DO I EVEN TRY?
#I enjoy my English classes so much more cause a) it’s what I went to school for
#b) the kids have a much easier time seeing the importance of English + the rigor vs this fucking class
#I wanna reach out to you a few of my own mentors just to hear their thoughts on what I should do + other options
#cause if you asked me right now I would say that the moment it turns june I would immediately resign
#idk I’ve thought about it nonstop and maybe it’s just the specific classes or the subject maybe it’s the school but I’m not happy 😕
#and as sad as that makes me feel to say out loud it also feels kind of good to not be in denial about it
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