#the last therapy session before i gave up and quit (yeahhhhh that also happened but i didnt even talk abt it here lol) she was like

[kimmkitsuragi]

ugh it used to be soooo easy to work especially late at night </3 now it’s very hard i get sad and anxious during the nights and too distracted during the days. why did my brain break and when it happened exactly like i really wasnt like this in the past

#ive been sad depressed and lonely pretty much all my life (as long as i remember living) but this......... not very familiar #i could at least function (very well imo!! very successfully) but now if i sit down to do something important #the best i can do is half an hour max chief sorry #the last therapy session before i gave up and quit (yeahhhhh that also happened but i didnt even talk abt it here lol) she was like #well u r saying u could manage fine in the past so why do you think it became unmanageable rn #and i was like fuck if i knew i would just manage it again so idk man........ i mean how am i supposed to know that #and i couldnt even manage basic time management tasks all those weeks <3 hah #grrr i said i was starting to feel a little bit normal again which is TRUE it's been a good week overall #but............. im just . falling short again lol #🗒 #neg