#the doctor is rly rly strict though and just her giving me a chance is great

[kirishwima]

my heart is gonna. leap out of its chest 💀💀💀

#i sent in my first drafts for a chance to get abroad a research team #they wanted me to present a few topics and my opinions on them and i just sent them in #i make it sound so formal lmao what i mean is #i sent them to a colleague at work thats on this team and she'll check thru them and sent them to the head doctor #but holy shit my stomachs a KNOT #if it doesnt go well and i dont get in this research ill be so fucking disappointed w myself #i started researching about it since i was given the offer #and it would be SO big to me if i made it since i never got into researches before #the doctor is rly rly strict though and just her giving me a chance is great #but if i actually make it in? boy im willing to lose all my sleep over this #keep ur fingers crossed for me lads 😭 #burrito talks #burrito talks medicine #delete later