#the oppressive saueezing darkness calls to me

[awacatin]

Luv watching cave diving vids. Even those where the person is like almost wiggling their way thru, their face squished to the floor and watching them struggle to move forward just makes me feel morbidly fascinated.

I can almost understand why you'd want to subject yourself to something so awful, the excitement of finally squeezing thru that very tight gap onto a bigger space, getting that well-deserved air and body mobility back??? Must feel euphoric

#like yeah ik how dangerous it is bla bla but man #id kill to ever go deep sea caving #wish i could scuba dive so deep and get swallowed in darkness and pressure #txt #cave diving #tw claustrophobia #claustrophobia #taggin just in case #the oppressive saueezing darkness calls to me #but i live nowehere near big water areas #plus its surely a v expensive hobbie #n i dont got the time or money for it #id def b a buried avatar jajdjajasjjqjsja #maybe i havent experienced the genuine terror of feeling stuck and thats why i think it must feel great #plus i got a lotta tics on mobilty like my feet and shoulder blades #and if i dont get to move em every now n then i get a bit impatient #but yeah ill keep lying to myself #I SHOULD B ON THE DEEP SEA DOING CABLE MAINTENANCE #forgor the word for it but wgen u use that hot metal to stick other hot metal #soulder???? idk