#the feelings are too complex and overwhelming so akira just focuses on the simple friendship of it all

[orcelito]

Reread all of what I have in transAction au again and Holy Fuck it's SO good

The condensed feeling of childhood nostalgia + experiences of being both gay & trans but not realizing it yet. It's so fucking good

#speculation nation #transAction shit #sometimes ur a kid and ur 'weird'. you dont know why but that's what everyone else has decided #and then you meet someone else who is Also 'weird'. & the word transforms from smth weaponized against you #to a point of commonality. something to CELEBRATE. #bc yes you are weird. yes the world hates you for reasons you dont understand. #but theres someone here who is weird like you and together you can laugh about it #you can go 'youre really weird' 'maybe so. but so are you.' and then smile and laugh together because you ARE #literally a scene excerpt there. im getting all emotional thinking about it. #& akira falling quick & hard for akechi but not understanding it bc theyre both still so young #the feelings are too complex and overwhelming so akira just focuses on the simple friendship of it all #he wants to spend time with akechi and akechi wants to spend time with him so thats what matters #AGH i desperately need to get this fic out. ive decided this is going to be my focus for the next however long it takes to get out #with a focus it could b like. a few days 🤔 or a week. Depending. we'll see!