#the hard part is after when you have to physically restrain yourself from causing grievous harm to your own hand in an effort to punish it

[ever-so-slightly-monstrous]

a fun thing about dyspraxia is sometimes you'll go to a friend's wedding and not feel great so you bring a slice of cake home with you instead of eating it there and later when you decide to eat the cake you pick it up and your brain interprets "hold this thing carefully" as "throw this thing as hard as you can at the floor" and you don't get cake. you just get frustration. not even that you just threw the cake on the floor, but that you constantly forget that you can't trust your body to do even the simplest thing and so you are always ruining the things you love.

#dyspraxia #coordination #or the lack thereof #the hard part is after when you have to physically restrain yourself from causing grievous harm to your own hand in an effort to punish it #because you are also autistic and it's too much emotions to deal with when you are already sick and frustrated #or is it just me?