#the hedae (not actually a headache but im not sure what to describe it as . usually lasts like an hour)

[spamton-addison]

shoutout to things that i experience just often enough for them to be a nuisance but just rarely enough that any time i talk about it it feels like im just making shit up for attention even when i am literally not

#im not diagnosed with anything and any time i talk about them it feels like im making shit up even though im Not #we got The Static (brain can literally only produce static noise instead of a coherent thought process. can be good or bad) #the Butterflies (little black spots that obscure my vision . kind of like passing out except i havent passed out in years) #the oof ouch me joints (my right leg randomly starts hating me and it hurts to walk . feels like itll collapse but it never happens) #the hedae (not actually a headache but im not sure what to describe it as . usually lasts like an hour) #the ick (randomly wanting to not eat anything at all ever even if i havent eaten in hours) #the slime (happens pretty often actually . usually comes if i let my mouth go dry) #the oh g oh fuck (having to drop everything and hold onto something because i feel like im going to collapse) #the . why :{ (happens if i hold anything sharper than a kitchen knife . i dont hurt myself but there are. images) #and more ! #these are all normal . to me #insert screaminge