#the fact that im an engineering major and the fact that i keep writing enginners are in no way related

[kalpasio]

UEUEUEUEUEUEUE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHSHSJSBDOSJSJWJNSIWISJWJSIW GOT ME ACTING LIKE 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

I ASKED FOR THIS BUT AT THE SAME TIME HAJXNSKXKQNSOAAAAAAAAAA😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I WAS MENTALLY PREPARING MYSELF BUT FUCK IM 🥹😭

reader being an engineer made me remember quickflip :') that changed my life trajectory and brain chemistry ngl,, literally the entire time i was just "ok everything seems too happy, im afraid whats gonna happen on the last chapter"

THE LAST TWO PARAGRAPHS. THE LAST TWO FUCKING PARAGRAPHS. DESTROYED ME INSIDE OUT. LEFT ME ON THE FLOOR UGLY SOBBING. PUNCHING THE TABLE AGGRESSIVELY.

im printing the last two paragraphs and framing it ✋

I WAS READING THIS IN CLASS AND I MANAGED TO FINISH IT BEFORE AN EXAM SO THE ENTIRE TIME I WAS ANSWERING IT I WAS LIKE SO CLOSE TO JUST UGLY SOBBING BECAUSE I COULDN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE 😭😭😭😭😭

thank you for this, i WILL be asking for more, i read the request list and go "why nobody asking for angst- LET ME CHANGE THAT" knowing damn i will be hurt immensely

- herrscher anon, screaming, crying, throwing up, on the floor, punching the air, clawing the walls, dying

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM IAMHONOREDBUTALSOSOSOSORRY 😭😭😭😭

I had the engineer reader idea like ages ago and I was so sad I hadn't gotten to use it and I was like "noooo it's too happy I can't use it for angst" and some evil part of my brain went "that will make it hurt worse" and I REGRET

I'm so proud of the last two paragraphs but if I think about it too much I will just start spontaneously crying like I had to take a break after writing to go do something happy before I started typing because I'm a softy

on a brighter note I hope your exam went well!! 🧡 I would have been way too much of a mess to get anything done lol

thank you for the ask!!! I wouldn't write angst if it were up to me, not in like a "I don't like writing it" because I do! I just feel bad writing it so I would probably avoid it if I didn't have a reason 😅 so I'm glad you're requesting it! I don't want all the stories to be the same, and it's good for me to try something new lol I look forward to crying over future requests 🧡🧡

#herrscher of the stars!! 🧡🧡 #the fact that im an engineering major and the fact that i keep writing enginners are in no way related #dont look into it too much #(also i know the reader being a nurse and patching them up is cute but ive read SO MANY stories with that) #which is my own damn fault but you know #everyone is in different time zones so im just always posting at a bad time for someone lmao