#the eyebags are irrelevant to my gender looks but they're so fucking bad like i look so terrible 😭

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#echos #helelo happy pride i used a men's restroom today for the first time and i was so anxious but nobody questioned it #i literally have not gone into a public restroom in years #not really bc of discomfort but mostly bc i rarely go into public places i never leave the house #also when i went into a fitting room later at a different store the employee directed me to the men's fitting rooms #despite the fact that i was holding a skirt and frilly shirt which is interesting #i like. can never tell if i pass #bc i dress masc and i have a masc haircut and i don't ever wear makeup and also my eyebags make me look like i have Sickly Stage Makeup #the eyebags are irrelevant to my gender looks but they're so fucking bad like i look so terrible 😭 #but also i have really high and prominent cheekbones and the rest of my bone structure is kinda feminine #but also i have the flattest chest known to man #but also my hips are so very There #i dunno i can't tell what i look like so i get surprised and confused literally no matter what gender ppl see me as #also the fact that i rarely talk to strangers and i talk more online than irl #so I'm so used to being Not Gendered that i forget gender exists sometimes #anyway random hyper ramble over i am become flat now