#the fic is ‘the way back home’ by 52hz

[lifeof-pink]

I FUCKING LOVE EMOTIONAL HURT/COMFORT FANFICTION.

I WANT TO FEEL TEARS ROLL DOWN MY FACE AS I IMAGINE AND RELIVE THE UTTER DESPAIR AND SELF HATRED IT TAKES TO PUSH EVERYONE YOU LOVE AWAY, BEFORE WATCHING AS THE PROTAGONIST OF THE FIC’S COMPANIONS SLOWLY REBUILD THEIR SELF ESTEEM AND SELF WORTH UNTIL THEY CAN FINALLY LIVE FOR THEMSELF AND THEIR OWN REASONS. AND IN THE END ITS NOT PERFECT BECAUSE NO HUMAN COULD POSSIBLY FULLY ERASE ALL OF THOSE PAINFUL MEMORIES AND EMOTIONS, BUT THEYRE SET ON THE RIGHT PATH. I LOVE WHEN CHARACTERS LEARN ITS OK TO BE SELFISH FOR THEMSELVES BECAUSE IT SHOWS ME THAT ITS OKAY FOR ME TO FEEL SELFISH ABOUT MY OWN SELF WORTH AS WELL.

#orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #kim dokja #this is entirely about him #i read a fic of him where he cant find a reason to survive and hates himself for being selfish but #well more specifically a reason to live thats outside of what everyone else wants for him #by the end of the fic he begins his healing journey and it made my soul feel lighter #the fic is ‘the way back home’ by 52hz #it made me sad!! but then it made me happy in a very deep and special way #like i was happy in my soul #orv spoilers #i think??? #this is about a fic thats post epilogue #but idk sorry for mistagging if it isnt