#thats why he alternates between sympathising with miles over a fate he believes inevitable (which wouldnt be the case in this mindset if

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baby its time for ur daily miguelposting but. the interpretation that “miguel’s only believing in canon events and because he just wants everyone to be as miserable as him” assigns a particular vein of spitefulness to his motivations i honestly don’t think aligns with what we’re shown of him. 

you don’t see spite in the way he interacts with peter b and mayday, when that example in particular is one you think would invoke it if it was there, especially considering how quickly Everything comes bubbling to the surface w miguel in this film. Nor are there any strange comments about the fact jess is also about to become a mother. the most heartfelt interaction he has with miles, one utterly absent of annoyance or sarcasm, is the one where he’s explaining the consequences he believes his actions invoked upon someone he loved and her entire world.

i just do not get the sense that this is someone purporting this belief system out of spite, i get the impression it was a framework applied to not only make sense of the most recent tragedy in his life, but all of the suffering that him and other iterations of spidermen had gone through. And that he refuses to examine flaws in it because of how traumatic what happened to Gabriella was, yes, but also because if he’s wrong, every action undertaken for what he believed was the greater good was wrong and caused needless suffering. ALSO the suffering the canon events purport to give meaning to would become meaningless. 

#also thinking emoji about his breakdown at miles #its kickstarted by the comment that he isnt a real spiderman and miguel just like. #SPIRALS into blaming miles the same way he blames himself. for the similarity between them in thinking can alter their current path (in the #most overarching sense i mean) but also a measure of resentment for what miles being able to change his fate means for miguels actions (in t #hat hes caused needless suffering AND his own suffering has no cosmic meaning) #because - and i dont see this picked up as much - miguel sees that by virtue of who miles is hes already broken the mould of this framework #thats why he alternates between sympathising with miles over a fate he believes inevitable (which wouldnt be the case in this mindset if #miles WASNT spiderman) and calling him an anomaly who cant be spiderman #miles - to him - HAS to be wrong by virtue of what he believes and what it would mean if miguel is wrong. but also the stakes miguel #believs are assigned to his own belief system are so bonkers high and traumatic that questioning them would mean trespassing on the danger #of it happening again. <- in his mind i mean #anyways insane about this dilf and his hundred yard stare #tunes talks spiderverse