#thats why im a furry probably. patricia taxon had something to do with this

[mrpsychokiller]

my gender is cartoon cat. i'm a cat but not like a real life cat, or really a "furry" cat, i'd like to be a cat character in a cartoon or anime or children's book illustration, or a 2009 deviantart oc. not a cat but an artistic representation of a cat, an abstraction. cute and small, friendly and kind, cat-like but with endless possibilities of looking any way and doing anything, living in an abstraction of reality where my existence is as fluid as art is. i'm also a boy

#🧃 #this is a joke but also not #i have a hard time putting in words my affinity for identifying as a cat and specifically cartoon and furry cats #as in its less about cats (specially the real ones) and more about my desire to be a character. to somehow *be* art #something about abstract identity against absolute reality #about wanting to be something thats not real and doesnt exist #wanting to escape my painful body and painful reality by having no body and no reality at all #other of the momentaneous bliss of a drawing where my body floats in a void of bright colors and nothing else really matters #thats why im a furry probably. patricia taxon had something to do with this